Diaries of an Admirer Entry#2: A tribute to Heer - Page 2

These words had so much pain in them, the way she said that her voice breaking with the force of it.. my heart went out to her..... Heer loved Prem so much that she forgot who she was and what she was supposed to be... she only knew that she belonged him and he belonged to her... Her love for him was so powerful so deep that she waited 19 years for him not knowing how he looked like or whether she would even like him when she would get to meet him... she jst knew that whoever Prem was he was hers and she was his.....and her madness for him... it crossed all limits when Rishab forced her to marry him and Heer left no stone unturned from giving herself to him because she had always belonged to Prem... whether he lived or died... she was always his...her love died and she was ready to live for his family and stay his widow for the rest of her life..Prem had asked her to marry and have children with another man but Heer...Her love was more powerful then his wishes and her heart simply refused to do what he had asked of her.... she was perfectly content in living with his memories and taking care of his family... she had left the castle givin herself up to the storm that brewed outside, her will breaking as she ran through the sand dunes getting away from Rishab, from the world and from her promises that she had made to Prem to protect his family from all harm because for one moment her love had fallen weak in front of her heart... it couldnt give itself to another man.. it had always beat for Prem and would stop beating for him only... and when Prem saved her reminding her of her promise of her vows that she cannot die... she accepted his wish silently and commited herself to Rishab and yet she tried to escape the barriers that rishab had set for her... her love again rising more powerful then beofre that she couldnt do this.. she couldnt marry any one other than Prem.. she tried to run away again but this time she was unable to... and then when she had come to know that Prem was alive when he had stepped in front of her making all her wishes come true but only for a moment before shattering them all by saying that he was not her prem and was Gaurav.. the mad dash that Heer made for him refsuing to beleive that this man was not her love... the way she ran behind his car refusing to give up refusing to beleive what reality was refusing to beleive that Prem had really died and he was not coming back.. it showed how much crazy she was for him... her madness had never spoken out so clearly like the way it did at those two moments.. the time when she ran away from the Castle and the time when she ran after him... This woman truly forgot herself in his love.... a love that was so fierce that she couldnt tolerate seeing him with another woman and when she did.. her perfect world was shattered beyond repair... there were millions of pieces that had been scattered all over the place and Heer Juneja didnt know how to collect them so she had simply left... her heart was not in her chest anymore.. it was like as if somebody had stabbed it with a dagger and twisted it all the way crushing the small organ and then ripped it out of her chest and thrown it away leaving behind a hollow void... a void that was left with deep ache, anger and hurt... hurt of betrayal from her husband her lover with whom she had vowed to spend the rest of her life basking in the warmth of his arms and unconditional love... This was what Prem's love had made her... a mad woman who had crossed all boundaries of love, of etiquittes, of all the rasams of the world making the prediction of that old Man who had predicted her life in a mandir come true who had said:

And this was what Heer was all about.. she was born to love and die for Prem...she worshipped the ground he walked on, she sacrificed everything that she had for him, she went agaisnt the world for him defying every one and everything.. and she did that all for him *deep sigh* Heer.... i love you... I salute your love for Prem..There is nobody out there who could have loved a man like you did.... and this is the son that made me fall all the more for her...its every lyric defines Heer Juneja... who she was and what she did for Prem.. she was truly his deewani😍

preet ki lath mohe aaisi laagi
ho gayi main matwaali
bal bal jaaun apane piya ko
he main jaaun vaari vaari
mohe sudh budh naa rahi tan mann ki
yeh toh jaane duniya saari
bebas aur laachar phiru main
haari main dil haari - 2

tere naam se jee loon - 2
tere naam se marr jaaun - 2
teri jaan ke sadke mein kuchh aaisa kar jaaun
tune kya kar dala marr gayi main mitt gayi main
ho ri ha ri ho gayi main
teri deewani deewani- 2
tune kya kar dala marr gayi main mitt gayi main
ho gee ha gee ho gayi main
teri deewani deewani - 2



ishq junoon jab hadh se badh jaaye - 2
haste haste aashiq suli chadh jaaye
ishq ka jaadu sara chadha kara bole - 2
khoob laga lo pehre raste rab khole
yahi ishq di marzi hain
yahi rab di marzi hain
yahi ishq di marzi hain
yahi rab di marzi hain
tere bin jeena kaisa
haan khudgarzi hai
tune kya kar dala marr gayi main mitt gayi main
ho ri ha ri ho gayi main
teri deewani deewani - 4

oh ho oh hoohhhh...

he main rang rangeeli deewani - 2
ke main albeli main mastani
gaaun bajaaun sabko rijhaaun
he main deen dhram se begaani
ke main deewani main deewani
tere naam se jee loon tere naam se marr jaaun
tere jaan ke sadle mein kuchh aaisa kar jaaun
tune kya kar dala marr gayi main mitt gayi main
ho ri ha ri ho gayi main
teri deewani deewani
teri deewani deewani
teri deewani deewani
teri deewani deewani...

This admirer stans up and salutes you Heer...Would always love you because you are worthy of love.