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part 32
It was evening shiv opens his eyes and notices that he was still in dadi's room. Then everything that happened came back to him. He remembered his fight with nikhila and what dadi told him about gauri and Nikhil's past. That why nikhila was after gauri so badly. He looks at the wall clock which says five. He remembered that he had to go to gauri. He promised her that he will be back soon. But instead her fallen a sleep. She must have been worried. "shit i promised her that i will come. pata nahi kya haal ho raha hoga uska. Koi bekar ki tension mat ley le." he picks up his phone and dials gauri's number. "hello gauri" "shiv app" "haan sorry me late ho gaya. Kaisi ho tum. Sab theek to hai na wahan." "haan shiv me theek hon. Yahan pe sab theek hai. App kaise hain gharpe sab theek hai na. varni kaisi hai dada dadi" "haan sab theek hai. Varni bhi theek hai." shiv felt guilty. Even now she is worried about them. Even though people hated her in the house. Even though his mum destroyed her life. "haan gauri sorry me abhi tak nahi aya. But I promise I will be in half an hour" ." he keeps the phone down. I promised her that he willcome but how will he face. He had been wrong and she was innocent. Dada ji who had dropped his contact lence heard shiv. Shiv did not notice dada ji there. His words left dada ji in a shock.
Dada ji was stunned the words "shits I promised her I will come" kept ringing in his ears. He felt dizzy. Shiv was dating another women. How could shiv do this while gauri was out of town. Was he serious about the girl. All dreams that he had about shiv and gauri shattered. He thought that their relationship had changed. but was it all his dream. Why did shiv shouted at nikhila. If he did not care about gauri. Why did he say that respect her as she is his wife. What game was he playing now. Was he thinking af double crossing gauri again. Dada ji decided he will follow shiv now. And find out who is the girl he is dating. Find out if he is cheating on gauri again. In this matter he would have to take vivan's help. "bechara vivan us ne to varni ki responsibility sambhal rakhi hai us ko kya pata ake varni ko us ko soanp ke shiv kya karta phirta hai. Mujeh us ko batana hoga or us ki madat leni hogi yeh pata karne ke liye ke wo larki kon hai." he thinks if he told vivan about shiv he will be proud of him so he heads towards his room.
Shiv was in shower thinking he is late. He opens the shower tap and stands under the water and closes his eyes………..
Shiv comes to the hospital and goes to gauri's room. She was not in her room. He was worried. Where could she go. What happened. He left her in that room only. Where did she disappear to. He goes out and asks the nurse that was standing at little bit away from the door. "nurse where is my wife." she points out in the corridor. Gauri was walking with the help of the nurse. Shiv was crying out in pain "look mrs kapoor you wil have to walk no matter how much it hurts." gauri was so much in pain. Shiv rushed towards her when the nurse assisting gauri signalled him not to. He stopped. Gauri had not noticed he was here yet. Gauri was in pain "me or nahi chal sakti." "fine mrs kapoor. If you are not going to walk you wil be here for a few days and wont be out for a tomorrow." "no nurse I will walk. Me apne pati ko or pareshani nahi dena chahti. Me apni beti ko bohot miss kar rahi hon. Me apni duniya se kitni din door reh sakti hon. Theek hai me wohi karon gi jo ap kahe gi." shiv heard every words of what she said. He was happy this was the first time she accepted him as her husband and said it publicly. He wanted to hear it again and again from gauri calling him her husband.
