I hope u are all convinced that Jai is very much ALIVE! Arre usko kya hoga… if something happens to him Ekta can without thinking twice end the show today!
I wasn't in any mood to write anything.. but then realized ke I need to get it out of my system.
Yday's episode was proof enough of what Jai and Ram are to this story… he alone can hold fort for an entire episode and keep everyone glued to the show👏. In his absence every character had to have a word to drag through the episode. Since there was enough drama in the show… they did manage considerably well… they had to. Even though Jai wasn't around… he was very much the soul of the show😳.
Jigyasa was good… she keeps confusing me about what she feels for jai. I want to believe the Jigaya we saw yday is the Real one. Hers was the only heart moving scene when she said 'main unse kaam pakad maaf mang lungi' That was really touching😭. It was so heart moving that Rano went to console her 'mom' only to get taunted at. Ashwini was at her best today. never mind her stupid statement… Aditya effectively called her mentally unsound😆.
Why has Rano become such a weakling? Was she one? I thought she can hold her ground pretty firmly… she keeps breaking down frequently… and Sahil keeps consoling her. it was cute but I am going to get bugged if I see it once again. 😕
Ok… forget the rest… here is the main reason why I am writing this… the Best of Buddies… Bani and Pushkar. I don't believe you two did this to Jai! How could you? 😡😕
Pushkar??? You knew it all? All the time? And you still let Jai roam around in the terror struck city? You saw the man was broken, tired and shattered… the only thing that held on his two feet was his will power and the power of his love for Bani… and u tested that? Without even a slight guilt of doing so? Dosti nibarahe te? Very Good and I am really appreciative about your gesture. But where the hell did your basic human courtesy go? How stonehearted were you to watch that man who literally gave you a new lease of life, shatter with every passing moment😭? I know you trust Bani enough that she would have her reasons and very strong reasons to stay away from Jai.. I don't expect you to take Jai to the place Bani was… but atleast you could have told him that Bani is safe and she doesn't want to meet him now and that he should let her cope with it as any stress or pressuring her would do harm to her and the baby. Itna tho bol ho sakte te na Jai se?😕
And I don't believe you let Jai walk into a dangerous trap. When u knew that guy was leading Jai to a different place… why didn't you stop him? Saying u followed him and waited for him and later saved him… really doesn't square it off. Did u think that person had taken Jai to make a business deal😡?
And why did u wait until the next morning to inform Bani about Jai? Why did you need the newspaper? Unforgivable Pushkar! Jai tho tumhe maaf karhi dega… he cant remain angry with you. What I would love to see is how Pia batters you up😆! And this time I swear u deserve every bit of it😡.
Bani, U too😭? I don't believe you were safe all this while and didn't even bother to inform your sisters… if not jai! Btw Bani what was the need to run and hide from Jai? from Jai? You are angry with him… yell at him, shout at him… tell you hate him, tell him you don't want to see his face and go away. Or atleast call up and tell him you are safe. God Bani… how could you? Jai died every moment you were away… with the fear of losing you or worse having lost you. Imagine having to go through it every moment. He has paid for his sins all this while and over the last two days he has been through as much pain as he has caused you, bani. And now he is paying with his life… How much more to you want to torture this man, bani😭? I can understand U are hurt, he is responsible for your mom's death… but still you should have told him u were leaving, he wouldn't have stopped you if you decided to after hearing him out. Kya zarurath aise jaane ke? I thought you would be different from your Bhagodoon ka Khandaan… with you also running away instead of facing the problem has completed ur family's tradition! Once again u broke Jai's trust, didn't you? He was so sure that you must be some trouble coz if you were fine you would have surely told him so… he wont believe that you stayed away from him to hurt you. Now what is the use of feeling guilty? Bani, I don't understand why you would do something like that. Don't you know to what extend Jai can go to save you? He has shown it on two occasions and there is no reason why he wouldn't do it the next time aswell… with so many treats around… the least you could have done was tell him you are safe and he doesn't have to worry about you. u could have told it to him as cold and as hateful as u wanted to sound… but atleast tell him u are safe. 😕
I know I am being harsh on Bani… but then she let me down😭. You are let down by people from whom u have high expectation… I surely did from Bani… that is why it hurt more.
And what was with her reaction to the news Jai was shot? She was even more responsive to Jai dancing with Roshini… this was no reaction at all! When they showed her hands trembling, I thought we are in for another heart wrenching scene… and I am waited, waited and I am still waiting😕!!! Did her mind even register that Jai has been SHOT and that he is battling for life? She stayed back only coz Pushkar told her it wasn't the right time? Huh😕? Why is she acting like a fugitive? Let her act like this… the police will arrest her as a suspect. Uff! But I a more than sure she will make it to the hospital today… as a doc or as a nurse… with her face covered… God bless her if Jigyasa finds her sneaking in. Why does she have to sneak in any way? WHY? She is the one who wronged, So why is she hiding? jai should be the one hiding, but he is facing it. Bani should too. Bani, ur crisis management has never made sense to me… and this time it went beyond my nerves.
I am only glad that Jai is lying in the ICU… he will get some rest and since he is unconscious he doesn't have to go through the trauma of a missing wife ever moment who incidentally in playing hide and seek with him😡. I can watch Jai suffering a physical injury… I cant see him fall apart ever single moment, cursing himself and scared of lossing Bani. As a matter of fact, if I was in Jigyasa's place I would have mixed a sedative in his water and made him drink it up and get him to rest… anyway I really wouldn't care if my Bhabhiji is home or not!
The declaration of Jai's death, as predicted must be someone's nightmare or Jai's plan. If it is Jai's idea… then I so proud of him…it will be good to see Bani go through the same emotions… Ok, how cruel can I get😡? But kya karoon? Bani was beyond me yday! Well it is no secret that I am partial towards Jai…my sense of right, wrong goes to the wind when it comes to Jai.
The rest of the party was passable… Massi looked like as if her neighbour's son was in danger. Aditya looked in control of the situation and he did well. I loved his lost look when Pushkar came along and assured him. Pia was good as well… don't why I liked the fact she was with zero makeup! I thought that was the only indication that she was worried about her sister and a distant relative called Mr. Walia😕! Ranveer??? Ok! He is forever supporting his mom and her views… wont be long before he shocks him mom with an opinion of his own. Sahil, Rano… never mind.
Chalo… looks like Ram has finally taken the break he deserves. Ram, recover completely, spend time with Sia and Gautami and some back hale, healthy and refreshed. Hum Jai ke flashbacks se kaam chalalenge… but u rest. Will miss you loads… but we know you will make up for it when u are back. Take care.
That's it from me…
Bye for now
Lots of Luv
Anu.
Cricket
