PM ff: I've Lost Her! - PG 10 - Page 7

hey great update plz continue soon!!!!

hey goood update 😛 ....cant wait 4 da next part please continue soo00n 😳

jus wait till basu/bajaj family watch da presentation dere gonna b totally shocked 2 c how much Mukti has achieved in such little time 😳 update soon lukin 4ward 2 da next part 😉

Originally posted by: pm rocks

wonder whts the surpirse..?...lol..continue soon 😃

that was the surprise. the update was called surprises. thanx for the comment

Originally posted by: Umam_Paracha_13

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thanks for the comment Umam

Originally posted by: raym

hey goood update 😛 ....cant wait 4 da next part please continue soo00n 😳

thanx for the comment raym

Originally posted by: mandy07

jus wait till basu/bajaj family watch da presentation dere gonna b totally shocked 2 c how much Mukti has achieved in such little time 😳 update soon lukin 4ward 2 da next part 😉

they r gonna have a massive shock when they see their screens. thanx for the comment Mandy

Originally posted by: shakthi258

when are you updating

Krishi when u updating ur ff....lol. thanx for the comment Krishi and i'm updating 2morrow

i know i haven't updated in like ages so hopefully this should be ok to make up for the loss of updates. its actually 2 in 1 episode so enjoy 😊😊

I'VE LOST HER!

Recap: Prerna, Sam, Tushar & Doris along with Kasak is in London with Mukti and she phones up India –Basu house to tell them that they need to watch something that will shock them!

Mukti opened the door and came inside where she found all her friends and family sitting on the sofa's chatting away. The butler came to take her briefcase and coat while she sat down and began to chat merrily with every1. Soon it was time to get ready and all the girls were in Mukti's room while the boys were in another.

Mukti's room was double the size of a normal master bedroom. It was adorned with cream curtains that went draping from one end to another. Her room colour on the walls, were cream too. Her bed which was a king size double bed had an off white creamy duvet with cushions on it. It was a room that was enjoyable yet fun to work in. It had a desktop with a computer that blended in perfectly well with the room. It also had a fireplace and ontop of it, there was a grand mirror. Mukti had another mirror that showed her whole body (one of those long ones). The ceiling was adorned by a massive chandelier that had silver crystals hanging down 4rm it.
On the right hand side, there was a door that led to the en-suite. On the other side, there was a door that led to her 4 room wardrobe and straight ahead there was a balcony!

All got ready and were looking absolutely stunning in their outfits.

Prerna wore what Kasak had gifted her – the purple saree. Along with it, she wore the purple set that Mukti had gifted her with purple bangles on her hands and high sliver heels looking like a goddess.
Sam wore a red saree and her neck was adorned with a red ruby set that Mukti gave her. She had long red ruby earrings on with red bangles mix with gold. She too looked great!
Doris and Kasak were in the same outfit – a prom dress. Kasak in a black one and Doris in a blue one. They both wore silver heels with bracelets on their hands that went matching with their outfit.
Kripa, Anjali, Siya and Aashika were all in dresses that were sparkling (u know glittery dresses) and were all in different colours. Kripa – black, Anjali – red, Siya – blue & Aashika – silver. They all had heels on and were absolutely gorgeous.
Mathali was in a light pink mini skirt with a white top that Mukti had chosen for her. She had light pink eye-shadow on with thin black eyeliner. 'Adi would be pleased' Maithali thought. She too had heels on that were silver. Along with it, she put some silver bracelets on with a simple pendent and some earrings that were long and dangling 4rm her ears.

They all left with the boys. All the boys were awestruck when they found the girls and saw them in what they were wearing. Each fell like falling in love all over again. Angad took Kripa, Kavya took Anjali, Tushar took Doris, Krish took Kasak, Adi took Metz and Dhruv took Siya while Josh took Aashika. Prerna and Sam smiled @ the kids while they went off towards their cars. Mukti had told them that she would come a bit later and had told Angad to take Prerna and Sam along with him and Kripa.

The hall was decorated with party lights and the press were waiting in one corner for the lady of the night to cum.