Shiv came back to reality. He was still under shower. He had been imagining. It never happened. A smile lit on his face. He recalled gauri calling him her pati. But that was just an imagination. The smile disappeared. "mein gauri ko face nahi kar paon ga. Me ne us ke saath itna bura kiya. Agar me samne chala bhi jaon to kya kahon . Yeh ke gauri mujhe maaf kar do mujhe se galti ho gayi. Kya yeh wo saal lota de ga jo meri waja se us ne gunwa diye takleef me. Yaan yeh ke gauri ma ne tumhe mohre ki tarahan use kiya. Takay wo apni porani dushmani ka badla le sakien. Or me ne anjanae me un ka saath diya. Kaise mafi mango me usse. Or kya wo mujeh maaf kar degi. Me ne us ki pori zindagi barbad kar di. Us ko itne dukh diye ke us ko khushiyon se dar lagne laga. Us ko itni takleef di ke us ne takleef ko apni adaaat bana liya. Me ne usse bacchanal tak kaha. Kitna waziha tha dukh uske chehre pe. Kya wo khabhi bhola paye gi. Kya me us ke samne ja sakon ga. Us ki ankhon me ankhien daal ke baat kar sakon ga. Nahi yeh me nahi kar sakta. Me ne usse kitna gira hoa sabit kiya. I called her a whore and god knows what. No I could not face her." he breaks down in the shower. "gauri mujeh maaf kar do please mujeh maaf kar dome bohot bura hon tumhare saath na jane kya kya kiya. Or tum ne uff tak nahi ki. Mujeh maaf kar do gauri." he was yelling. "me tumhare layak nahi hon gauri or yeh kehta raha ke tum mere layak nahi ho. Me kitna galat tha." shiv cried. He did not know where the tears were coming from. He could not control them. He cried so much that he did not cry as much on iphista's death.
Vivan was in garden he was on the phone talking to someone. When dada ji came. "kya vivan tum yahan ho me ne pora ghar chaan mara or tum yahan garden me khare jhak mar rahe ho." "acha khair choro in sab ko mujeh congrats karo or saath saath apna kanda bhi lend karo is budhay ko tumhari madad ki zaroorat hai." vivan was surprised . "dada ji khair hai app apne app ko budha keh rahe hain. Mujeh to laag tha ke app 100 ke ho ke bhi apne app ko jawan kahe ge." dada ji looks around and sits beside vivan and whidpers in his ear. "tujhe pata hai ko wo nikama shiv date pe ja raha hai. Gauri ke na hone ka faida utha raha hai. Agar wo kissi or ko is ghar me le aya to. Or to gadhay varni ko smabhal raha hai. Us nikamay ne bola ke me dost ke saath hospital me hon to tune maan liya. Me ne pata lagaya hai ke wo kissi larki se milta hai phone pe baat karte hoe suna tha use. Wo us ko larki ke saath rung raliyan manata phirta hai or to varni ko tambala rehta hai." vivan was shovked. "wat dada ji yeh app kya keh rahe hain shiv or gauri bhabhi ko dhoka aisa ho hi nahi sakta app ko galat fehmi hoi hai" for that he got a slap on the head. "tu bewakoof ka bewakoof hi rahin. Duniya kahan se kahan pohench gayi lakin iss ghadhay ka deemagh theek nahi hoa. Sba ke sab nalayak ho meri biwi ki tarhan. Me ne khud apne kanon se usse kissi larki se kahte suna sorry me late ho gaya me ne promise kiya tha jaldi aoon ga" vivan understood that dada ji had heard shiv's converstaion with gauri. So he agress to help dada ji just to keep an eye on him and be aware of the situation.
