OS-You are my Love(part4-completed -page4) - Page 2

PART 2-

When amar found Nidhi, she was shivering; She was totally drenched in rain and most of all he was horrified to see her in this situation…In the beginning when he met her , her smile . her eyes and the way she speak ..made him loose again in those forbidden corners of his heart, which he closed forcefully…she reminded him mostly of his love which he lost …his girl , who died prematurely , he still regret the night when instead of saving his girl , he ran away to save his...he left her with those god forbidden people !! What happened next was difficult for him forget in this life time..The guilt he carry is too big and he know he will never ever get out of it.. the day he was shot..then Nidhi running towards him…even in that pain, he felt sudden gush of happiness running through him..is that because he saw his girl in nidhi…it was as if his past came back in full force and all he knew is he collapsed looking into her deep eyes..

he knew ! she is married , he knew she was someone else wife..but he couldn stop loving her , there was constant battle inside which was toring him apart ..Once he want to meet her, see her and next just want to run away from her ..he was torn between his love and his guilt …

He went up to her and Nidhi collapsed in his arms, he tried to shook her but she looked so dazed , so lost and so vulnerable..He holds her close to his heart and murmured her name in her ear ..all she did was cry in his arm and he felt sudden urge to kiss her and to love her ..but he knew he cannot do that !!

Nidhi knew what she is doing is wrong!! She shouldn't be here in first place..But she don't know where or what will make broken heart at ease… she wanted so hard to hold on something which will drive her back to life ..There isn't anything right or wrong but then again she shouldn be here with Amar !! …she was hurt , depressed and more importantly felt so hopeless that nothing can make her better ..

She knew Coming to Amar is not good idea , she don't know how she ended up like this in his arms , crying hysterically her heart out ..And every time she cried and he hold her close like she need to be protected .from what and how ???

When DB called , ashu sensed something is wrong !! And the moment Db uttred Nidhi still not home all hell broke loose and he ran away outside in scorching darkness..Searching for his Nidhi, his Nidhi!!

Nidhi was so dazed …she don't know what she is doing or why ?? all she know is she lost something and never ever get back ,her brain is screaming her to get bck and go home , it was screaming her that she shouldn be here ..but she couldn move a muscle ..There is this battle inside her mind..it is asking her to get back to her feet and go home ..but her body not supporting to get back on her feet .

Suddenly it thundered and ashu cursed himself for letting all these things happen between him and Nidhi..he regretted for shouting at Nidhi and he regretted for being so cold and ruthless towards her ..he prayed that he want one last chance ..because he cannot live without Nidhi..his Nidhi

With thunderstorm something jerked inside Nidhi, she saw amar ..he was looking at her strangely , she never saw him like this ..there was so much pain and love was poring out of his eyes ..before she could tell anything , amar grabber her hand and pulled her back ..

Nidhi pushed him away and tried to get back on her feet ..when she did , amar again tried to pull her back , it took all her energy to push him away ..this time instead of holding her amar collapsed on ground sobbing hysterically ..and he cried out Nidhi , don't leave me ..I need you , I know I don't derve you nor anyone for whatever I did for the person who loved me selflessly but still I cant stop loving you ..you remind me so much of her , you make me guilty and loved same time ..i want you and same time ..i don't want you ..My Ego , it killed her , it killed me !! I was so angry with her for not agreeing with my choice ..I should have given chance but I ended up loosing her forever..i needed her same time my ego stopped me to , I could have stopped her .. …Go awy nidhi , i don't deserve you …go awy he cried …

PART 3-

Nidhi was stunned, she don't know how to react..She did not expected this!! her brain felt numb , the person who smiled and made her smile, now looked so shattered and she don't know what to do ….she cannot see him like this , what has she done …guilt bubbled from deep inside ..she felt shamed for using Amar to make ashu jealous …how can she do that ? And why she did it ..And what can be done to undo the past ..is there any way .. her brain screamed ..nooo its too late to undo what she did ..She reached out to touch amar but what can she tell and how one can console when she herself felt so broken???

Suddenly Amar muttered ..Nidhi , you brought out the worst in me, you made me so guilty for my actions ..you made me face those days which I wanted to forget, At the same time you made me alive somewhere , you pushed me to love again ..I know you are not mine..nor ever will be ..And I don't want you to make the same mistake I did !! go to him Nidhi..put aside your Ego..give him a chance , yourself a chance go back to him..For you this is all I can give because you are one of the best thing that ever happened to me." ..Go back to him Nidhi just for once …

she looked up towards sky and muttered what kind of strange game is this …why anyone has to fall in love and then break apart ..is this the choices we make which lead in to such vulnerable situation or is this destiny ??...She stood there gazing at amar , unsure what to do ..

Suddenly , Nidhi heard commotion and then angry cry from far end of the road ..then she saw group of men coming with hatyars and running towards them..she felt rooted to earth it was amar who reacted first ..he took nidhi's hand and ran towards opposite direction…after sometime they both were left searching for breath ..nidhi felt so exhausted but then again amar pulled her and ran till they found house which looked abandoned …nidhi was on the verge of breaking down and Amar asked her to be brave as they went inside …

Other side Ashu searched Nidhi in hospital, at anjie's place..He called all her frnds . But she was nowhere..and he was finding it hard to control the fear which started creeping inside … Ashu went straight to police and reported about Nidhi..They said they will take action and do whatever they can do ..and ashu left with nothing but to wait for some nidhi's news …!!!

Amar asked Nidhi to hide in this house that he will divert them so that they will get confused and lost their track. Before she could stop him, he was gone...

She , don't know how much she waited , may be minutes , may be hours ..Somewhere felt she lost track of time..She felt so dazed..as if everything is happening in dream and she just wanted to shake her out of this dream ..it worried her because amar still not returned and she started praying for his safety ..

Other hand Amar , was running towards the road where he knew these goons were waiting ..he so wanted to divert them and he promised himself that he will never ever let them touch nidhi ..No matter what , he know what he is doing is really stupid ..,he quickly thought , what other possibility he have to save nidhi..police station is far awa and by the time he reach , they might end up hurting her..and no one is there to cal help ..it is such deserted roads and top of that it is raining heavily … Amar made up his mind and called them ..he knew it is nothing but suicide mission !! but then again he felt god given him one last chance to fix things which messed up so badly …he just hoped that someone turn up and save both of them ..somehow !!!

Since this is my First attempt ..it came out bit messy , i will try my best to write next part with perfection, will update last part tonight ..

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