She actually didnt wish 4 his death knowingly.. she just wants him 2 feel the pain when someone u loved most wud wish death 4 u.. she is obviously unaware.. that its she who is most beloved 2 him still.. n ironically she is unknowingly wishing that she wud wish 4 his death.. which v know wud never happen.. she can never wish for his death.. no matter wat he does or did, she just cant and wont hate him ever.. and that keeps our hope alive 4 their reunion.. or may b hopefully passionate "Om" moment this week.
Luv,
Manisha