INDIA – In Basu house, everyone was seated on the sofa's waiting for the thing Mukti wanted them to see. It was already late in the night and everyone were really tired but what Mukti wanted them to see is what they wanted to see as well! Anurag switched on the t.v and found his channel in London showing a party hall. It was decorated in party lights. They saw the great chandelier hanging down proudly. The camera zoomed around towards the entry of the hall where a number of people came in. Everyone looked surprised when they saw who Prerna and Sam were with and what they were wearing. They were even more shocked when they saw Kasak there… and with a man.

The press began to interview Angad and Prerna. Everyone knew who she was - the wife of Mr. Rishab Bajaj so she was already a celebrity to the entire world. Every1 began asking her the same question:
'Mrs.Bajaj, how r u related to Miss Mukti Nanda? Do you have any relation with her?'
Pr: all ur questions will be answered @ the opening speech of the party. Do enjoy!

Prem thought that his mother had sounded really posh then. He didn't know how she had done it but she acted so professional and really posh that even though being 4rm India, she seemed to have swept the reporters off their feet.

One of the reporters asked Prerna: do you know when Miss Nanda is cuming?

?: she is already here!

The camera was taken back to the entrance where everyone looked amazed @ what the owner was wearing. Mukti Nanda was dressed in a blue mini skirt that stuck on real tight on her with a white tube top that stuck onto her body making out all the curves she had in the right places. She looked breathtaking and all the guys were observing her with a glint in their eyes.

Back in Basu house, everyone's eyes were glued on2 the T.V. The outfit was so tightly stuck onto her body that Prem started drooling @ Mukti and her appearance. Unfortunately, this didn't go un-noticed. Sneha saw her brother and showed him to Anurag and Mr.Bajaj. Anurag smacked his sons head.
A: Prem stop staring!
P: can't help it dad.

Mukti walked up towards the press and began answering all their questions until it was the time 4 the opening speech.
Prerna, Mukti and Kavya had sat themselves on the table that was on the stage behind the stand while everyone else had took their appropriate tables.

Kavya came up and began talking: Ladies and Gentlemen, as u all know PRERNA LTD has won another contract by extreme measures bringing the company up2 the second best in all of Britain…….
Kavya continued on his speech until he said: now I would like the owner of the company meaning my sister and my co-partner Miss. Mukti Nanda to come and talk about the project.

Mukti came up 2 the stand while everyone clapped. She walked with poise and grace. Her majestic walk was taken by everyone, even those who were watching it on T.V.

M: thank you Kavya. Good evening ladies and gentlemen. As you all know my company PRERNA LTD has taken another contract and like Kavya has said it has brought the company up2 being the second best in all of Britain. I'm very happy with what I have achieved in these past few months and would be continuing on doing so in the future. My company had started off like a mere office that was small and miniature until my work had become exposed to all of you and from then on was when my company had become a great hit. It was then when my company got its first ever big contract. Oh I still remember the day when I received that one. It was a day come true.'

Her dreamy smile came up on her face and Prem smiled remembering how she smiled like that on Valentine's day.
'I know for a fact that I wouldn't have been able to do all this on my own which is why I must thank Kavya for the support and him agreeing to be my partner. Thanks a lot Kavya u really have been a great friend and a great brother in these last few months.'

Kavya smiled @ her to which she smiled. Prem on the other hand felt an urge of jealousy running through his body and wanted to wipe the grin of Kavya's face. He knew that they had a bro-sis relationship but still he felt like doing it and then he would calm down.

'Now I would like to introduce my mother; the company's chairwomen and the women who my company is named after – everybody please welcome on stage Mrs. Prerna Bajaj!

Everyone clapped as Mukti went back down and Prerna came back up thanking her daughter and everyone else.

P: well firstly I would like to say thank you for giving me such a warm welcome to this event. I am extremely happy and feel very proud that my daughter has come to such heights in these past few months. I am proud to call her my daughter. You know everyone, it feels like yesterday, that my Mukti over here had just started school, she had just learnt how to ride her own bicycle & she had just gotten her first grade from her first test. I can't believe that time has flown so quickly and has passed by so fast that my daughter has grown up right in4rnt of my own very eyes.'

