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PART 2
I took him upstairs, to my room.
He was a little resistant and kept on telling that he was fine. And actually he wanted to talk about nothing else but just about us.
I gave him my towel. I could have given him another one, don't know what made me do this.
Maybe if not me, I wanted my towel to feel him atleast. Okay Sona, now put that thought away my brain told.
I told him to dry himself up. I had no clothes to offer him, the two male member's clothes in my house wouldn't have fit him at all ofcourse.
I went to the kitchen and prepared ginger tea for him. And the whole time I couldn't stop but just think about him. Everything about him. Yes everything!
He had already assured me that if I say yes and tell him to get married to me the very same day, he'd do that.
His eyes talked volumes today.
Maybe he had went through more tough times than I have.
I know he wouldn't have lent out his feelings in front of anyone. Then why did you do this Dev? You called for it.
Yes. But you never ditched me or something. I very well know that I'm your first and last love.
God. My mind and heart ran in two opposite directions. All these months I've been listening to my brain and my heart was going mad today.
Composing myself I got the tray and headed to my room.
"Oh. Sorry" I exclaimed.
Sonakshi Bose, fine it is your room but there Dev was there drying himself up and you just popped inside.
He had taken off his shirt and was letting his body dry when I came in. He quickly wore his shirt and told me to come in.
We both felt a little shy. And were remembered of all the times when I had walked in and he was shirtless.
Dev..you were making things really difficult for me now.
"Now have it and I'll get some medicine for you"
"You still love me?"
I didn't want to answer him and without giving an answer I turned to go but was stopped by something that he said.
"Tumne shaadi ke liye mana kar dia?"
I still didn't want to answer him. I stopped for a moment but then stepped ahead to go. But he held my arm again.
"Whats wrong with you Mr.Dixit? Stop it.. just because maine shaadi ke liye mana kar dia.. doesn't mean ki I still feel for you..jo bhi aapne kia hamare is rishte ke sath.. main kuch feel nai karna chahti aapke liye"
"But you still do"
"No. I do not love you anymore."
"Toh fir matt rakhho mera khayal."
"Aap shayad bhul gaye hai.. I'm a doctor. Mere bahot patients hai aur sabki tabyet kharab hoti hai, if I help them out, doesn't mean I love them Mr. Dixit"
Oh my profession saved me. But not really.
"Really? Is this all just because tum doctor ho? Matlab agar koi patient aise raat ko tumhare yaha aaye tum use apne room mein laogi.. you'd prepare this tea for him aur yaha tak khud ka towel bhi dogi?"
I yelled at him to hide the truth. He had caught me.
"What non sense is this. Aap apne aap ko samjhte kya hai? Aapka jab bhi jo bhi karne ka mann karega..aap wo karenge? Jo mann mein aaega wo bolenge?"
"Toh tum bolo na joh tumhare mann mein hai..pls" he cried.
For the last couple of months, he tried everything to get back my trust. And somehow he had managed to do so. But I was still resistant to accept my love.
He moved a step forward, closer to me and held my hands. He looked deep into my eyes.
And he just hugged me. He crashed into such a close hug like he'd make me a part of him only. His face was in the crook of my neck and I could feel his tears and breath on my skin.
I closed my eyes. His embrace was so comforting that I couldn't think of anything else but just be with him.
We were into each other's arms after so long. And emotions were pouring. His tears were making my skin wet and mine his shirt, no it was already wet.
We didn't move at all for a good 5 minutes atleast. I could be in his arms like this for the rest of my life.
Soon, I felt his lips mumbling over my skin.
I gulped and tightened my grip on him. He placed a soft kiss over my neck.
"If you don't love me, why are you letting me touch you like this?"
What to say now? I was so into him that I couldn't answer him at all.
"Tum.mujhe..apne itne kareeb kyo aane de rahi ho?"
He trailed his lips over my neck and I closed my eyes tighter and tears flowed down.
"I hate you. I hate you Dev"
He kept quiet for a sec and with all his conviction he said looking into my eyes.
"But I love you Sonakshi"
We started crying now and I again said
"I hate you."
He brought his face closer. "But I love you."
I cried more now. "Hate you"
"But I love you"
"I love you Dev" I cried, I couldn't keep this for any longer.
"I love you Dev.. I love you so much."
He sobbed, his breaths were getting heavier.
"Sona.." "I can't imagine my life without you. I'll end my life if I don't have you in it."
I couldn't take what he just said. I'd never let that happen, ever.
I quickly pecked him on his lips to shut his mouth. How dare he talk about ending his life.
We felt each other's lips for the first time, it was for a second only although.
He opened his eyes. He was so amazed by my move. I just kissed him! I felt a little embarrassed to make the first move. But it didn't last for too long.
He put his hands on my face and very gently rubbed my lips from his thumb, taking out all the lip balm I had on them. I closed my eyes in shyness when he did that.
His thumb movement slowed down and finally stopped as he joined his lips with mine.
I was tight lipped not knowing what to do. And he lightly suckled my lower lip.His lips on mine were feeling so good. I couldn't think of anything other than this at the moment. I wouldn't mind if my world ends kissing him.
I knew this man. He would have never kissed me if he wasn't sure about it.
And that he'd never leave me after this, I didn't want to stop him neither I did. A little selfish of me.
All my doubts, my exhibitions flew away like wind. Was it right or wrong I didn't care.
I just couldn't bear him away from me any longer.
Done guys. It was difficult to write this to be honest, the current track has taken a toll somehow. But I think there needed to be something that is romantic and passionate, already the track is on a serious note right now. I'm sorry if I wasn't true to the characters. But would really appreciate if you atleast hit the Like button.
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