MANAN DARK FF Zaroorat#4 Chapter 48 on Page 30 MY HELL! - Page 19

So, it was again the Manik. The monster Manik! Did he really sleep with me just because of the revenge? Why doesn't he just kill me ? Everything will be solved! He would successfully complete his revenge and I would be out of this hell. I thought he really loved me. What? No. That monster Manik can't love anyone! He is a monster! But I have few more questions which have to be answered. After a few minutes, I heard the bathroom door opening and the room door opening and closing. I knew Manik left. I got up from the bed and went straight to the bathroom. I then took a shower and then I heard Manik in bathroom. Damn. He was here. The door of the shower (I don't know what is it called) is closed, so he couldn't see me clearly but I am sure he was watching me. He said :"Oh come on Nandini. You are acting like I didn't see it before." Oh god!!! I hate him!!! I said :"Leave me. Get out of here! Right now!" He said :"What if I won't? What will you do?" I begged him. "Please. Go! Just go! Please!" He said :"Ok ok. Chill. I am going. I am waiting for you outside. Come asap! We need to talk!" Thank god. I immediately got out of the shower and took a towel. I made myself ready. I was kept in thoughts of why he wanted to talk to me and about what? I wore my clothes and without drying my hair , I went out of the bathroom. He was sitting on the bed and was waiting for me. He looked at me. He was kind of worried. I don't know why. I said :"Why do you want to talk to me? Didn't you make me suffer enough?" He got up from the bed and came close to me. He touched my wet hair and looked at me. He whispered "You know, I can't control myself. If I would have heard to my mind and my body, I would have took you right here right now!" Oh god.. Did he really say that? That means, he didn't sleep with me just because of this damn revenge. He really likes me. I looked at him and was waiting for him to speak up. But he kept on looking at me. He was looking at me like he would eat me up right now. I somehow got scared but on the other hand, I was amazed of his behaviour. Is this really the monster Manik? I don't think so! Or I guess, I hope so! I said:"Yes, we need to talk." He answered :"Can't we just skip this and come to the actual thing. You know what I mean. Don't you?" He smirked and winked seductively. Oh gosh. How hot he was. Just edible. But I needed to control myself as I haven't sorted out my mind yet. There were some big question marks in my head that needed to be answered soon.
I said :"Manik, please. We need to talk!" He increased the distance between us and said:" Oh.. What is bothering my love cake?" What???? Really??? Is he trying to kill me with his hotness and cuteness? But love cake? Really? I felt good when he said that. I felt special. He took my hands and said "I know, you want to talk about that night. It was a mistake. I know! That's why I called you to talk to you about it. In the morning I wanted to kill you but at night I ended up sleeping with you. I don't know what happened to me. But I came to a conclusion that you should leave. You should leave from here. From this place. From my life!" He took off his hands on mine and continued "I can't be with someone whoes dad murdered my parents. And I even can't kill you. But for now, you are going to stay here. Atleast for some days." I was confused. He can't kill me but even can't stay with me? It's like he can't hate me.. and on the other side, he can't love me. Really? Does he know what he is saying? It doesn't make sense. Frist he wants me to leave.. but then he says I need to stay here. Why? What is the reason behind it? I said :"What? What are you talking about? Do you know what you are saying? I think, you are confused yourself! First you are saying I can't stay here with you and then you say that I need to stay here. What?" He says "Nandini, don't make the situation harder!" I knew that there is something behind it. I don't know what but I need to know. I said "Why? Tell me exactly why are you doing this? Or I will leave! I know there is something you are not telling me. But I don't care anymore! I am leaving! You are no one to tell me what to do and what not! Get that!" I pointed out my finger to him. I was soo frustrated and confused. More confused than I actually was! I was making the situation harder? Really? What is he doing then? I said "What do you think who you are?" He was angry and grabbed my shoulders and pulled me to him. He shouted "Look at me! Have you forgot who I am? Have you forgot what I am capable of? Or do I need to remind you? Hmm?" I said "I am not scared of you. What could you do to me? You already slept with me nor I am scared of death! Now tell me, what are you capable of?" Oh god. What did I just say? This time I went far. Too far!!! His expression in his face changed in no second. He was very angry! First he pulled me more closer to him and then he pushed me to the wall. He came soo close to me that I couldn't move. He said in an angry tone "You really wanna go? Then go! You think this is the hell. But the second you leave my side and this house, you will be in real hell!" What was he talking about? I said "I said, I am not scared of death!" He smirked and responses "Haha... You know nothing baby." He winked flirtly. Yuck!! I hate him!!! Why doesn't he speak up !! I asked him "Why don't you want me to go out? To leave? I know there is something. Tell me! I want to know!" He came more closer to me and leaned his head on mine and said "It's dangerous!!! I didn't want to talk to you about this, to not remind you. But I guess the time has come to tell you." What was he talking about? The.. :O Isn't he talking about what Dhruv did .. what he did to me.. This was the question mark in my head. I need answers! He continued :"Dhruv." I was shocked. Actually I wasn't, but I was nervous! I took a long and deep gasp. He continued "I am sorry. But we need to talk about this. Tell me if you are ok with it." I could only nod. He said "Ok, fine. You want to know? You want to know that I haven't planned this right? That he rapes you. Right? Do you think I have planned all this what he did to you? And do you think I have acted like I cared about you? Tell me! Do you?" He grabbed my arms stronger and I could see the hatred in his eyes again. Like before!