Yaar...it's indescribable the surreal feeling one goes through...We see so many bad things happening around us in the world...but it never hits home until something actually happens in your own place.
I will never be able to forget that day as well as the week that followed...I think I was in shock for that entire day atleast. I was in a class one building over from where it happened, and we had no idea...until we came out of class...and were just walking towards the bus stop to catch the bus back when all these cop cars and ambulances came careening around the corner and then the cops started yelling at us to get back...They surrounded all the remaining buildings at that point as well, and they had their guns out. We got really scared but didn't have any idea abt the gravity of the situation...we thought they were probably checking out random bomb threats. We just managed to catch the last bus off campus...I remember just before we got on the bus, telling my friend that I smell gunpowder in the air...and I kept saying, but the cops haven't fired yet...where's that smell coming from?? It was only later I realized that it was probably coming from the building where the shooting had happened Being a very windy day...the smell blew towards us.
Sometimes I still can't believe this happened at our univ. We're situated in like one of the quietest towns in the entire US!! NOTHING ever happens here!! and then something of this magnitude I didn't know anyone personally very well...but it was a very harrowing experience cuz a lot of my friends knew some of the victims personally...and they all had breakdowns when they heard the news 😠😠I couldn't sleep that entire week...The way they kept broadcasting that guy's face all over the news with the gun in his hand I kept getting nightmares about it.
Oh wow, I'm really sorry for having rambled on like this...I just realized.
Edited by nureat01 - 17 years ago