Sona's POV!!

This is no bashing post or anything..just was thinking from completely Sona's POV..they are showing from Dev's POV, so i thought i will see from her view..

Dev said he spent last 7 years missing her cannot lose her again and would do anything for her and questioned if she even feels about the way he does..

now Sona says:
Sorry Dev, sorry that you find me stoic and do not show love the way you do..or you think i dint cry enough for you..
because i was busy taking care of Soha..i did not get the time to cry for you because i was busy cheering her up when she would cry nonstop day and night..feeding her putting her to bed..staying up in the night because she had no sleeping pattern..

Sorry that you think i dint miss you enough..because i was busy making a living for my family..earn back our home back in Delhi which we lost and were thrown out of..thanks to your depressed mind..(disclaimer:Sona still does not know Dev was not the one..)

Sorry that you think i cannot give away my life for you..because i want to live with you, with Soha..

Sorry that i dont cry anymore because i dont want to..i want to stay happy with my family..i am staying with you after 7 years..after continuously denying my feelings to myself i collected all the courage and proposed you..decided to stay with you..
I am not going anywhere..i am not insecure about our love..i am done crying and missing you looking at pictures in articles..hiding my depression from my family..i am done with all the fear..
I am with you..want to be with you..live with you till my hair turns completely white..you get all weak and still lift me like i am a feather..😳

Can we please do that??!!..i dont want to fight,cry..

Beautiful post. Though I totally get where Dev is coming from, I didn't like him questioning her love especially the part where he said she will be perfectly normal even if he stops to exist. This he said after he read all the letters she wrote him in the last 7 years. The last one was written when she decided to come back to Delhi, 7 years after they were separated. There is a saying that " You fall in love by chance, but stays in love by choice." She chose to love him and only him in this life time just like him. Isn't that what matters?

Bingo...but keep hopes low...CVs prefers superficially dealing with crucial events n Sona's emotions.

Great post. Now that ish has turned saccharine sweet the target is sona.

I don't agree about her being egoistic. She's probably not wanting to be in a position to be hurt again (& boy was she hurt - not easy to overcome whatever she went through with ish & dev). Also
she's never been very expressive about her love.

I don't why the cvs don't focus on her 7 yrs. dev says he barely lived the past seven years but we got a glimpse of what he was doing & that too when they were not officially divorced! The fact that she loves him despite what he put her through post leap speaks volumes of her love.

Originally posted by: randommusings

Bingo...but keep hopes low...CVs prefers superficially dealing with crucial events n Sona's emotions.

But even if she says all this Sona bashers wud still call her cold n egoistic ..coz now they will say she didn't cry enuf

Am afraid you write better than the actual writers of the show and we'd never get such dialogues for Sona 😆 I will point out a few things here. Gmgi and Preethi brought up interesting points. Except am not really convinced about Sona holding back because she doesn't want to get hurt again. That's probably what the writers might eventually show but there have been so many scenes contradicting this on the show. For example, she told Nisha that Dev was never at fault and it was her interfering nature which caused all the problems or something on those lines. And then she went crazy in the reunion episode and yesterday she told her mom Dev is the best and better than her baba. Next scene she is again sulking over Dev's behavior. There is just no clarity on her thought process. IMO, the writers of this show never take up conflicts that matter and resolve them. Instead they keep harping on other random issues and stretch it for ages. So let's see. Sona's biggest complaint against Dev should have been his behavior during the infertility track. And of course the prenup and eviction. Am yet to see any character discuss this on the show. And this should have been done before their re union. Sona should have told him how much she was hurt when he was insensitive to her feelings in his quest to make his mom happy and Dev could have felt terrible and apologized. And once Ishwari magically reformed, the first thing she should have revealed is the fact that she made Dev sign the prenup by deceit. And they should have discussed the eviction. As far as Dev is concerned, he should have felt guilty for all the above but the writers made him guilty for not being there with Sona during her pregnancy and ill treating his family. Cos IMO the biggest mistake Sona has committed is lying about Soha. I know she tried and she had her reasons but she did deprive Dev of a lot of previous moments when it came to Soha and unfortunately they have never had even one sensible conversation on this till date. So the writers have essentially shoven all the crucial issues under the carpet and now we have the leads fighting over possessiveness and expression of love. While some episodes are great in isolation, what they have essentially done is made Dev crazy and Sona an ice queen. And with Dev though he is mad, we know what he is thinking and why he is going crazy but with Sona, there is only random dialogues and scenes which the viewers are connecting and trying to make sense of it. So I say it again. You write better than the writers of this show and it's unfortunately reached a stage where we can only appreciate standalone episodes without looking at the past tracks 😆

Originally posted by: gmgi

Beautiful post. Though I totally get where Dev is coming from, I didn't like him questioning her love especially the part where he said she will be perfectly normal even if he stops to exist. This he said after he read all the letters she wrote him in the last 7 years. The last one was written when she decided to come back to Delhi, 7 years after they were separated. There is a saying that " You fall in love by chance, but stays in love by choice." She chose to love him and only him in this life time just like him. Isn't that what matters?

