Hello everyone. Here is the next update of this os. I have to warn you it is still not complete. We wanted to tell something more about the past which Premeer shared together. Next part will include Heer's pov. This story will be complete in two more parts. Hopefully you like this part too as much you loved first part. 😃 Thank to everyone who commented and liked our story.
Here is the second part of Bin Tere Sanam. Enjoy!
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As usual he couldn't stop himself from thinking about her, remembering one of the many incidents where her affection for him, could be clearly felt.
Prem with a casual attitude entered his class room. Another stupid day to be wasted in the class, thought Prem but his thoughts were interrupted by what he saw around. Everywhere boys and girls were exchanging gifts, flowers and cards. Prem frowned upon seeing this. What is going on? Why is everyone going crazy today? , thought Prem while sitting down next to Heer. His frown increased more when he saw his best friend too was involved in this irritated ordeal. Heer too was writing something on a card, and various flowers were kept around her. May be someone gave them to her too. But why, what is the occasion?, thought Prem. "Heer, what happened to them? Why suddenly everyone is giving each other flowers. I mean what for?", asked Prem still looking around in confusion. When he didn't get any answer from her, he looked straight at her'glaring 'as though this would prompt her to look up and reply to him as soon as possible'but seeing this tactic not working, he sighed he first decided to tap her shoulder, then on last minute decided against it, and came very close to her ear and shouted "HEERRRRRRRR!". Well this really got her attention and also from others around him too. He wanted to laugh seeing Heer breathing fast, and keeping her hand on her chest to steady her heartbeat but when he saw his little mischief had earned him lot of glares from his classmates, he decided against it. "Prem tumne mujhe dara diya. Aaram se nahi bol sakte the?", said Heer.
"I tried....", Prem started saying pouting a little but seeing Heer's looks knew it wouldn't work this time, so he decided to come straight to the point. He didn't want to lose her attention to a stupid card again. "Forget it. Anyways whats the occasion?". "Huh? U tell me u shouted?", said Heer furiously. "Oh that. I just wanted to tease you. Forget it naa. This is more important topic right now. Look around you. Why is full class celebrating?", asked Prem curiously. Heer smiled at his child-like innocence. "Well its not only our class but whole world is celebrating", said Heer excitingly. "What do you mean by whole world", asked Prem as he was more confused now. "You forgot again naa. Today is friendship day", said smiling Heer. She pulled out a card and said while giving it to him " And this for you, my most precious friend. Happy Friendship Day." Prem took the card from her and looked at it curiously as though it would become alive and eat him in one bite. When he was assured that no dangerous crime would be committed by this card on him, he said "Card, huh. Friendship. Hmmm. Thanks."
He kept the card on the desk and asked "Heer, tell me one thing. What does friendship mean to you?". Heer smiled and said "It means caring and sharing to me. True friendship stays until death." Prem laughed listening to her view and said "are you serious?". Heer looked at him confusingly and asked him "what's there to laugh about? Ok tell me for you what friendship is?". "For me friendship is like fellow passenger traveling in train. We meet many people in our lives. We will chat with them and spend time with them and that its. When we leave its over. The chapter is finished", said Prem smugly.
Heer shook her head in disbelief "No Prem. You don't meant it right?", asked Heer. "You don't understand. Two people who walk on a road at a time. It wont be that they will be walking always together, there will b time they would have to go apart from each other as they have to go onto two different directions. Take our example. We met few months back. Right?", asked Prem. Heer nodded her head. "We both chatted to pass time. We became friends. Now when our course ends, we won't be together then, we will go on with our lives, to two different directions. You will go on your way and me on my own. Did you get it now?". Heer stared at him saying nothing. Pure disbelief was written on her face. "What? Do I have something on my face? Why are you looking at me like this? You know me. You know relations don't hold much importance to me. Then why are you shock?", asked Prem. Heer shook her head, and while looking down said "I know but I hoped that '..". "You hoped what Heer?", asked Prem a bit angrily . But she never got the chance to answer as the professor entered the room, asking everyone to focus on the subject. Prem kept the card under his book.
After the class got over, Heer got up from her seat and said "Prem what do you want for lunch?" Prem yawned and said "as today is friendship day so it's your choice. But bring it here." Heer left for canteen to get lunch for them. After sometime every student left the class room. Prem was sitting alone, with a bored expression on his face, playing with his pen. He looked at the card again and immediately got an idea to get rid of it. He got up from his seat immediately, and after being sure that Heer was nowhere around the class, he whistled happily and went towards the dustbin and threw the card in it. He came back to his seat, sat nonchantly as though nothing was amiss. Then he coolly leaned back on his chair and closed his eyes to dream about himself being an actor.
