i m only urs HAMESHA note

[ Hey guys this is a new ff on manan. I hope u
guys will like this story, its my first work I
knw I m not perfect in my English but plz plz
prdon me. plz suggest me guys u find
something wrong without hesitation I need ur
support from all of u guyz.


Prologue

They hug tightly and their tears continuously
falls from their corner of eyes but they
cannot break their hug. They look like they
meet after the ages no one want to leave
from each others they hold tight each other if
grip is loose then they walked far from each
other. They stood for sometime, forgetting all
thing, just hug tightly to feel each other
presence. Slowly Manik loose his grip n broke
their hug , look into each other's eyes. Manik
cupped her face kiss her eyes a lone tear
falls from her eyes, he clean it with his
thumb n say no from his eyes n she do the
same. Manik slowly bent down his face n she
closes her eyes n he was about to kiss
her,she open her eyes with a jerk, while,
reality hit her head . she push him n rushed
outsides leaving him stunned with her actions
.Tears not stopping from her eyes but she
didnot stop n after the some time opened the
terrace door and stood there looking into the
mobile and open the file jaan , flash the
picture while her thoughts lingered on what
just happened a time ago
Her mind replayed all those time when they
spent with each other n murmur to herself
I love u soo much mani but I canot be urs n I
walked far from u. Main chaha ki bhi
tumahare karib nahi aashkti, main chakar bhi
apni beti ko pyar nahi kar sakti( she touch
mobile screen where there is pic a boy
holding doll n a small girl sit his lap with big
smile)I love u both HAMESHA.
Manik: I knw u love me aaj bhi .U think u
walked far from me but u never apart u knw
why I m ur soul n u r my soul. U say u marry
someone but why u don't stop ur body to
feel from my touch .I tried to hate u for what
u did to me but I never hate u, first time I
love u before anything how can I hate u my
princess. We miss u soo much last years .we
love u soo much HAMESHA. P]




chapter 1


Nandan's
prov[/P]

I woke up at 6am in the morning as usual
then I see my husband is sleeping on couch. and I got up my bed and walked to
the bathroom to fresh. When I come back to my room after my bath but there is
no one. I thought he must be gone for jogging. I setup bed sheet n pillow from
the couch. I went to the mirror n put sindoor in hair n magalsutra in neck. I
take kajal n then I see my swollen eyes n once again my mind goes to my past
flashback. everyday when my see my face in mirror I always remember them
specially him because I survive because of him n her. I put my plastic smile on
my lips and walked to the door. I come out my room and directly walked to the
kitchen where my mother in law(anjali) n sister in law(nisha ) are already
present n laugh for something. I went to near them.

me:
goodmorning mumma n nisha (with smile)

nisha n
mumma: morning nani(they usyally called me nani)

then I m
busy to make coffee for me, tea for dad(father-in-law),mumma n nisha,bother in
law ayan(brother in law ) n green tea my husband's favourite. when all are done
I serve mumma n nisha trey of tea to them for dad n ayan bhai.

some one tapping my shoulder I turn back that he is my husband with big smile.

he:Good
morning nandu

me :good morning abhi

abhi ...!!
nandu's husband ..
seems interesting ..
cntinue plz ...

Abhi is her husband!
Sounds interesting

Chapter 2

abhi :my coffee is ready?

me: ofcourse (with smile)take it .

abhi: thanks.. .u know that my morning is never starting a without ur coffee,

me: I knw. first u have it then freshen up.

he walked to the stairs and paused n turned back

abhi:nanu

me:ys

abhi: are u ok??

me(thought): (I have manythingt share with u but I just canot

plz forgive me abhi I canot continue my promise t share everything with u )

ya I m ok (with faint smile )

abhi(thought):I knw nanu u not ok I knw ...

dekhta hai mujhe... kyyun kar rahi ho ye sab??? .. yesa kya hua hai !!...tum itna badla gai ho, janta hu me tumko bach pan se yesi toh tum hoi hi nahi... ??

abhi:then u knw ..today is a big day for u so come n fast ready for ur performance

me:ok ...u go, I'll come after u(with smile)

abhi( thought):past 2 years me yesa kya hua hai,tum apni hasi hi bhul gai...

mai un sab ki tarah is hasi k piche chupi hui dard ko napehchane walo me se nahi hun nanu u knw phir bhi ohi kar rahi ho ...

(thought)ha tumne mujhe kabhi bhi apne gam k bareme bhari hi nahi bataya phir bhi yeh hasi, yeh akhe hamesha mujhe yehi indicate krti hai nanu..,.

...har bar kiu lagta hai mujhko tum har par tadpiho kisik liye..kiu lagta hai mujhe tum ji rahi ho bash kisik intehaan me...

kiu baar baar me nachahe k bhi ohi par pugta hun tum meri kabhi nahi hosakti

..bahut pyar karta hu mai tumse bachpan se , bas jata na kabhi nahi chata hu, kiuki mujhe tum apni dost samjhti ho aur me tumhare iss ristek k liye... hamesa yesehi reh sakta hun...

abhi :ok I'll go

me:ok

He rushed the upstairs leaving nandu alone. He unlocked his room and entered the room

Otherside

nandu( thought ) :o sab kuch najante hue hi bhi sab janta hey

humdono ko pata hey me sab ko fool bana sakti huun par tumhe nai

he knew I m not comfortable to share it with him yet so he just returned with his best big smile, went to the bedroom...

