Losing Your Memory~A dark MaNan SS Part4~page 38 NOTE PAGE 44 - Page 15

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Chapter 3

I woke up to see i was alone in bed which reminded me about the incident how everything changed how i lost manik how he doesn't remember me. I quickly got ready and walked towards the kitchen. My throat was itching and burning it was like it will kill me I went over to the fridge and grabbed a bag of blood. It creep me out to see the bag of blood, but I had to drink from it. I smelt a wonderful scent coming down the hall as I leaned on the counter I felt my teeth starting to hurt and my fangs coming out. Oh no Please don't let it be Mukti please suddenly the door open and the scent took over me I was craving her blood wanting her warm sweet blood to go down my throat to ease the burning itching pain.

"nandini are you okay?" she asked as she walked over to me. When she reached her hand out I jerk "No get away" I growled feeling like I was going to faint "Please Mukti you have to leave go get Manik please" she looked at me and i got the idea why will manik come for me when he doesn't even remember me. She put a hand on my shoulder and it felt like she was burning me with her warm touch. "Talk to me" I shook my head "No" I yelled. "GET OUT NOW I'm...losing control" She squealed, "Oh" she said and ran over to the door but she didn't get to open it when I ran to her in lighten speed and grabbed her. I pushed her against the wall and moved her head aside and bit down on her neck. She screamed in pain but I barely heard it. Her hot delicious blood seeped into my mouth when I pulled my fangs out and I didn't have control when I started to suck at her neck to bring the blood out faster. I could hear her heart beat picking up in speed as her fear grew. "NAVYA" she screamed at the top of her lungs.

A moment later the door burst open and my body was ripped apart from hers and I was thrown on the table. I gasped and woke up and heard someone fell i stood up to see she fell on the ground her eyes closed. I felt my eyes water up, "Oh no" I whimpered I almost killed her. Navya bent down and took mukti in her arms looking back and forth at me then at her and walked out. I felt so much guilt and pain I brought my hand up to my mouth as a sob escaped my mouth and ran up to my bathroom I sat on the floor brought my knees up to my chest and cried. I almost killed mukti and I had no control of my body I can't believe I just did that. I feel like such a monster and so guilty. She'll never forgive me for almost killing her manik said the lust will go away but it is increasing day by day it's been weeks since i turned and the lust is not stopping. I didn't even realize a few minutes have passed until the door of the bathroom opened and Navya came into view. She didn't look angry but concern. She pulled me close to her "It's okay Nandini I know it's hard" I continued to cry "I hate myself so much I almost killed her" "Yes but you didn't" she said "This is going to be hard and it's not like you were trying" I looked at her "But I wanted her blood so much I was so thirsty and my throat was killing me I knew I wanted something to ease it but I didn't want to drink from her but once I started it felt like I couldn't stop until there was nothing else in her" She pushed my hair back "I know It happened to me also but you learn to control nandini you have too and you are doing good it's i guess the pregnancy which is effecting you" i nodded "manik if he would have been here he would have taken care of me but..." i said while crying "i know i know nandini i get it but right now you have to be strong and handle yourself not only for you but for the babies also"

I got up and walked to the room right now i was really in need of manik hug so wanted to be in his arms but i can't my heart felt cracked up why is this happening to why what did i do wrong to suffer this. I need my manik back i can't live without him how will i survive an eternity without The man i love... just then the door opened and vikram with manik walked in "what happened?" Manik asked as he walked over to the bed where i was sitting "She lost control" Navya said "She bit Mukti it was an accident she is freaking out now" i looked at manik was he concerned for me? that he walked in here "who is mukti?" Asked manik i stared at navya then at vikram "well manik mukti is sister of Aryaman who is Nandini's friend now i told you about the ware wolf remember?" He nodded "so why is she here she is a human humans are not allowed in the palace?" Said manik "this is not 1950 manik it's 2016 things have changed now we live among them and they know about us" i said to him he looked at me like he was in shock "what why are you so shocked it was you only who said humans are not to be harmed by us they are safe among us" "i said that?" He asks "yes you did you are not the same manik who was ruthless in 1950 you also care about people now more than yourself" for him it was lot to take in i guess he looked away from me and asked "are you feeling okay?" he asked me "I almost killed her she's going to hate me forever now so will aryaman" he looked at me hearing Aryaman's name did it affect him that i took another guy's name? "She's not going to hate you it is normal in vampires you controlled that is enough" said vikram "It's doesn't make me feel better she's almost got killed and it was all my fault If Navya wasn't here she would have died" i sat looking at my hands in my lap i was so feeling guilty about all this "it's not your fault nandini it's because the babies need you they made the lust more intense for you the doctor said its normal" said vikram "you just calm down i need you at the throne room something important is up for discussion then you can go meet mukti also Aryaman have been informed too" I nod and look at manik who walked out without saying anything.

