Jan 3rd epi: I am in Mixed feelings. But i guess its relief that tops the list as i got what i had been missing for the past 2 and a half months. Here goes
I forwarded the Sukriti repeating her raaz part for obvious reasons. But too sad i stopped just before Ayesha maharani put her paws on Milsi dear. Ayesha i promise you one thing, if you dare put your dirty hands on Prachi's man again i'll play golf with your head.

Then come Suki and tells her Bhabhi that she told her Bhaiya the truth. Seeing Prachi's reaction i really wanted to smack her silly. WTH??? I don't understand why she is angry with Milind knowing the truth...but then i guess she thought that knowing that his sis hid such a big thing from him, Milind would break all ties with her but still would be unhappy because his sister means a lot to him. And was that the reason Prachi didn't want him to know??? i find that a faulty reason becuase even if Milind gets angry with Suki he still would simmer down as we saw it when Suki ran away and after Prachi's intervention Milsi forgave her and got her married to the man she loved. Anyway no point talking about SQ's reasons.
What followed was something i had been waiting forever to see...someone knocking on the bhoosa bhara head of Prachi's and showing her the reality of her own situation. Sukriti by this single act you have redeemed yourself in my eyes up to the level of being Milind's sister and Prachi's nanand. Hope that you make yourself worthy of Saket's love and having the right to be Ritwik's mother too. But moving on...Suki's dialogs were brilliant. But the killer was the word 'divorce'. How many times did she repeat it. Each time it pricked at me like a nail driving into my heart. I know that how Prachi must have felt at each instance too. Uff...maardala...no wonder that broke her down. And ofcourse the line about Milsi's life stopping if she doesn't remain in it...we can already see the effect of that on Milsi...poor guy has lost his chi (chinese chi 😆). With every dialog of Suki's i kept

and finally she told the damn girl that she is not God. I have seen people who do good and compromise and sacrifice for others...they often grow the "i am equal to God" complex. I am so glad Suki brought madam SQ down to earth not that Prachi was assuming God's nature. But I am glad Suki is making her realize that she too is human and needs to behave like one once in a while. And there was another point that i thought impacted Prachi like a ton of bricks hitting her at once. When Suki said "you will loose the right to call yourself Milind's wife"...there i saw Mrs. Prachi Milind Mishra emerging and screaming nooooo that can never be. Its Mrs. Prachi Mishra that is possessive about Milind and her right on him. She needs to come out and if Suki needs to prick her some more so that Mrs. Prachi Mishra emerges, i am all for it. Being Mrs. Prachi Milind Mishra has become part of Prachi's identity and she needs that threatened to get into action. I still can't believe that Prachi held onto her dillusion for this long that Milind would be ok with this whole situation.
Then the part that tore my heart.
I know this was supposed to be the happy part but i kept feeling the pangs that Prachi's heart must have felt watching the replay of her beautiful life with Milsi. Oh but what beautiful moments were they. I can't pick a fav but the part where Milsi takes off his coat and Prachi has "OMG how dare you" look on her face and then he hands her the coat and she looks at him with a "i can't believe how naughty you have become" look...awww my babies....

I had been praying and hoping and crying to see them so blissfully lost in each other. And then at the door when Milsi keeps coming back with the most mischievous thoughts palying in his eyes...MY MICHI i missed them so...
But the truth is that i still was crying throughout that i think after October 15, it was Jan 3rd that managed to bring out Prachi's anguish clearly. The way she was haunted by her memories at every corner of the house...i think i am the only one in this forum who calls that house Michi Mansion and the reason was evident on Thursday. And the way she slid down that pole by the door way and then there was a slight "siski" she took that just added to my pain. I really have cried with Prachi only about 3-4 times and its because Panchi when she really is crying and not just using glycerin with a grimace on her face...when she is really breaking down and crying i am reminded of a little child that i just was to kiss and make her pain go away. She crys like a baby.

and i can't bare it.
I am not going to mention Mr Senior Maha Mishra...but the fact that he told Milind to stop fooling himself that he'll ever get over Prachi, altho is the truth but is not helping the situation much. He's only making Milsi feel worse. So he should just go back to the hillstation he came back from.
Altho i am very happy to have beautiful moments for my mixes but the actual depiction of the scns was very painful for me. Until my Michi are happily together again, i won't find the peace that comes with seeing them smile.
JC
Edited by jinc118 - 17 years ago