heh. you didn't think that the bt,lt at
http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1085838
- was done, did you? i'd written that at around 1:30am today. by 3:30am, my fingers were dog-tired from want of rest and sleep. if.com had already forced me to break the post across two parts. the rest of me was tired. but my mind was still buzzing. i tried going across to the forum for a little light relief. but what was staring at me in the face were two-two big-big posts with lots-and-lots of some rather wonderous screen captures.
lady nandini (who is always shouting at me for using screen caps! π) had 57 captures at
http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1085437
lady anoushka had 53 at
http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1085344
and seeing them, i guess that my system - which is always rather overloaded with epe/ephe - stubbornly shutdown on me. for once, i obeyed and went to sleep. *perchance to dream? π* but guess what? in two hours, i'm up and here i am, buzzing around. so here i am, fighting to get that damned prem and his lady out of my system. oh how i hate them both for eating all my brain up... π
so you really hate them.....guess what estee ....hc has been reading your phhandoooh ap and as expected he has bounced back...... he has announced his return..... beware estee.... if the effects of just the announcement of his return are this..... just imagine what hc and ag are going to do when there'll be no wfp....
* big thing #1: this was heer's dream. heer's. sweet. seemingly innocent. apparently conservative. naive village girl with no high-flying education.- memory loss estee??? you forgot that this naive village girl with no flying education was in prem's constant company for the past few months...π
- heer's, damnit! this is the girl who - in the ihp** club writeup - i said i could not blame for my sickness. 'kay. i change my mind. i hate heer! why? why?? heer puts prem in - a white shirt. bathed in blue-white moonlight. sleeves rolled up exactly so!
(which you should all thank me for 'cause that's my job, y'know. didn't i do a great job?? lemme see... here, a casual but elegant look in a normal setting --and still allowing the wearer the flexibility and freedom to do this...!sigh, yes. i did do a good job with those sleeves.... *patting myself on the back admiringly*)
but to come back to hating heer! she puts him in that mind-melting outfit, sets up the seductive lighting. and then! to add insult to injury! she also moves his collar up to frame his head in the middle of curling her hands around the back of his neck to ... oh, do not make me tell you to what! damnit! i hate heer!funny thing is: this is the second big time we have seen heer "dream" of prem. and that time too -- that masked dance party where prem cheats to dance with her -- prem was one of the most beautiful prem ever. (happy, riks1? π)
god even i hate her...... she actually gets to do all this and we.....we only get to see all thisπππvery happy estee(bowing down) thanx a lot........i hate heer most 'cause when she does dream, her dreams ... sizzle! it's as if she is telling you - right in your face - that she can dream it, 'cause she has got it. that it's her right.
ya,..... ya.... i know that she doesn't have to remind me of that......
which is all very fine. except....... why the heck can't she keep her damned dreams to herself!?? i hate heer.
well .... i really agree with you here..... damnit!!
* big thing #2: um... does anyone else have any doubt whatsoever that prem-heer-are-..um..-totally-one??! that after all that disciplined, proper "mein prem juneja, aaj..." recital, prem-heer-became-one in everyway?? i mean, c'mon!!! this is the dream of a shy conservative village girl, damnit! how the heck can she react so ... calmly when he-man prem casually and surely takes her by the waist and reduces the inter-hip distance between them to ... uh ... well .. um ... zero? and does heer even look away shyly?? no! she just looks him straight in the eye! damnit!
π³(btw, did anyone else catch their reflection in the mirror on the right?? oh, i so love screencaps! π)
does heer scream? does heer fight? does she even quiver??!! no damnit! the shameless hussy just stands there and smiles.. and smiles. and smiles. *'kay, so i was grinning goopily myself - but hey! i wasn't the one being dominated there!!*
and if she dreams of prem's eyes looking down at her lips, imagine what he actually did to her that night of the vows....!! π *gaah, why make it one-sided? i hate both prem and heer*he did whatever any sane man would have done that night......make full use of the intimacy which they had....
* big thing #3: prem is beautiful in heer's eyes.'kay...... see him through my eyes..... he's very beautiful in my eyes alsoππ 'kay, 'kay. i know that prem is beautiful in the eyes of many people here. but when heer imagines him, prem is always ... perfect. he is strong. he is gentle. he's in a white shirt... π
he is humourous -- did i mention how much i loved that she imagines he would've been laughing at what happened between ratpal and her??
not to mention that she sees his eyes as sparkling with love for her. his lips are always seeking hers out. his hair is fluffing up in those little puffs of wind again. ooohhhh... *thud*
and his hands.... no. the hands need a separate big thing, i think...
(continued below.... seriously! does if.com does this to everyone - breaking up posts? or .. uh .. am i a poster of some seriously long posts? π)