Natasha called shiv. "shiv kahan ho tum. Tumhara deemagh to theek hai na. Tumhe pata hai na tumhara hospital hona zaroori tha. Lakin tum to alladin ki chiragh ki tarahan gayab the. Aise niibhate hain apna farz. Doctors bhi tumhara cell try karte rahe lakin koi jawab nahi.phir unhon ne mujeh try kiya or me or machan gauri ko ghar le aye. Tum to kehte the. Ke guri tumhari duniya hai. Or kya kiya tum ne uss ke saath us ko wahan akela chor ke khud ghar beth gaye. Or wo bechari kehti rahi ke shayad ghar me koi problem hoi hogi. Uss ko kya pata ke shiv us ko bhol gaya hai. Us ko lene nahi aye ga. Why did you do this shiv. Kyun tum us ko lene nahi aye. Why shiv." "sorry Natasha aj ghar me bohot problem thi is liye me gauri ke baray me bhool hi gaya" "shiv you got to be kidding me. Tum gauri ko bhol gaye. Shiv ghar me problem to sada rahe gi. Kal thi ajj bhi hain or kal bhi rahe gi. Lakin tum gauri ko bhol gaye. Kaise pati ho tum. Yeh thi tumhari zimedari. Yaani ke abb tumhe gauri me koi interest nahi raha. To theek hai mr shiv kapoor. App mat aiaye. Khabhi mat ayiye. Gauri ab humari hai. Hum rakhien ge usse apne saath. Tum khabhi nahi aba. Mujeh afsoos hai shiv ke me tumhe acha smajha. Tum bhi nikhila unty ki tarhan hi ho." she kept the phone down.
Gauri had heard this from her room. "nahi aisa nahi ho sakta. Har bar mere saath kyun. Kuch sal pehle bhi yehi hoa tha. Me ne apna dil shiv ko diya or unho ne apne pairon talay kchal diya abb bhi. Me kyun yeh galti kar bethi dobara. Mujeh laga tha ke shiv mujeh se pyar karne lage hain. Lakin me galat thi wo mujeh se pyar nahi karte. Unhe to sirf varni ki dekhbhall ke liye koi chahiye tha, wo to sirf insaneeyat ke naatay mera saathde rahe hain. Un ke dil me mere liye koi jaga nahi. Or me yunhi apne app ko dhoka deti rahi ke is bar shiv galat nahi kare ge mere saath. Wo meri parva sirf or sirf varni ki waja se kar rahe the." she starts to cry. No one knew how much she loved him. She could not let anyone see her tears. She was weak but she did not want to make fun of herself in front of every one. One the other hand shiv was crying. Thinking. "gauri I betrayed you again. I am sorry. But I can't do this. Thinking how much I've hurt you.
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It was evening shiv opens his eyes and notices that he was still in dadi's room. Then everything that happened came back to him. He remembered his fight with nikhila and what dadi told him about gauri and Nikhil's past. That why nikhila was after gauri so badly. He looks at the wall clock which says five. He remembered that he had to go to gauri. He promised her that he will be back soon. But instead her fallen a sleep. She must have been worried. "shit i promised her that i will come. pata nahi kya haal ho raha hoga uska. Koi bekar ki tension mat ley le." he picks up his phone and dials gauri's number. "hello gauri" "shiv app" "haan sorry me late ho gaya. Kaisi ho tum. Sab theek to hai na wahan." "haan shiv me theek hon. Yahan pe sab theek hai. App kaise hain gharpe sab theek hai na. varni kaisi hai dada dadi" "haan sab theek hai. Varni bhi theek hai." shiv felt guilty. Even now she is worried about them. Even though people hated her in the house. Even though his mum destroyed her life. "haan gauri sorry me abhi tak nahi aya. But I promise I will be in half an hour" ." he keeps the phone down. I promised her that he willcome but how will he face. He had been wrong and she was innocent. Dada ji who had dropped his contact lence heard shiv. Shiv did not notice dada ji there. His words left dada ji in a shock.
Dada ji was stunned the words "shits I promised her I will come" kept ringing in his ears. He felt dizzy. Shiv was dating another women. How could shiv do this while gauri was out of town. Was he serious about the girl. All dreams that he had about shiv and gauri shattered. He thought that their relationship had changed. but was it all his dream. Why did shiv shouted at nikhila. If he did not care about gauri. Why did he say that respect her as she is his wife. What game was he playing now. Was he thinking af double crossing gauri again. Dada ji decided he will follow shiv now. And find out who is the girl he is dating. Find out if he is cheating on gauri again. In this matter he would have to take vivan's help. "bechara vivan us ne to varni ki responsibility sambhal rakhi hai us ko kya pata ake varni ko us ko soanp ke shiv kya karta phirta hai. Mujeh us ko batana hoga or us ki madat leni hogi yeh pata karne ke liye ke wo larki kon hai." he thinks if he told vivan about shiv he will be proud of him so he heads towards his room.