I walk in the throne room seeing vikram, Neyonika, manik and the other officials waiting for me "what is this all about?" I ask "Nandini as you know the core nation was about to be held as the babies are born but now things have changed you will be delivering soon but manik doesn't remember anything so we have to hold it for a while" said vikram "how long will it be on hold?" I asked vikram "until Manik's memory recovers" he said. "We can't make him King when his memory is lost and he knows nothing about this generation and the past ones how will he rule" "But that could take months we don't even know what will trigger it back" I said looking at manik who was quietly listening that is so not manik like he never sits quite "but what about the people they will know something is wrong especially our enemies" i say to vikram

"i will handle them right now our main focus is to keep the press away from all this mess" vikram said i looked at manik again "i just wish this wouldn't have happened manik so wanted to be a king" he looked at me "really?" I nodded "i never thought myself as the king me and rules don't follow" he said "yes that's them manik from 1950's talking who didn't care about anything but his life and his wife whatever she said he use to listen" Manik shot up from his seat "Be quite about Alya you always speak wrongly of her? I love her just as you loved mother and why can't you see that I am happy with her?" he asked and my eyes widen tears picking up in my eyes. Manik forgot I was in here because he just turned around and stormed out leaving me here shocked and hurt. I stared down at my lap trying to control my emotions. I tried to remind myself I can't worry about this right now and that I have to take care of myself and continue doing princess duties. As a tear left my eyes I quickly wiped them away as i was about to leave with a loud sound someone appeared in the throne room we all stood still.

My anger rose as i saw Harshad and Dhruv the ruthless vampires who were disowned by the coven appeared with the most dangerous witch Soha i looked at vikram who told me to calm down "hello vikram" said harshad as he walked in "i hope all is well in the coven?" He said smirking and then looked at me "Nandini Malhotra how are you all well in paradise is manik okay? His memory still lost and thinks Alya is wife? Must suck" He winked my anger increased" "You sicken me you did all this you ruined it" I said in anger "well it was fun though I am so enjoying this" he said laughing making my anger rise more my fangs snapped out and I walk to him with speed and threw my hand forward and he flew backwards a few feet away I can't believe I'm letting him get to me. I slammed him back down on the ground and he groaned, but I heard him chuckle in amusement "Ahh there's what I'm looking for" he was enjoying this "I said shut up" I yelled Vikram stepped in between us "stop it Nandini don't let him get to you think about your babies you are harming them" he made me get up and took me to sit down on the sofa

"what are you here for" I asked in anger "we are here to get her back" said Dhruv I look at him in shock "you will never get her?" I said "then you will never get manik's memories back he will be like this forever and the way he is going soon he will have Alya by his side and you will be thrown out of here" said soha smirking I stood up in anger "that will never happen" I shouted "then give us Alya back and you can have his memories" I looked at vikram and neyonika they were also quite so were the officials "think about it you have 10 days to decide or else we are coming for her and you won't be able to stop us blood will be shredded and people will die too decision is yours and nandini you will lose your manik and the father of these babies" said Harshad with fake pity on his face and Dhruv smirked "also nandini as I see that will happen quite soon" said soha giving me a wicked grin and they walked away.

I looked at vikram "we are not going to release her right?" I asked him "nandini let me discuss it with the officials and then I will get back to you" I nod and walk outside... I was feeling pretty nausea so I decided to head out for a walk to get some fresh air so much have happened since manik lost his memory I am all alone fighting all this and can't even tell manik as it is of no use... I was walking when pain caught me I fell down my stomach was paining pretty bad "ahhh MANIKKK" I shouted his name "MANIKKK" I shouted again I can't bear this pain I can't ohh GOD just then someone came and caught me by in its arms I try to see but it was all blur I couldn't figure it out who it was before my eyes closed

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