Thank you..Yeah what Dev said to her was hurtful..
But i let it be considering it was his day..needed to vent out..and Sona did seem to understand him atleast..lets see what they decide to show..

Originally posted by: randommusings

Bingo...but keep hopes low...CVs prefers superficially dealing with crucial events n Sona's emotions.

But even if she says all this Sona bashers wud still call her cold n egoistic ..coz now they will say she didn't cry enuf

Oh dont even get me started on the Sona bashers..i am so done with this Anti Sona..seriously..who cried more has suddenly become the measure of love..Pre leap they used to show Sona's POV really well..i think they purposely put a hold on Sona's POV to hold the anticipation and will be shown later at a certain crucial point..(hope 😕)

Originally posted by: preethik

Great post. Now that ish has turned saccharine sweet the target is sona.

I don't agree about her being egoistic. She's probably not wanting to be in a position to be hurt again (& boy was she hurt - not easy to overcome whatever she went through with ish & dev). Also
she's never been very expressive about her love.

I don't why the cvs don't focus on her 7 yrs. dev says he barely lived the past seven years but we got a glimpse of what he was doing & that too when they were not officially divorced! The fact that she loves him despite what he put her through post leap speaks volumes of her love.

@Bold..exactly..
A) She has been always less expressive and B) How can she depend on anyone after what happened when decided to completely depend on him..
As much i am inclined towards Dev a little and understood his POV at that time too..i can never forget what she would have gone through..Dev and Ish have some major apologies in their bag still..which i dont know CV's ever going to show..
And Ish has some apologies for Dev too..Prenup, ruining his life thinking he would leave her after knowing her theft.. well we will never board that train i guess..

Originally posted by: astrix90

Am afraid you write better than the actual writers of the show and we'd never get such dialogues for Sona 😆 I will point out a few things here. Gmgi and Preethi brought up interesting points. Except am not really convinced about Sona holding back because she doesn't want to get hurt again. That's probably what the writers might eventually show but there have been so many scenes contradicting this on the show. For example, she told Nisha that Dev was never at fault and it was her interfering nature which caused all the problems or something on those lines. And then she went crazy in the reunion episode and yesterday she told her mom Dev is the best and better than her baba. Next scene she is again sulking over Dev's behavior. There is just no clarity on her thought process. IMO, the writers of this show never take up conflicts that matter and resolve them. Instead they keep harping on other random issues and stretch it for ages. So let's see. Sona's biggest complaint against Dev should have been his behavior during the infertility track. And of course the prenup and eviction. Am yet to see any character discuss this on the show. And this should have been done before their re union. Sona should have told him how much she was hurt when he was insensitive to her feelings in his quest to make his mom happy and Dev could have felt terrible and apologized. And once Ishwari magically reformed, the first thing she should have revealed is the fact that she made Dev sign the prenup by deceit. And they should have discussed the eviction. As far as Dev is concerned, he should have felt guilty for all the above but the writers made him guilty for not being there with Sona during her pregnancy and ill treating his family. Cos IMO the biggest mistake Sona has committed is lying about Soha. I know she tried and she had her reasons but she did deprive Dev of a lot of previous moments when it came to Soha and unfortunately they have never had even one sensible conversation on this till date. So the writers have essentially shoven all the crucial issues under the carpet and now we have the leads fighting over possessiveness and expression of love. While some episodes are great in isolation, what they have essentially done is made Dev crazy and Sona an ice queen. And with Dev though he is mad, we know what he is thinking and why he is going crazy but with Sona, there is only random dialogues and scenes which the viewers are connecting and trying to make sense of it. So I say it again. You write better than the writers of this show and it's unfortunately reached a stage where we can only appreciate standalone episodes without looking at the past tracks 😆

Thank you so much for saying that..😳
As much as i hate to admit that this show has gone down in quality..it is still the only show that has managed to interest me for good 300 episodes..now i just take one at a time..cannot miss some terrific performances from Sharica..😃

And regarding reunion before discussing any issues..i have a theory..
Dev and Sona love story was about staying in love and not falling in love..if they had solved and had the reunion i would not be convinced that they will stay together..
lets say all the issues are solved and they got back..tomorrow new issue comes up and they are at logger heads and decide to leave each other..i am happy i will see how they can be at logger heads and still stay with each other..

And from makers POV who would watch the after story if you have solved all the major issues before itself..they are the ones that keep some people hooked..golden goose..they want to let it lay eggs as many as possible..😆