PART 12
Arjun was seating on floor with his head rested with bed..her wrds ringing in his hesd.. "i can never love you.."
all through his life he had only loved one girl n she said she can't love him...!!
he was in pool of tears..after so many years he finally gathered some strength to confess his love that too on Purvi n Salil's constant insistence..they both believed that they had seen love in hereyes..somewhere he too believed it..
"Arohi's eyes were only searching for his face...n there he stood staring her from far..he was hesitant to meet her after one year that's why he lied to Rudra n then making some excuse left the party too n came at airport to get her glimpse..she hadn't changed a bit..he smiled..still the same innocence..cuteness n style..but wait wat her big black eyes are searching..maybe him !! he smiled broadly thinking but his smile faded soon..pagal h tu Arjun..u r just her father's bestfriend's son n next door neighbour..hisheart skipped a beat seeing her smiling face..her smile had always fancied him..
He smiled rememberring a fond memory..
It was a bright Sunday morning..Arjun was 12 years old n Arohi 13.5 years..she had come for breakfast along with her father..
Arjun: Hello Sudheer uncle..
Sudheer: hello Arjun beta..
Arjun looked at Arohi who was wearing a blue denim mini skirt with white tank top..she was looking so beautiful..he smiled shyly n said a hi to her before running outside..he always feel shy to confront her..somehow he always manage to be normal infront of her so that she don't get suspicious on him..he dint knew when he generated this crush or infatuation for her..but whenever he is around her he feels a strong pull towards her..if he ever told her about this then she will tell it to Sudheer n rudra n they both will slap him..he rememberred how his friend Samar was slapped by a girl's father when he had asked her to be his girlfriend in 5th class..that horrified memory was still fresh in his mind..
Kumud called him from outside for breakfast..he was sitted beside Arohi..his attention was more on Arohi than his food..how she eats..how she serve..he was keenly noticing her n trying to imitate her without her letting know it..n that's when trying to imitate her he picked the heavy bowl of raita making it fall on himself completely..his red shirt which he had bought on knowing that red is her fvrt color was completely white now..he was embarrased but his embarrassment flew on seeing her carefree laughter..her full smile for the first time n that too for him..that was the day he lost his heart to that smile..
shikayar hai dil se k meri ajkal sunta nahi hai kyu,
pariyo'n ki hi ye kahaniya bunta hai kyu!
ab jab usko dekha toh saare jawab mil gae,
purani kitaabo me rakhe jese gulaab mil gae!
wo masoom chehra wo beparwah hansi,
lagta hai taqdeer meri inme hi kahi hai basi!
taqdeere kuch yun bhi banti hai tumko dekha toh laga,
haan kahaniya'n bhi sach hoti hai or pariya'n aj bhi milti hain !!
(credits to Mysha)
these were the lines he wrote for her that day..he was fond of writing but no1 knew abt it not even his mom..he had kept it secret..always the inspiration behind his wrk is her..watsoever he write..is only for her..
He still remember how beautiful she looked..then suddenly he hard Sudheer mentioning his name to Rudra..he saw a glint in her eyes..was it due to his mention..he again laughed on his silliness..n thought of it as his illusion..he successfully avoided the dinner too..he still needed more time to brace himself to confront her..when he came late at night he stood at her door smiling like a lovesick boy..he was afraid to meet her but in morning he had made his mind to meet her watso ever happen..he will now confront her..but to his disappointment she dint came for breakfast..at night again hesitation returned..wat if she dint remember him..so many if's were there in his minds..that was the reason he came late at night n ended in clashing to Arohi..the way she fell on top of him..was she actually lost in his eyes or it was just...he quickly stood up on hearing the foot steps but couldn't leave her as her hair strand was struck in his button..his heart was jumping when she was so close to him behind curtain..he wont shy to accept it..he was took full on advantage of situation by hugging her tightly close to himself..he dint knew wether he would get this chance again or not so he completely cherished her closeness..mauke pe chauka maar diya..
She was wearing no make up..nothing..just in her cute scooby dooby nightsuit..still she looked so beautiful..but then he had to let go of her when his mom dad left..his heart jumped in joy when she mentioned Jolly..she remembers him..so she must remember him too..!!
So many times he had dreamt of having a candle light dinner with her n that night he got amaggie candle light dinner with her..
After so much of controlling he finally asked her about her boyfriend..his heart had stopped beating waiting for her..although her answer was quick but still it felt like ages to him..
He remeberred when he in class 10th n Arohi had changed her school for higher studies..he was so disappointed that now he wont get to go with her in same bus..he wont get to see her in breaks...he couldn't pass by her classroom for getting her glimpses..he cried whole night in his room when he was told by Kumud that Arohi will be going to another school...
Mohabbat Ki Zanjeer Se Darr
Lagta Hai...
Kuch Apni Taqdeer Se Darr
Lagta Hai...
Jo Mujhe Tujh Se Judaa Karti
Hai...
Mujhe Haath Ki Uss Lakeer Se
Darr Lagta Hai...
He had written it for her that night feeling her going far from her..
In her school there was some function there she had danced with some guy..he had felt blood rush throgh his veins seeing them dancing..the tune theyhad danced on her bday was same..he had intentionally choosen that one..cz he wanted to be prt of evry memory..he want her to remember him from that song not that other guy..he was so jealous of that guy that he had hit him with his cycle the other day broking his foot n getting lot of scoldings ffrom Rudra in advance but nevertheless his mission was successful..he grinned..
