28 may, big things, small things

i'd figure it'd be tough to followup on those two terrific episodes. but today's show was pretty good in keeping up with the high-tension quotient, i thought.

* big: wonder how much of the heer-meher heart-to-heart ash heard. wonder how she will use it. 😕

* little: how much more dreamy can prem look (in heer's mind's eye)????? those gentled, shadowed, smiling eyes, a whisper of a smile on that starship mouth, the inevitable air playing with his hair. good thing it was such a brief shot - any longer and my missing heart would have stopped even it's fake heartbeats! 😆

* big: oooh, baa in a new avatar. wonder if/how long dirtchachi can keep the secret now -- it doesn't look like laluchacha will be easily persuaded to tell her to leave?

* big: how can everyone not see how obsessed these two are with each other???! now that prem-mom knows, she sees how her son's eyes are perpetually moving towards heer's. but are the rest of them truly blind??

it was really brought up to focus when ash smiles at him. in return, that mouth straightens from it's miserable droop for a heartbeat**. after that, it's back to not-even-surreptitiously looking at heer.

noticed how while everyone's eyes are forward during the pooja, mr. prem's eyes are focussed only on his personal goddess??? 😆😆

* small/big: but it's been soooooo long since we've got a genuine prem/heer smile, it's awful. i keep remembering that meher-prem session where we got the best of the smiles, and miss it awfully.

* small/big: the hc-eyes work their magic again. after blazing prem's truth and love over the last two days, how can he make them look so dim today?? it's like fires have been physically banked -- they look so different! wicked, wicked guy. when i grow up, i'm going to be a policeman, arrest hc for his wickedness and keep him in my personal prison forever. 😆😆

* big: i despised laluchacha telling muckmeet that by marrying heer he's taking off a huge responsibility away from him. 🤢 if laluchacha was truly grateful for heer, and treated her like a daughter, he'd be doing a hell of a lot more checking before parceling her off, and thanking the muck for it. for a moment, i wanted to hit him through the screen. 😡

* small/big: totally loved the contrast with the deadly look vs. the calm placid tone of voice when prem did a phone-takeover from muckmeet. totally, totally, totally. amazing eyes, no? they can really blaze fire, look defeated, look daggers, smile pure love -- d'you think hc should get an insurance premium out on his eyes like jlo has on her butt?? 😆😆😆

* small/big: didn't quite like the brutishness with which prem yanked some unknown dudette away from her home, or even the rather naive leap to assume they are married just because they are in the same house that "manmeet chabaria" lives. i think tomorrow they'll say it's prashant's house. but i guess we'll just wait and watch.

* big: what i really wonder is how much prem is going to give away of his obsession with heer while he is trying to break up her marriage. one excuse that he can always use is: heer was ready to give up everything that was precious to her to take the blame of the prostitution racket, so he is ready to do everything to make sure she has a good life.

out of this, i'd love to see meher and prem getting together to make sure heer's marriage and life after is the happiest ever. and of course, there's the little sister and her knowing prashant from london. hmm, potentially interesting situation with many positive possibilities, no? 😊

but for the sake of all concerned, it'd be really troublesome if dirtchachi gets a whiff that the girl prem had written the note for (during the heer-celebration party) was heer.

@**: since i have no heart, i can't have a heartbeat. so for the sake of this posting, a heartbeat is how much time prem took to say "mein bhagwan nehi hoo, heer, bhagwan nehi hoo." 😆😆

@small/big: i just noticed that all my small/big notes were about prem. maybe from tomorrow, i should say "big things, small things, prem things"? 😆