I am extremely sorry for what I am writing now. I wish I didn't have to do this.
As you considered, I too always considered your wife to be a part of your heart. I tried to see logic and reason in all she did until now. But I am sorry, your wife let me down today.
She left you in order to save your life. I appreciated her sacrifice but didn't appreciate her disbelief in God and truth. I didn't appreciate her assumption that you would have moved on with your life. I wonder if she really understood your pure love for her.
She faked to be someone else's wife not being able to live alone and raise your kid. I thought she is a meek and weak woman who still believes in 19th century's patriarchal values. I tried to digest this too.
But today Milsi, you were calling her name in your unconscious state. She had realized how broken you are without her. But still she walked away from you. She thought about her duty to her fake family and forgot all her duties to you and your family. She knew that she is the only medicine to your paining heart. But by walking away from you, she refused you your lifeline.
That's cruel to me Milind, that's inhuman to me. You are ruined physically, finacially, mentally and emotionally. Even a well wisher like me would have made your welfare my first priority and she claims to be your love.
I am so sorry for you Milsi. I pray God gives you the strength to face it, the bitter truths your wife has brought in your life.
But I must say, my heart had some relief to see a tiny smile on your face that your son brought. You must have smiled after 6 years..*sigh*
Take care my dear. That's all I can say, I am feeling blank today.
Yours always,