Hi everyone here is the update for the FF...first of all thank you all very much for liking and appreciating my work it made me very happy and encourages me to write more..do give me your feedback...constructive criticism always welcome
DISCLAIMER:
only the story is mine...the charecters and the quotes arent...i'll be using quotes from various places like books,internet etcDEAR DIARY:
Today is 19th January'a date which I will never be able to forget'I never really felt the need to maintain a diary till today'but today me arohi aluwalia felt this one special day should be written and recorded in my lifes most special moments in such a way that I don't forget it'today I met arjun for the first time and today is the day he made a soft corner in my heart for him forever'there are many people in my life whom I have hugged and caught hands of but today hugging arjun and catching his hand was a completely different feeling'it wasn't like he had touched me but I felt like he had touched my heart'for that moment only two lines come to my mind tumhara mere dil ko is tarah choo jane ka ehsaas mera yeh dil akhri saans tak nahi bhoolega'today truly defined the word magical for me'I have seen many macho guys who pretend and fake that they are strong and what not just for the heck of it to save their image'arjun was different he didn't shy away from his feelings nor did he hide them and that's something I really liked and admired about him that he didn't think crying showed that he is weak and didn't shy away from showing his feelings'takes great character to be that sure of yourself'the pain in his eyes that deepened in his heart he shared with me today it was so sad to hear what all he had to go through'the tears in his eyes were making me feel his pain'I know that there is a reason for everything diary but sometimes I just don't understand if a reason is enough to justify something'I mean what reason can there be strong enough to justify 2 children loosing their parents as well as their childhood'I just wish there was something I could have done to ease his pain'but I guess he had to let it all out so that he could be free of it'his condition was such that I wasn't feeling to leave him in tht condition again with his pain alone so I offered him lift and dropped him home just so that I can make sure hes fine for some more time'was feeling so uneasy and worried after dropping him at his home'well he seemed fine when I called him after reaching home'but that might just be a faux for rashis sake'will meet him tomorrow to see to it that hes fine'hes gone through so much alone already I don't want him to do that anymore'in my life I always had some one or the other to always take care of me and guide me I cant even imagine how horrible life would be if I would have had to do everything alone'I promised arjun that I will be there for him and that from now on I will be his best friend and I will always be true to my words and him'
Edited by --Ari-- - 14 years ago