12 oct '09: big things, little things

before i begin, i need -- yeah, need! -- to say this.
oh yeah!!!!

i'm going to paris next week. courtesy of being mom's slave. first we're going to nyc. and then to paris. where i will stuff my face with every single flavour of macaron that pierre hermes has to offer -- after i stuff my face with three helpings of the pistachio macaron. and by then, i will be dead -- of causes other than prem-heer-are-one. 🤣 imagine that! 🤣 and you will never have to suffer another bt,lt ever again! 🤣

lucky me. lucky you. lucky all of us! 😆 although... hmmm. i wonder. if pierre hermes had to make a prem-heer-are-one flavoured macroon, what would it taste like...? 😆 i bet it would have pistachio in it... 😍

* little thing: er... did i mention that wedding ceremonies and drama bore me?

but i must say -- i liked this one better than most. i liked how the ceremonies of the marriage itself carried on, irrespective of the squabbling that was going on behind. there was a sweetness in how the squabbling was the center of attention, while quietly in the background, prem and heer were doing all the things the priest deemed necessary. with phhandooh, after phhandooh, after phhandooh. sorta like the idea of prem-heer-are-one. inexorable. inevitable. invincible. *sigh.

* phhandooh thing: is it ... ''proper''😆 that even in the middle of holy ceremony type things, prem and heer can put an ''oooooh'' in a phhandooh? it's all in the way those eyes just have to look at each other at a phhandooh -- the way heer's eyelashes sweep up over those large almond-shaped eyes .. only to find prem's deepset tip-tilted downwards eyes looking straight into hers. 😍

*sigh* ya. that was a big time phooooh, alright. holy ceremony or not... 😆

* preet thing: the way he said ''ai hai'' in disgust at his pb! that cracked me up... 🤣

why does it seem like everyone involved in writing this script basically looked at all the characters and just figured that it could not be done by anyone other than (god) preet of smiles. no? not gi-it -- she just would not do. 😆 certain not 🤣 new harman. he definitely would not do! 🤣 not meher. it needed a preet! 😆

*sigh* but they didn't have even a whisper of phukda. 'twas sad...

* prem thing: but heh. the shoe drama was arranged by prem in revenge for keeping him apart from heer.

* little thing: chotta chetan... er... ketan 😆 is the actor in the family -- after his prem mamu! when he was ''with the boy side'', he was acting totally with them. only after that little wink with his prem mamu did anyone (read, eagle-eyed preet mamu) figure that he had been the main implementor of prem's plan.

* prem-heer thing: there was something quite... ethereal in the final mangalsutra-sindoor thing at the end, no? 😍 i'm probably being too ephe-brain-phried just now. but there they were: golden, lit by an inward light that seemed to capture true happiness like nothing i've quite seen before on screen (i mean, how can you capture happiness? how??). it was beyond the smallest of smiles on their faces, or in their eyes. it was quite ... heart-tingling. 😍

it was so golden that it flamed up and burnt out the little bits the scene had of the dark figure approaching the golden couple on the stage.

* howlarious thing: 🤣 ashlesha coming out as the black figure of misery! literally! 🤣

i mean -- how much more cornily could that have been scripted!??!?! all dark and blood red dripping out of her fingers and toes and sari and everything??!🤣 it was tooooo corny, i tell you!!

this show is so seriously spoofing itself -- and all the other saas-bahu shows that balaji telefilms is famous for, that i can't take anything in the show seriously anymore! 🤣 not the story. not the characters. not the tears. not the laughter. nothing! i really can't take it seriously! 🤣

well... other than the phhandoooh, of course. those i can take seriously. 😍and the pheyeoooh. and the prem-heer-are-one-oooohs.