He himself dint know then it was love..but soon with time the feelings grew..
He told her about his girlfriends..speaking truly none of them existed except Pinky who he had dated for a month only..when Arohi had gone to USA..he was so heartbroken then that he thoughtit will help him get over with it..but that only made him fall harder for her..that only made him realise that watever he had for her is much beyond than attraction..but he was not ready to accept it
He acted to be so cool carefree around her but in real her closeness was burning him..there were new sensations rising in his body..
The nextday when he came to know about that she is leaving..he felt releived..after last night he was having turmoil in his heart..his reactions to her closeness were scaring him..for him she had always been a infatuation not...if she will shift then he will have his heart in control but somewhere in he felt sad..vry sad..
Next day when she n he had decorated her room he really enjoyed spending time with her..she was so stubborn on hanging those curtainsthatshe almost fell on floor but he caught her on time..getting one more close moment with her..he felt electrifying on touching her n samething he fet in her but he thought his electrying has been so powerful that it reached to her too as human body is good conductor..his happiness had no bounds when he found their one n only photograph with her..he was teasing her for photograph..but in his stupidity he took it far..he just wanted to know wat importance that photo held in her life...n he was glad on her reactions afterwards..why would he need that photo when he already have one..but the biggest shock came to him when he knew abt Arohi joining his clg..her closeness was adversly affecting him n this destiny was keen on playing games with him..this was the personal reason he was tensed in morning..his mind n heart were having their fight n Arohi's presence near him all the time was definitely not a good thing..thats why he dint sat with her..
He was afraid on accepting his love for her n that's the reason he showed interest in Sheena but she was never mattered to him..he just thought that Sheena will help him in controlling his fisalta hua heart but less he knew that his heart had slipped many years ago to her..he dint accepted it until that day..
He n Sheena had gone to that old store room..yes he was in relationship with Pinky but they both were never intimate..the kisses thay had done were only hand kissing or mostly flying one..
That day he tried to give it a try that might help in resolving his turmoil...n it did..when he went close to her lips n closed his eyes..Arohi's face flashed in front of him..he tried removing it but all he could do was backout without kissing her..he stepped back..he n Sheena had a fight over this n all that could be concluded was that Arjunfinally knew Arohi's place in his heart..n that rain incident just added cherry to cake n made him accept it..
How scared n guilty he was..only he knew wat he felt when he saw her safe n sound..
That night turned out to be most beautiful night of her life..he had her near him all night..at evry morning he wakes upto beautiful Arohi laying next to him sleeping peacefully but evrytime that Arohi was fake..that wasthe reason that when he woke up he asked her tum vhn kyu khadi ho..but before he could blrt out more he was back to senses..
Evry moment spend withher was precious to him..he remember her coming to his room n finding him hlaf naked..he still rememberred her red cheeks..he knew Arohi like neat n tidy ppl that's why he had always kept his room clean..he knew she like toppers..not the failures that's why he generated his iterest in studies...then their club masti..he many times thought of proposing her but he was afraid of rejection n getting their bond of friendship broken..thats why he always acted unaffected..
Onher bday he wanted to wish her first n that too with cake buthe couldn'tdo it alonethats why he planned that small surprise..he gifted her watch czhe wanted to be part of her past present n future.
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On Mussoriee trip he also hadsome different plans but again his insecurities held him back..n when they got back home..they got the biggst shock..he acted to be happy infront of them but only his heart knows how much he had cried behind the close door of his room.."
Kisi Ne Khub Kaha Ke Alfaaz To Bahot Hai
Mohabbat Bayan Karne Ke Liye...
Par kya har baar alfaaz hona zaruri h..
Kya vo hmari khamoshi ko nhi samjh sakte..
He was so depressed on meeting Sid n on listening Arohi's yes..but she deserved a guy like Sid..n he was not weak like him..but today when he saw his true colors..he wont let him destroy her life..Salil n Purvi had called him to confront him on his feelings..n then they were hellangry n him that when he had realised his evry feeling then why he is letting her engaged to him..they ahd given him 1 hour of lecture..n then finally hehad decided to confess...but he neded up seeing Sid...he dint wanted to be his confession like this..but neverthe less he was feeling free to expresshis love to her..but at same time he was feeling rejected..not tusted..not believed..he needed proof of his innocence..n not beleiving his wrds..
tumhare bin nahi rehna mujhe tumse mohabbat hai
hai tumse bs ye kehna mujhe tumse mohabbat hai
zubaan toh keh nahi sakti tumhe ehsas to hoga
meri ankho ko padh lena mujhe tumse mohabbat hai
tumhare nam kr di hai ye sari zindgi apni
chahe dukh pade sehna mujhe tumse mohabbat hai
hume ehsaas hai tumko bhi humse ishq hai lkin
yeh mere samne kehna mujhe tumse mohabbat hai
kabhi yun bhi sochta hu k ho jaunga mukammal us din
jab tum sare mehfil kahogi haan mujhe tumse sirf tumse mohabbat hai :) (credits to Mysha)
how he went so wrong in understanding her..he was also sure somewhere about her love but she shattered it..!! but he was determined that he wont let this engagement happen..
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A/N I wont be able to update it whole September..plz bear with me..i promise to give back to back updates in October😳
Edited by Sneha_kmh - 11 years ago