Originally posted by: srilotus
Being Crazy In Love
Untold answers
CH-4
"Hmmm? What? I am just asking for a simple friendship and you are avoiding me," Dev was frustrated.
Sonakshi is ruining my ego... why am I still following her? How will I make out with her? Do I really want to have s** with her now????...
"There's a saying better the devil you know...so, I am not prepared for the worse," Sonakshi refused again.
"Holy cow! Are u a lesbo?" Dev asked making a serious face raising one of his eye brows.
Sonakshi almost frowned on hearing this.
Holy cow??...doesn't suit your mouth bloody brat...friendship with this f**ker, huh my foot
"No...Butch...forget about friendship," Sonakshi retorted quickly hitting him harder. She gave a look with her big hazel eyes crossing her arms.
"Ohho specsy... I am not gonna catch your eye balls...keep them inside your eye lids," Dev said sarcastically...
"so...we both are unis**uals, then what's the problem, we can be friends
atleast...whaddaya say?," He winked. He still to possess Sonakshi for himself .My need is bigger than friendship.
"Dev I am getting late for my class, I'll have to go," Sonakshi said making a silly face, she made an excuse.
"Sonakshi, can't you stay for some more time with me," requested Dev. After so much of argument and bickering, still he wanted her company...
"k..." Sonakshi agreed... Dev sighed in relief
It was the first time, she bunked her class... nah college...she herself was surprised. Why am I doing so...is he that charming. Am I going to accept his friendship or will he consider me as his friend?
"Would you come for a cup of coffee with me," Dev asked so that he could be with her.
"But where?
"Wherever you like, Ok, Just sit inside the car," opening the door of the car for Sonakshi.
"No, I won't sit in the car"
"I won't bite you, don't be scared," Dev chuckled
"Meee...scared...of u? I am not comfortable in sitting inside a car with a guy, that's it," Sonakshi clarified
"there is a small coffee shop at the backside of my college, it's a walking distance," she continued. how can I let him win
Agnihotri mansion
Garden Area
"Bhaiya, bhabhi... I have fixed Dev's marriage today," Ishwari told them but some hesitation was clearly visible on her face.
Ishwari wanted to see his son happy and settled. She was seeing a sort of suffocation on Dev's face which was bothering her.
"What??...with whom?" Baldev nearly shocked hearing her..." suddenly?,"
"I purposely invited Bijoy Boseji and his wife Ashaji in poojan. I asked Bejoy bhaisahab if he would like to give us his daughter and he accepted my proposal but said he will ask to his daughter too...I saw his daughter in Neha's sister in law's engagement and I liked her, She is a very sweet girl who understands all our traditions and follows them too," Ishwari said .
"But Ishwari, you know Dev, how he is? I am sure he won't have any problem in saying yes ...but don't you think Sonakshi will accept to be a wife of such a man..." ...said Baldev in dismay.
Vicky was also listening to all this conversation .He was happy for Dev but also little worried. He knew Dev wanted Sonakshi and will do anything to have s** with her and so he won't refuse for this marriage, but he will ruin her life after getting her.
"I know what you want to say...but I am a mother, I am selfish when it comes to my own children... Sonakshi is the best girl for Dev, and I know this is the only girl who can change my son's life, she is the only ray of hope for me...don't worry bhaiya, we all will support this girl." Ishwari looked convinced.
"Oh...I know Sonakshi, she is a nice girl," Radharani said excitedly "But Dev will never agree for marriage,he don't believe in love or instt of marriage ,"
Coffee Shop
Dev and Sonakshi soon reached the coffee shop and ordered two cups of coffee...
"Can I ask u one thing" today she wanted to kill all her curiosities regarding Dev.
"Haan poocho"
"Why are you like this...I mean you are business tycoon, so rich...have so many awards in your credit ...then why you behave like a Casanova? Eli di told me you changes girlfriends like clothes...really? How many times u has been in love?" her eagerness to know everything about Dev was clearly visible from her face.
"No, she is wrong, I never had any girlfriend...I don't believe in love ". Dev said without blinking his eyes, looking directly into Sonakshi's eyes.
"Then who they are who follow you" Sonakshi got confused
"Haha...TIME PASS" said Dev straight away
"Dev u can have any girl ,then whyyy... mme" she stuttered .
"Don't know...but I like to be with you"
Me too
"Dev , if you don't mind, can I ask you something ," Dev nodded slowly...too many questions
"Ok Dev , do u really know who a friend is, what is the importance of a friend in one's life," Sonakshi asked ...she knew something else was running in Dev's mind...
Friend? I never had a friend...I never made and friendship for me is nothing
...