*sigh* and actually, i don't think i mind it -- this seriously done spoof on saas-bahu dramas within the framework of prem-heer-are-one. it's like they are laughing at the concept they have created, all the while acknowledging that they just can't kill it. as long as the cast have fun with it, i don't mind laughing at all the spoof-poop they are doing... truly. 😆

* little thing: compared to heer, ashlesha came across as sooo... blingy, no? er... was that sari the indian counterpart to a leather outfit that the western vamps tended to wear in the olden days? (think natasha of moose and bullwinkle, except that this one is a desi version! 🤣 )

* prem thing: omg. wasn't it incredible how like the edge of a samurai sword prem's jaw looked in profile after the vamp came into the picture??

no seriously! and what a brilliant counterpoise to the softly rounded cheeks on heer's face. i am diseased, i know, but still -- that was oh-so-very pretty indeed. 😍

(sigh. my usual source of all caps prem-heer -- my mod-am khushi, or her lady ms. bliss, nans 😆 -- haven't put up those caps! *sobbing muh* and neither has dimple at the premeer-at#2! *harder sobbing muh* when they do, i'm gonna sneak some in here... 😆)

* prem-heer thing: of course, the real question is: does the firmness of that jaw mean that we will get some seriously strong and brainful prem coming up? i hope so... oh, i do hope so!

and since this is prem-heer-are-one, i wonder if we will get some seriously seriously strong and brainful heer coming up? oh, man, i hope so! 'cause while i know that heer has done everything for prem in her silent stubborn -- no, bull-headed!! -- way, i think the time's come for her to do what prem did when dirtchachi tried to throw heer out of their lives -- declare that prem-heer-are-one.

and seeing the way that heer stubbornly told glob that she will fight to be part of her family -- and that was something she did for prem too! i'm hoping heer's gonna end up telling the whole world what prem means to her.

and! i'm hoping that part of it is not done as a spoof even though ashlesha and her act is as spoofy as all come out! 😆

* big thing: is there any more that glob can do to make me feel even sicker than i used to feel whenever dirtchachi used to come on screen?

those expressions on her face -- as if she were widening her eyes in delight that things are going against their royal happinesses, hrhs prem-heer. why, oh why did i feel like take a fistful of mud and make her eat it, right there? 🤔

oh well. *settling back calmly to w&w*** evil on this show ultimately always falls before prem-heer-are-one. all it takes is time. no? 😃

me, w&w**.
(** w&w: waiting and watching. a phrase coined by someone called smitha,sshekar[/B] who used to hang around on this phorum a while ago, is the author of a phantastic ffic called ''destiny''. and who i miss. 🤔 phorely. phurely. *yeah, still lovin' shahid kapoor's ''kaminey'', charlie...* 😆)

[B]* little thing: but there was one thing that i wondered -- what was hanuman gi-it doing through all this? she was so quiet. or did she -- like heer -- just understand that this was something prem had to do on his own?

'cause she was still on her get-glob-to-make-prem-heer-happy through the whole thing -- forcing glob to participate. i wonder what she thought of ashlesha...

* prem thing: i loved how his eyes never once left heer's face as he removed the marriage-tie-thing between them. heer looked askance at his removing it, and then looked up at him. but he? he watched her face all along. and if he'd seen anything there that distressed her, he would've stopped in a heartbeat.

* prem-heer thing: so for me, whatever followed after was prem-heer-are-one of the most solid that we've been shown so far.

for i believe that the distress in heer's eyes was for prem, and the poop that he's gonna have to go through for the stoopidity of thinking that hehadsexwithashlesha.

i believe that prem leaving to talk with ashlesha in private was the gentleman prem thing to do: i'm not sure that the whole of laddooania** knows why it was that prem and heer split up. that it was 'cause of that horribly idiotic prem thinking hehassexwithashlesha night. and i think he was right to assume that ashlesha could be filthy enough to bring that up into the public -- she never stopped at anything to achieve her own ends.

(laddooania** -- the real ludhiana which the phingoli director, mz. huzie (huzie12) revealed in the real prem-heer-are-one tv-series -- kis desh mein hai mera laddooooo!
if you haven't seen this yet -- then you do not know what you are missing! run -- don't walk! -- and check it out at
and i'm guessing that for prem, that one public display where he screamed at heer for her supposed infidelity with the ig-idiot, was enough public display of prem-heer-ness. i'm guessing he'd be loathe to do that again.

besides, if it's something that pbauji thought it was not a good idea, then i'm guessing that it is a brilliant idea! 🤣

* heer thing: and so, i am glad that it was heer who got to go ''call prem'' back.