Prerna started to cry and everyone began to wonder as to why she was doing that.

'It feels like yesterday where she just came home running & crying yelling "Choti Ma" saying that she had been bullied by some mean kids down @ school as to now she has become a woman who fights for what she claims is hers. For the recent events that had happened in our past, Mukti had to come here where she built up her new life and made such wonderful friends as you know who are, shall I say "the rockstars in this city."

Everyone laughed as to what she said. In Basu house, they all knew what Prerna was talking about when she had that Mukti had left due to recent events that had happened back home -over here.

'I've said this before and I will say it again: I'm truly proud to say that Mukti is my daughter and I'll always be happy for her in whatever success she gains. She has my blessings.' She turns to Mukti & says: 'Mukti beta, I'm very happy for you and I always will be!'

The happy and silent crying daughter came up 4rm her seat and ran to hug her mother. It was a heartening scene between mother and daughter to everyone who was watching them. Back @ Basu house everyone had silent & streaming tears coming down there face as they watched the 2 in a promising hug.

A/N: I was gonna stop here but then I thought I made you people wait to long so you will be getting a longer chapter and plus it would go with the title. If I has stopped here then there will be no bother on having that title……carrying on with the story!

The 2 woman let go of each other and went back to the press and began wiping their tears.

Prerna again spoke to the press: yeah so that is all I wanted to say. I'm really proud of her and I'm glad to call her my daughter.
M: thank you choti ma.
P: anytime Mukti anytime.

Then they answered all the other questions and the party soon began. The adults left to another room where Sam, Prerna, the Wadhwa's [(did you forget about them too or maybe I haven't mentioned that they are like a third family to Mukti (remember second is the Nanda's and first is Prerna and everyone else)] and the Nanda's as well the Khanna's began to settle down comfortably and began chattering having drinks along the way.

Back in the actual party room, the music was in motion, everyone was activated on the dance floor beginning to dance wildly to the beats. The song 'Love in this club – Usher' was played and everyone started to dance to the song. Everyone's body were grinding with their partners making moves that were appropriate to them. Prem then saw Mukti dancing with Sharman and their body's attached to each other and dancing.
The camera was just displaying them and when Prem looked @ them, he could have sworn out so badly that somebody would just smack him on the face and he would be in trouble.
Sharman's hands were on her waist and her hands were up in the air making crazy moves while dancing. She rubbed herself onto his chest while his hands travelled up to her back. Prem felt sickened and couldn't bare to look @ the love of his life dancing with someone else like that. If it was him then he wouldn't have minded but someone else……he just couldn't explain it. His hands ran through his hair and his face started to sweat up seeing Mukti like that. Anurag, who saw his sons face switched of the T.V and received approving glances and nods 4rm everyone. They all looked @ Prem who was in his own thoughts sweating as he remembered the scene he had just saw – Mukti in the arms of another man.
They all left to go to bed while Bajaj family left to go home. Prem said that he wasn't tired and that he wanted to something to eat but everyone could see right through him. It was paining him to see Mukti so happy and living her life, while he was sitting there and was completely loosing himself over the past few months, just thinking about her. He stood up and walked over to the kitchen saying that he wanted something to eat, while everyone else went upto bed and that he would be up there shortly.

Normal: Prem thinking
Italics: his mind talking to him

He entered the kitchen and grippen onto the work top with his mind full of what he just saw on the screen and him crying to see Mukti like that. He wanted her so bad but still he had the thought of loosing her to another man.

He tightened his grip on the handle and it started to bleed. He didn't notice it instead he started to think.
'Maybe this is the kind of life she wants now. Maybe she wants to live like this. She has a right to live how she wants. I don't have the right to stop her. I mean who am I to stop her? She has her life to live and I have mine. Maybe I should just let her go…..'

'U wanna do what? U wanna leave Mukti? Why? All this time you have been trying to find out where she has been all this time and now you say u wanna let go?'

'Yeah I wanna let her go!'

'So u put me through all the nerve wracking crisis on trying to find out where she is and now u give up? Thanks a lot!'