"A friend in need is a friend indeed," after taking some time, Dev replied scratching his head
..a real wacko
"Well said ...learn all the idioms on friendship," Sonakshi said satirically "Do you even know the meaning of this idiom?,"
"haan..a person will be very friendly if he need something from you," Shlok replied without taking a second...
"What?," Sonakshi was dumbfounded to articulate his reply..
.he also want something from me ...it means he don't value friendship...don't he trust anybody?
"do u still want something from me," Sonakshi asked giving a perplexed look
"I don't know Sonakshi, I never followed a girl ,it was always girls who followed me...you are the first girl I am following...though you have now declined my offer but still I genuinely want to be with you...I myself don't know ...why? You are different...there is something that attracts me towards you," said Dev in his raspy but sexy voice.
Sonakshi was too stunned to react...
"shush" Sonakshi put her index finger on her lips and said "let me listen to this song"
Tumhe ho naa ho ,mujhko toh itna yakeen hai
Mujhe pyar tumse nahi hai nahi hai
Phir bhi jo tum door rehte ho mujhse,
to rehte hain dil mein udasi ke saaye
Koi khyaab oonche makaano se jhanke
koi khyaab baitha rahe sar jhukae
Kabhi dil ki raahon mein phele andhera
kabhi door tak roshni jhilmilaye,
magar phir bhi,Magar phir bhi,
iss baat ka toh yakeen hai
mujhe pyaar tumse nahi hai nahi hai..
"FM pe yeh song?...after a long time ,I got to listen this one" Sonakshi said happily
Dev too smiled...
"U like music?" Sonakshi asked .
"Haan ,sunta hun kabhi kabhi"
"Which one is your favorite?
"umm" after few seconds
"tune meri jaana ,
kabhi nahi jana,
ishq mera dard mera
Aashiq tera bheed mein khoya rehta hai
jane kahan,
Poocho toh intna kehta hai...
That I feel so lonely
There's a better place then this
Emptiness..
"U like sad songs! achha hai."
"Arre nahi...i like foot-tapping songs too"
"Dev ,It looks like as if your smile don't reach your eyes, I don't know but I can only see pain or anger in your eyes even if you are smiling...they are blank ,emotionless ," Sonakshi was looking into his eyes...she was actually figuring out the reason behind.
Dev didn't knew what to say so he looked up to her ,smiled a bit, again giving a plastic smile...he felt something strange that he never felt for any girl before ...he was looking her with some different feelings ...what is it? Infatuation? ...but his mind refused to admit it. He felt embarrassed... he shifted his gaze from her and took the last sip of his coffee...
"Thanks Sonakshi for the coffee...this time u are the host...bill pay karo " Dev said with a smiling face... Sonakshi was amused to see Dev's smile reaching his eyes this time...she saw his sparkling eyes...
Sonakshi paid the bill and both came out of the coffee shop.
They were walking ...There was a killing silence between the two ...which was getting unbearable for them... Dev was silently looking at Sonakshi ...he was mesmerized with her beauty... Sonakshi's condition was no different... her butterflies were more intense when she was around him. Am I falling in love with him...or is it a crush
Sonakshi knew Dev was staring her ...she started fidgeting...to stop her from being restless, he held her arm ...she wanted to protest but she let her heart speak this time.. Dev came forward and planted his arms lightly on her waist and leaned in close to her...a single look, a single touch and Sona was lost
She shut her eyes tightly, she became numb... she was shivering...don't know due to cold or Dev's touch. ... he felt something stirring in his heart for Sonakshi... his warm breath was touching her forehead... Sonakshi's hands were in between her bosoms and Dev's chest so that's why there was some space left between them...she din't wanted to open her eyes... Dev took her hand to the left side of his breast bone and he himself placed his one hand lightly on the left side of hers so that both could listen heart beats of and for each other... rapid heartbeats...
.her lips were trembling...she was breathing heavily... unintentionally, she bit her bottom lip...On seeing her biting her lip, Dev felt an intense heat, he cleared his throat... he wanted to crush her lips down in a bruising, dominating kiss, it was becoming difficult for him to hold back his dark desire...
...but but but... Dev got scared for the first time...he was scared of himself...why? This is what I wanted ...Is she really a nave girl .How does it matters to me even if she is? Naah...how can I hurt her?
Suddenly, Dev stepped backwards, Sonakshi opened her eyes
"Can I drop u ?" Dev pretended as if nothing happened
"nno, I will manage...I will take an auto" she tried to reply...she too got scared .
Dev sat in his car and went away...leaving Sonakshi there all alone.
Please save me, I don't want to be trapped in this feeling.
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Marathi TV