Shiv was in shower thinking he is late. He opens the shower tap and stands under the water and closes his eyes………..
Shiv comes to the hospital and goes to gauri's room. She was not in her room. He was worried. Where could she go. What happened. He left her in that room only. Where did she disappear to. He goes out and asks the nurse that was standing at little bit away from the door. "nurse where is my wife." she points out in the corridor. Gauri was walking with the help of the nurse. Shiv was crying out in pain "look mrs kapoor you wil have to walk no matter how much it hurts." gauri was so much in pain. Shiv rushed towards her when the nurse assisting gauri signalled him not to. He stopped. Gauri had not noticed he was here yet. Gauri was in pain "me or nahi chal sakti." "fine mrs kapoor. If you are not going to walk you wil be here for a few days and wont be out for a tomorrow." "no nurse I will walk. Me apne pati ko or pareshani nahi dena chahti. Me apni beti ko bohot miss kar rahi hon. Me apni duniya se kitni din door reh sakti hon. Theek hai me wohi karon gi jo ap kahe gi." shiv heard every words of what she said. He was happy this was the first time she accepted him as her husband and said it publicly. He wanted to hear it again and again from gauri calling him her husband.
Shiv came back to reality. He was still under shower. He had been imagining. It never happened. A smile lit on his face. He recalled gauri calling him her pati. But that was just an imagination. The smile disappeared. "mein gauri ko face nahi kar paon ga. Me ne us ke saath itna bura kiya. Agar me samne chala bhi jaon to kya kahon . Yeh ke gauri mujhe maaf kar do mujhe se galti ho gayi. Kya yeh wo saal lota de ga jo meri waja se us ne gunwa diye takleef me. Yaan yeh ke gauri ma ne tumhe mohre ki tarahan use kiya. Takay wo apni porani dushmani ka badla le sakien. Or me ne anjanae me un ka saath diya. Kaise mafi mango me usse. Or kya wo mujeh maaf kar degi. Me ne us ki pori zindagi barbad kar di. Us ko itne dukh diye ke us ko khushiyon se dar lagne laga. Us ko itni takleef di ke us ne takleef ko apni adaaat bana liya. Me ne usse bacchanal tak kaha. Kitna waziha tha dukh uske chehre pe. Kya wo khabhi bhola paye gi. Kya me us ke samne ja sakon ga. Us ki ankhon me ankhien daal ke baat kar sakon ga. Nahi yeh me nahi kar sakta. Me ne usse kitna gira hoa sabit kiya. I called her a whore and god knows what. No I could not face her." he breaks down in the shower. "gauri mujeh maaf kar do please mujeh maaf kar dome bohot bura hon tumhare saath na jane kya kya kiya. Or tum ne uff tak nahi ki. Mujeh maaf kar do gauri." he was yelling. "me tumhare layak nahi hon gauri or yeh kehta raha ke tum mere layak nahi ho. Me kitna galat tha." shiv cried. He did not know where the tears were coming from. He could not control them. He cried so much that he did not cry as much on iphista's death.
