MaNan SS||*New Life with Shrink*||Chap 14:pg 85(22-04) - Page 33

RESSS!!!!!!!!!!!!

awesome they way jotted down nandinis emotions are awesome gal
hats off


awww poor nandu can imagine her condition
its getting worst day by day

at least after seeing her dad condition
i hope she will be Lil subconscious to handle her thoughts

Sorry sorry!
I am on my way... Actually 2 chapters away!
Will red this too!

And yeah! Drashti u said Monday! That's not fair bae! Dhokhha!
LOL! No worries I understand...

Great update ..M lil confused though..Nandini s still in mumbai ryt ?? Ten why has manik gone 2 cochin ?? He still doesn't knw abt her condition rt ?

Emotional update. Luckily nandini I safe. Feeling bad for her dad. I can imagine how it feels for a dad to see his daughter like this. I was really emotional reading it. I think the only medicine for her is manik. And waiting for them to meet. Thanx for updating today. But I felt the update was short compared to ur previous updates . But it was awesome and I missed Manik . Will b waiting for the next update. Update soon.

Originally posted by: mishshergill

Sorry sorry!
I am on my way... Actually 2 chapters away!
Will red this too!

And yeah! Drashti u said Monday! That's not fair bae! Dhokhha!
LOL! No worries I understand...

Res Res Res... hope it will be unres at middle night or late night 3am or 4 am not sure ... :3 ;) in sha Allah...

Excellent update yet again...

Chapter 4

Hmm... Ohky this him thing is irking me now...

"No, you idiot. It's not that," I said and I leaned towards him and kissed him on the lips, my tear soaked face, crushed against his. His stubble felt rough against my cheeks and I could smell his perfume which was a woody smell that I instantly liked. I was kissing joseph for HIM, I was kissing joseph as a repentance for never having admitted to HIM that HE did matter to me, I was kissing joseph because I could never kiss HIM and I was hoping to fill that void that had been gnawing at my heart which I had managed to push aside every time. I felt no love for joseph.
( uff! This was beyond insanity for me... That's urghh! I am speechless... She seriously needs help... It's digestable that she thought its HIM... but for screaming out loud she knew it was Jo... That's insane)

I heard HIS grandfather's voice in my head and I heard his nerve wracking sobs. The recollection of that sound still singed my soul. The guilt again felt in me as I recollected an elderly person crying infront of me helplessly. Words were:
"never belittling love"
( ohky maybe this is the connection to past thing that worsen things even more that time)

Now they are officially in love.. But one sided! Interesting!

loathed myself for lying to Joseph. I loathed myself for not having admitted the truth to HIM . And I loathed myself for not being able to tell the whole truth to Vaibhav. I despised myself for getting involved with three different men. I looked at my face in the mirror. I hated it. I felt if I was ugly then they would not have told me I was beautiful and pretty. May be if I was not good in academics then they wouldn't wondered around me. May be if I didn't had this perfect curves then they wouldn't think to come near me. May be if I wear all behenji type dress then they would not look at me. Maybe I could mutilate my face too. I hated it so much now. All these "May be If" kept running in my mind like a racing bike.

( ohky now this sense to me... This was normal trait I found in her till now!hehe... She knows she did sth unexpectedly wrong and kiss was a momentarily action... Cool! She is normal till now then!)

Ps- I dint find where I res... So here I am posting brand new comments...LOL

Ohky let me hop to next one

Chapter 4b

know how she managed to make it up to my studies. She never let me work and always forced me to study. She wanted me to become a doctor. Infact we both had same goals. Our goal got a determination after HER sudden death that too because of depression.
( we here is Manik and his mom? And this HER is ??? Urghh I am feeling like a dumbwit)

But she is 50 now, so she prefers HARIDWAR more than GOA.Sigh!
( aaa!!! That reminded me of my mom)


When they had first mentioned to me that they would be out at the pub pulling', I had asked Pulling what?' at which they had all burst into laughter
( buhahahahaa! Manik is so cute in a way! And Cabir a casanova! Too much fun)


Ye hath mujhe dede manik" I guess this is the 31st time he has come up with this line to make her laugh. Though he knows it never helped, yet he repeated the same dialogue. he thinks this is the funniest dialogue! I saw her face got more red and I gulped, I am afraid of this mini-7 year old monster. By now I was furious, firstly she is not taking medicine and here cabir, instead of helping, he is just making it more complicated.

"ha take mine, and also add two of these both nurses too which will sum up to 8. Have it and be An OCTOPUS, that suits you better" I said while gritting my teeth, fisting my hand and shooting glare at him. Wow, he looked scared with my sudden outburst and gave a apologetic look. We were having out eye convo, which was broken or too be more precise was happily disturbed by a soft giggle. We both look at the way from where we got the melodious giggle. It was our angel smiling and giggling on cabir's plight. We both looked at each other and sighed. Finally the damaged was covered up and smiled.
((( I SO FREAKING LOVED THIS PART)))

Muskan, her name. someone dropped her outside the door of Institute with a note that as she is a girl we cant raise her as our child. Please take care of her'. Like seriously, what kind of parents would be they who didn't think how she will live here. What if everyone does this. Whom they will get married and have baby boy. They don't even understand simple logic that to get a baby boy they atleast need to have a girl. What a shame on society. Since then I took care of her and she lives here. Currently she is having fever that is why medicine. Look at irony, despite of having no mental health problem she has to stay here.

(( urghh! Such low life's should be killed... I can't believe that such ppl exist but worst part is there are so many to count... Kya karoge agar ladhkee hai paida karoge... Toh bad mein shadi Kya ladhkee se hi karvaoge... bas***ds!))

(( awee! I named her Muskann! Awee! I know what my name was first Muskan only when I was born!))

Hmm! So Manila world revolves around his mom, Cabir and his antics, hospital patients and this little feisty Muskan! Cool!

Oh I am Loving it so far!