Her finger was sandwiched between her teeth while having a little support on the closed window's rail. Her mind was running the scenerios of her past.
How unusual it was going to be for her to see him after so many months and she actually have to talk to him.
But she wondered, why was she actually doing that...why cant she stop herself to see arjun and couldnt simply ignore what Purvi told her...
Why couldnt she simply stop herself to go on and make sure that he is fine.
Why she left her shoot in the middle when director asked her to stay for another an hour so they can shoot another scene when she was already done for the day??
All of her collegues agreed ad she would too had if only, she didnt have got that phone call.
She sighed and leaned back while crossing her hands against her chest and closed her eyes.
His mischevious side looped smiling face came infront of her eyes and she smiled too.
She loves him. She still does.
And nothing can stop it. Nothing can make her forget that.
She agreed with her thoughts after a long time. She almost felt defeated infront of her feelings now.
The rain outside got her attention. She moved her fingers above the cold window that was covered with fog. She played with it and traced A+A out from an old habit.
A smiled play on her lips seeing it but later, as a flashback run through her mind, the smile got replaced by sadden look.
She too remember her days from there serial, kaisi muhabbat hai.
Right now, she remembered that rain sequence where arushi is dreaming about arun while standing in the rain. she was wearing that sky blue suit and he was wearing that black shirt which has the few upper buttons open with a jeans.
She closed her eyes as she remembered that and imagine it.
It was one of the best scenes of there serial. She still remember how he was leaning against the car and he pulled her to himself. His smooth fingers pushed the hairs away from her face and looked at her with such passion that not only arushi, even arohi was getting effected by it.
She opened her eyes with a sigh and look back at those traced A's. but now, the fog was getting converted into water and drops were sliding down on the window.
Unknowningly, tears too formed in her eyes.
Just like these A's, they both too have been spilled. There ways got different when they thought, that they have a same destination.
She ran her hand through her hairs, fluffled them up a little when the abrupt jerk of the car pushed her forward.
"WHAT HAPPEND?" she asked her driver.
"maam, i think the water get into the carbonator" driver said trying to start the car, but it was no use.
"damn" she hit the front seat in anger
"maam, if you ask, i can see if i can get an auto for you...the building is just on a 10 minute walking distance from here" driver tried to calm her down.
she looked out at the heavy rain which was not seems like to get stop anywhere soon, and on the other hand, her heart just wanted to reach him soon.
"No need for that...i can go by walk" she has decided and said it before she can change her mind.
"but maam..." before driver could stop her, she was out from the car.
the heavy drops hit her head and face and just in the matter of few seconds, she was totally drenched.
The cold of december mingling with the cold of rain, turn out to be a dangerous combination. She was shivering and teeth were chattering but she did keep on walking.
She hugged herself and thanked her stars that she preferred to wear a jacket over her woolen shirt and jeans that helped her to bear this harshness of weather.
She reached the building and took a sigh of relief. She get in only to find that no electricity was there.
She said a silent curse under her breath as now, instead of elevator, she had to went up through the stairs
Thankfully, the security guard helped her by lighting a candle and lead her upstairs.
Each step was making her shiver more. She totally forget about the fight. All she care was not to get into a warm place.
"ouch" she cried as her foot twisted and the heel of her shoe was off.
"damn" she said still crying in pain and looked up. still a floor was left to get to his apartment. Her teeths chutter and she almost run above the stairs leaving the guard behind.
A small latern was hooked to a wall that was providing enough light. Her hands were tightly hugging her but she bring it forward and knocked on his door softly.
But seemed like, no one heard that. She tried again but no use.
She was getting really angry now. She banged her foot on the door.
"Arjun Singhania...open up or i will break your door" she shouted. It was supposed to be a high voice but her energy levrl was low, so it sounded pretty much normal to not attract neighbour's attention.
Finally, what seems like ages, he opened up.and looked at her with wide eyes
"AROHI" he called out but she neglected him and went in.
"Finally, you opened...enough to not get a credit on your name that you let a person die on your door rather then getting up and open it up" sge told him in anger, still in her shaky voice and reached his kitchen.
She saw the lighter and switched on the stove on low heat. She placed her hands a little above than the flames and took heat from it.
"God!!! You are fully drenched" Arjun said and rushed to his room. She kept on rubbing her palms togetjer but her teeth chattering wasnt stopping.
He came back with a long shirt and loose trousers.
"Arohi, leave this...Go and change first...I will make coffee in the mean time..." Arjun pulled her away from stove and give her the clothes.
"I have lit the candle in the room" Arjun said and pushed her out. Still shivering she get out and changed in the room, throwing her wet ones on the floor.
Arohi looked around the room feeling ok now and remember the time when she decorated his apartment.
How she choosed the color combination. How she made sure that everything is arranged exavtly the way he like it. How casually she would get in to see him fighting with his clothes and in a matter of few seconds, she would pull out the perfect ones for him.
But everything just turned out to be nothing. Exactly nothing and useless.
"Arohi, you done??? Coffee is ready" Arjun called him after knocking softly on the door. When arohi heard the foot steps moving away, she got hold of the knob and get out.
The living room of his apartment was more cold than the room so she rushed towards the kitchen and stopped on the door, seeing him putting coffee into two mugs.