I was such an idiot then. Didn't know I had so much happiness in my hands, didn't know I was so lucky that I had her in my life and I didn't care about her. I was so stupid to throw the love, the care she showered me with. I didn't realize that the bliss she created around me and for me, was to be cherished forever than to be wasted away. She wanted to give me heaven and gave her hell in return, thought Prem. Prem had always prided himself for controlling his emotions, not letting anyone even know what he was feeling but whenever he was alone, he always would let his barrier down, and let his feelings take control of him. This time it was no different. Tears which were freely flowing down his face, were blurring his view. But he didn't care, he wanted them out now. He wanted to let out a scream, wanted to give his tormented soul an opening through which it can take out all the pain his heart was feeling. He had let his happiness, his life slip out of his hands. Never a day passed when he didn't regret his decision of letting her go. He wanted to punish himself for not genuinely caring for her, for not returning her love. That's why he worked so hard, not giving himself any time to rest, or take care of his health. He had become a machine, he wanted to burn every ounce of life out of himself. She deserved the world and he gave her nothing but rude words. How could he be so much mean, so rude to her when she always supported him, truly being there for him and whenever he needed a friend, she never let him down. But he? He didn't realize her importance not until it was too late. He had lost her, and didn't even know how to reach her. If only he could find a way to reach her, he would even beg her, to come back in his life. If he found her, he knew there was some hope that his life could be better, but he knew he was domed forever without her. Without any true love from her.
He had reached his apartment. He wiped his tears and moved out of his car towards his home. He felt so much tired. Infact he was tired from his life, which had no charm left. He felt all the energy had been drained out of him. He opened the door and thought 'welcome home to be alone again'. He went straight towards the kitchen and pull out a water bottle. He saw his injured hand again while drinking. He had felt another throbbing pain in it. Jinta zyada dard hoga uthna achcha hoga, thought Prem. Again he couldn't stop himself from thinking about another incident in his life which had now taken a shape of beautiful memory.
It was their exam day, before going to exam hall. Prem was sitting on a tree branch. Heer was leaning on the tree, reading some points aloud, so that it could help Prem too. Prem wasn't interested in studies. He was only doing it for his parents. According to them it was important to complete his degree before he can even think about pursuing his goals. And his goal was none other than being an actor. He always talked about being first a model then an actor. But during exam's time, it was completely a different story. Heer was always there first to teach him different concepts which would be coming in the exams and afterwards making sure he remembered to read all her notes and if not she would make him revise too. But Prem being stubborn wrote only that much in the examination sheet that would be enough to fetch him passing marks. No matter how much Heer explained him or scolded him not to do so, but he never budged from this habit of his.
"Prem, this is important. Listen to this", said Heer. When she got no reply from him, she looked up and saw him peeling the bark. "Prem, stop doing that. Focus here. We have exam in one hour", said Heer being a bit irritated. "You continue. I am not disturbing you.", said Prem still not stopping himself. Heer shock her head and continued reading. A moment later Heer was startled by his scream "oooouch." He jumped down immediately as one small piece scratched his skin. Heer got tensed visibly when she saw his hand bleeding and said "Prem show me your hand."
"Its okay Heer. You read the next part", said Prem taking out his handkerchief. "But your hand is bleeding Prem. We need to clean the cut and apply something on it. If we don't then it will be worse. Show me. Its paining na", said Heer taking Prem's hand forcefully in hers. Prem said angrily "why are you shouting like it's your that's bleeding? Why you care so much. Nothing has happened. It's just a small cut. It will stop bleeding after some time." It felt she was about to cry and said "why are you saying this? Won't you help me if I get hurt? Won't you feel my pain like I am feeling yours?" Prem and said being irritated "if your hand is injured then how will I feel your pain? Its your hand. You will feel pain not me. It's a simple logic. Everyone knows it. Anyways I don't think you will continue reading now. I will go and get the juice for us." He walked towards the canteen, not caring how much his words are hurting her.
I am sorry Heer. I am so sorry for treating you so badly. Where are you Heer? Will you come back? Please give me one more chance, I promise I will make it upto you for every pain I have given you. Just one chance, I wont let you down ever. Come back....please come back luv, thought Prem with his head low.
Bin Tere Sanam,
Mar Mitenge Hum,
Aa Meri Zindagi
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