Vivan was in garden he was on the phone talking to someone. When dada ji came. "kya vivan tum yahan ho me ne pora ghar chaan mara or tum yahan garden me khare jhak mar rahe ho." "acha khair choro in sab ko mujeh congrats karo or saath saath apna kanda bhi lend karo is budhay ko tumhari madad ki zaroorat hai." vivan was surprised . "dada ji khair hai app apne app ko budha keh rahe hain. Mujeh to laag tha ke app 100 ke ho ke bhi apne app ko jawan kahe ge." dada ji looks around and sits beside vivan and whidpers in his ear. "tujhe pata hai ko wo nikama shiv date pe ja raha hai. Gauri ke na hone ka faida utha raha hai. Agar wo kissi or ko is ghar me le aya to. Or to gadhay varni ko smabhal raha hai. Us nikamay ne bola ke me dost ke saath hospital me hon to tune maan liya. Me ne pata lagaya hai ke wo kissi larki se milta hai phone pe baat karte hoe suna tha use. Wo us ko larki ke saath rung raliyan manata phirta hai or to varni ko tambala rehta hai." vivan was shovked. "wat dada ji yeh app kya keh rahe hain shiv or gauri bhabhi ko dhoka aisa ho hi nahi sakta app ko galat fehmi hoi hai" for that he got a slap on the head. "tu bewakoof ka bewakoof hi rahin. Duniya kahan se kahan pohench gayi lakin iss ghadhay ka deemagh theek nahi hoa. Sba ke sab nalayak ho meri biwi ki tarhan. Me ne khud apne kanon se usse kissi larki se kahte suna sorry me late ho gaya me ne promise kiya tha jaldi aoon ga" vivan understood that dada ji had heard shiv's converstaion with gauri. So he agress to help dada ji just to keep an eye on him and be aware of the situation.
Natasha called shiv. "shiv kahan ho tum. Tumhara deemagh to theek hai na. Tumhe pata hai na tumhara hospital hona zaroori tha. Lakin tum to alladin ki chiragh ki tarahan gayab the. Aise niibhate hain apna farz. Doctors bhi tumhara cell try karte rahe lakin koi jawab nahi.phir unhon ne mujeh try kiya or me or machan gauri ko ghar le aye. Tum to kehte the. Ke guri tumhari duniya hai. Or kya kiya tum ne uss ke saath us ko wahan akela chor ke khud ghar beth gaye. Or wo bechari kehti rahi ke shayad ghar me koi problem hoi hogi. Uss ko kya pata ke shiv us ko bhol gaya hai. Us ko lene nahi aye ga. Why did you do this shiv. Kyun tum us ko lene nahi aye. Why shiv." "sorry Natasha aj ghar me bohot problem thi is liye me gauri ke baray me bhool hi gaya" "shiv you got to be kidding me. Tum gauri ko bhol gaye. Shiv ghar me problem to sada rahe gi. Kal thi ajj bhi hain or kal bhi rahe gi. Lakin tum gauri ko bhol gaye. Kaise pati ho tum. Yeh thi tumhari zimedari. Yaani ke abb tumhe gauri me koi interest nahi raha. To theek hai mr shiv kapoor. App mat aiaye. Khabhi mat ayiye. Gauri ab humari hai. Hum rakhien ge usse apne saath. Tum khabhi nahi aba. Mujeh afsoos hai shiv ke me tumhe acha smajha. Tum bhi nikhila unty ki tarhan hi ho." she kept the phone down.
Gauri had heard this from her room. "nahi aisa nahi ho sakta. Har bar mere saath kyun. Kuch sal pehle bhi yehi hoa tha. Me ne apna dil shiv ko diya or unho ne apne pairon talay kchal diya abb bhi. Me kyun yeh galti kar bethi dobara. Mujeh laga tha ke shiv mujeh se pyar karne lage hain. Lakin me galat thi wo mujeh se pyar nahi karte. Unhe to sirf varni ki dekhbhall ke liye koi chahiye tha, wo to sirf insaneeyat ke naatay mera saathde rahe hain. Un ke dil me mere liye koi jaga nahi. Or me yunhi apne app ko dhoka deti rahi ke is bar shiv galat nahi kare ge mere saath. Wo meri parva sirf or sirf varni ki waja se kar rahe the." she starts to cry. No one knew how much she loved him. She could not let anyone see her tears. She was weak but she did not want to make fun of herself in front of every one. One the other hand shiv was crying. Thinking. "gauri I betrayed you again. I am sorry. But I can't do this. Thinking how much I've hurt you.
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