'cause that way, she helped prem keep whatever ''dirty personal thing'' that ashlesha may bring up to within prem-heer-are-one -- and not to involve his precious family in it.

and now? now heer just saw ashlesha put her dirty greedy paw on prem. and heer looked like she was going up in flames...

now? i wanna see what heer is gonna do next... claim prem as hers. 'cause she is just gonna have to do that. poor publicity shy, perpetually sacrificing heer. she is just gonna have to stand up, and do her own version of prem-screaming-in-a-nightclub-about-heer-being-unfaithful -- but this time? it will end differently.

'cause if there is one thing that has remained a constant on this show, it's that prem-heer-are-one. 'cause... well. 'cause they are. 😆

poor heer. 😆 it's like ever since prem stood up and declared to the world that prem-heer-are-one, she has had her work cut out for her ... to prove it! 😆 i've heard this said often by people around me: guys make all the grand declarations. and the women prove it! 😆 poor heer. what she has to do just 'cause she is the perfect girl-half of the perfect-wanna-be guy-half of the prem-heer-are-one whole. no matter how much i love prem-heer, i personally sooo never wanna be heer... forget the phact that i could never be heer! 🤣

highlight of the episode: well, call me a sap and lock me up in the mush-cell.😳 but it was the moment that prem stood in front of his heer. and mangalsutra-ed and sindoor-ed her.
gaaah! me is soooooo gonna get roasted by the gang when the girls get to read this. 😆 but ya, this is the highlight i choose. that moment, and all the phhandoohs... seriously. i loved how the phhandoohs just kept going on calmly in the ceremony while all the shoe-fighting happened in the foreground.

oh hohohoh!!!!!! Ash's outfit 🤣

and yeah about the phandoohs and all. it'd be good if u answered my questions on your last bt,lt 😕

so since u haven't humphphphphph!! 😔
am i being punished for asking chaste questions? 😭 😭
should i leave kis desh?? 😭

ok , i've snapped out of my heer mood/mode now. 😊

huh? u going to paris? ok i'm going to samarkand.

as always ,great bt,lt dear estee.
lucky you dear😃 for going to paris,and not lucky us,bc we will miss you sooooooooooooooo much.😭😭😭
i am eagerness to see heer,s reaction,and see she throw ashlesha out of their life forever.hope it will happen for g3,too.will we see that day?

hey estee....

E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!you are off to paris? lucky you!!!!!!!!

me here....will be bck after readng

nice bt.,lt., thanks, agree with u, the expressions of prem & heer during the entire wedding was a treat to watch.

Hey E,

😆 major shoutings are coming up at me just now.

don't wanna blow my chances of getting to paris -- so i'll be naughty about bedtimes after.... two weeks! 😆

so i'll see you later. just...

@katane: ya, me too! just this once, i want heer to be unkind. i thought prem rocked in how unkind he was in telling ashlesha that she was not their relative, not even their guest -- just leave! but i would soooo love to see what heer says too! *keeping fingers crossed that the last six years of a hard life has forced heer to shed some of her innate indian polite-to-the-point-of-being-dumb-ness! 😆*

@locman: anu! stop being a drama queen. (not even bothering to tell you not to be chaste! what show d'you think you're watching -- kyunki saas bhi kabhi bahu thi?? baa, the ultimate saas no longer rules. keep up with the times, dude! 😆) besides, i replied to your questions at the 10/08/09 bt,lt.. so stop doing sulky-muh please? 😆

@huzie12: yes! yes, i've gone mad! mad in love for your laddoo chor and chorni! i am sooooo happpeeee that you have holidays. and paris for honeymoon? would it be awful if i told you i'm going there for the eats??! 🤣 *and no, i'm kidding -- imagine walking into cafe's and mooning over all the pretty parisiennes. and ooooh, people actually kissing!!!! would you believe there's no that much of that in the us these days?? what ever is the world coming to??! 🤣*

@KDHMDfan: biraj! yeah! prem-heer-are-one! or if not, this show is ... not about them! but instead of some imposters calling themselves prem and heer! koi shaq!? 🤣 i'll check the links and reply tomorrow. *hoping life doens't make a liar out of me... 😆 *

@riks1: vandana! ya, they did make a really pretty wedding. i was actually surprised... 😆

@angel82: angie! 🤗 bad all better now? 😆