Ashu was out for a medical seminar. Just back from it after 7days. Had a talk with RN. He said everything is fine. Nidhi has night shift today. The guy Amar is better now. Ashu have taken dinner . But its only 9:30 . Didn't see Nidhi for 7days. He want to see her badly. Just then he got up from the bed and got ready and headed towards KGH.
He started giving rounds to diff wards . He reached to Amar's ward. He looked at the boy. He is in deep sleep Very cute innocent boy. How can somebody hurt him? He gave a quick look at his file. Yes, the boy is recovering. He is just about to leave the room he saw a diary under Amar's arms . Ashu pick up the diary it slips down from his hand and a paper drops from it . Ashu look at paper and he shocked there was a beautiful sketch of Nidhi. It was wonderful but he felt very uncomfortable and wanted to escape from the place. There was something written in its back. Ashu started reading it,
Tumhari Hoto ki muskurahat karti hae mere duniya roshan.
Tumahari akhon ki udasi chura leta hae mere chain.
Ashu's heart started to bit faster. He looked at the boy. He is no more looking innocent. How can he write something like this ? I just hate him. Nidhi is mine. Nidhi sirf mera hae. Ashu apne cabin me aaye. Kabhi gussa, kabhi ek ajnabi darr jaise koi mere sare duniya chhin rahe hae. Kya hae yeh? What is this feelings? It is so strong . It is killing me. Ashu felt very suffocating. He went to the washroom. Splash some cold water on his face. Yeh ajnabi ehsaas Ashu ko chhor nehi rahe the. Ashu looked at the mirror. Suddenly someone answered him from within: Dr. Ashutosh you are jealous, you are insecure. Ashu hurriedly comes out of the washroom . Hospital is quite at night. He cannot believe himself. He felt a tremendous emptiness in him. Where are you Nidhi? Did you miss me? He started walking towards children ward. Oh! here she is sitting in the corner table. reading medical journal. She is looking very thin & pale. He wanted to give her world's tightest hug. "Sir, aap? Kuch chahiye tha?" the duty nurse asked Ashu. "No", Ashu replied. Nidhi looked up from the corner table. Her eyes lit up in hope. Ashu cannot look at her eyes. He felt that Nidhi will read his insecurity. Ashu almost ran from there till he reached the parking lot.