'Well when did I say that u were supposed to do that? I don't recall telling you!'

'Are u stupid? That's because I am you but in your mind. I'm your conscious that is speaking her and yelling of @ ya saying that you shouldn't let her go and u over here want to! How thick could you get? And I remember u just questioning urself meaning me that who r u to stop her living like that? Isn't that right?'

'Yes but…….'

'Yes but what? I'll tell you who you are! U are the guy who has been frantically running around searching for her everywhere because u love her! U are the guy who has realized just what big a mistake you had done to her and how u r repenting for it by loosing ur love just because u say that u only did it for ur sister? Hmph as if u really did for Sneha! U just did it for the money and u know as well I do that u didn't even think about Sneha when u made that deal with Sharad init Prem or shall I say UD? You did all that because u were insanely and madly in love with her only u were too stubborn to realize it weren't you?

Prem shouted out loud having enough of his conscious talking to him like that.
'Shut up just shut up will you! I agree! I agree that I was too stubborn and I also agree that I didn't do it for Sneha but what can I do? She made a promise to me that she will never let me enter her life again! That it was because of me that her life had become the way it turned out to be be4 she left! That it was my fault that she would never be able to love again! And its because of me that she won't love ever again! All because of me………'

He broke down crying his eyes out. Anurag, who had witnessed the scene came rushing forth to his son. 'Prem!'
Everyone had gone to bed and Bajaj family had gone. Anurag had come to check on his son when he had heard the voice of Prem shout out! He knelt down to his son's level and started to hug him tears forming in his own eyes while his son continued on crying for the loss of his love.
Anurag rocked him back and forth as if Prem was that once 1 yr child that they had lost to Komolika and started to soothe him.

P: I've lost her pa! I've lost her! She will never be mine now! NEVER!

He continued to cry wishing that his mother was here to comfort like how his dad was comforting him but he knew that he was far 4rm it. His mother was in London with Mukti probably having the time of her life as well, enjoying every moment of it.

P: papa why did this happen? Why did I support Sharad when I should have supported Mukti and ma? Why did all this have to happen? Why am I such a bad person? Why is everyone always angry @ me? First it was Mukti, then ma, then Tushar bhai and even Kasak! Are u gonna be angry @ me too papa? Please don't leave me papa! I don't know what I would do without you! I lost my papa once and I don't wanna loose him again! Please papa say that ur gonna be with me, say that ur gonna help me?
Anurag looked @ his helpless son, who was in tears and was completely broken down. Prem looked like a lost boy who didn't know what to do @ times such as this. A child would always go running to his mother in such cases like this especially if he was a boy. It was always considered that the boy was a "mamma's boy" whereas the girl was a "daddy's girl" but since Prem didn't have Prerna on his side, who else was he gonna turn to?
Prem continued on pleading to his dad. Anurag tried calming him down but Prem continued. Anurag then had enough had shouted: PREM!

Prem immediately stopped crying.
A: beta listen to me ok? I'm with u. I always was and I always will be ok.'
Prem nodded @ his father's words still silent.
'Good now lets that cut cleaned up and get u upstairs to bed. Cum on.

Father and son had both communicated in a way that they had both not thought of calling it 'communicating'

Anurag cleaned up the cut, put a bandage on it and made his way into his son's room putting him to bed while he himself slept on the same bed incase Prem started to wake up in the night crying coz of Mukti. Anurag couldn't bare to see his son like this and he knew something had to be done and he knew just the thing! He slept with a smile on his face not being able to wait for the next day!

omg u finally updated n it was totally worth da wait 👏 luved how u didn't 4get da Wadhwaz 😆 da partz with Prerna/Mukti were really sweet u cud really imagine em lik dat dey hav an awesome mother/daugther relationship 😳 da dance part was crazy poor Prem he was gettin all jealous well datz wat he getz 4 sidin with da devil instead of his family 😳 luks lik Anurag is gonna b da only 1 dat ends up helpin Prem get Mukti bac seein as how hez got a plan 😛 update soon can't wait 2 find out wat Anurag is upto 😉