Sometime I feel so bad for him but I cant give him that love which is already given someone.

I knew o pati hai meera ,phir bhi kabhi apne hak jataya nahi ,kabhi kehta bhi nahi ,usko pata ha,me sirf use apna yek close frn samajthi hun, o ohi dekhata hai mujhko aur ohi jata ta hey

...I knw he is perfect ,he is best friend, caring ,understand me n I knw he loves me a lot not anyone love me like this but I just can't love him. but I always love him as a friend, as a special and as a close or best friend but I don't love him like he do. he is genuine a good person like everybody wants

He is good looking, tall height with good smile and he is CEO of Thakkar fashion house.but I just cant accept him like he do.

My trance is broke when nisha is calling my name .

me:what happened nish anything you need?

nisha:ys

me:What?

nish: u

me:what happened?

nisha:nthing

me:then, why u need me?

nisha: stupid,today is ur bg day n u r not prepare n u stand here like statue.

I knw I knw u love ur hubby very much but for god sake not today nani plz.

u r already late n navya cll me 10 time in last half an hour why don't u pick up ur phn ?where is it?

me: I m sorry nishu I thing I hav forgot my mobile at my room .ok ok I m going to ready n u also ready. By the way nishu tell me na, who is he? I will perform with him for one duet song and I don't knw his name .tell me na please.(pleading with puppy face)

ayan: this is surprise bhabhi . He is so famous is London.

me: London?( my hearbeat run to fst when I remember London n offcourse them)

nisha:kya huha???

ayan :what happend, bhabhi??

me:nthng ..ok i m going for get ready (I sudden change topic without getting any trouble)

tum dono bhi ready ho jana..ok na??

nisha n ayan: ofcourse after our bhabhi performance karne wali hey toh ..

me: ok c u soon

I went to my room n unlocked the door then i saw my husband satanding infront mirror n fixing his hair

then i went to him n help him to wear coat .he wear n give me him best smile .

abhi:nanu can i something??i mean can i suggest for selecting dress for performance??

me:ya why not !!

abhi:plz wear some red stuff plz this colour suits u alot

me: ok (thought red?really?? ..n u by the way tum kaha jarahe ho??

abhi:oh actually i hav imp meeting today so i m ready for office to attend the meeting..

but dont wrry dear i will reach on time and dont be nervouse ...my nanu is best( with hug )

me: thank u n plz be reach on time (with smile)

abhi: ok I m late ...c u soon

n he left the room n I m busy with my one thought

aaj yeh kyu ho ra hai London n red??har bar tumhari yaadein kiun?? kiyun bar bar tumhe yaad kar rahi huun??

my chain of thoughts were broken by ringing tone n I went to the table n picked the call

Me:hi navya...what's up ??

navya:what's up k bachi...(with loud tone)tum kaha gayeb thi mobile ko xod kar?? ...apne pass mobile lakh nahi sakti toh kiyun leti ho yeh mobile huh??tumhe pata hey humne kitne baar call kii heytumehe hum pareshan horahe thee kahi tum bhaag toh gaai na??tum he pata hey mujhe to soch soch k dar lagrah tha... yesa huua na, mujhe toh ,o principle na kache kha jata ???phir nishu k call k thodi relief hui phir bhi tumhare aawaj se confirm karne ki jarurat thi hey mata raani yeb kab sudregi??i apna mobile aapne pass rakhna kab start karogi huh??o hello yeh kya hai?? jawab kiyun na dii ho??kabse hum bolihi jare hai bolne ka iradahey bhi ya nahi??

me: kuch bolne de toh bolungi na kabse boli hi jarahi ho ..(with constant smile)

aur rahi baat bhagne ki aab ma bhag k jaungi kaha ??tum sab ko xodh k?(thought...yek baar bhag chuki hun, usski result dekh chuki huun... most imp person khoya tha.. abhi nahi yesa kar sakti main..aur himmat nahi hey mujhe bhag jane k)

navya:hey where r u? r u there??

me:: ya ya ok I m ending cal n for ur information I m going for get ready agar time pe aai nahi toh tumhara alarm nahi rukega mujhe dekh kar latee hone par..

aur darna mat me time pe pauchungi ok c u soon

n after ending the call, I went to washroom with picking red saree from cupboard

after some time I m standing infront of mirror with wearing red saree then touch up face with some little makeup n ready with red saree ,chain on neck n simple &small earrings

when all done I took my all necessary things n went downstairs.

Mamma was standing there with breakfast."thank u soo much mamma but I m late, I cant, srry"

mumma:chup chap bheto aur yeh nasta karo ,mujhe koi baat sunni nahi hay.. aaj tumhara bada din hey, I knw beta par yeh kya baat hui bade din me bhuk nahi ragtai kya ??? ?tumhari husband le mujhe saf saf keh kar gaya hay" kuch khane k liye plz kehdena nahi toh bhukhe hi jaiyegi "

me:ok but thoda sa mamma

(I simply took juice n drank it n took apple)

bus hogaya na, plz I m not that much hungry ...plz aab jaldi wish kardo na plz.. n mumma sab time pe aajana, ok??

mamma:ok ok (with hug) best of luck dear, do ur best(kiss on forhead)

Me:ok mamma cu soon plz jaldi anan ayan n nisha ko lekar

aur haan papa toh ohi pe honge na??

mamma:ya ,ur papa is there don't wrry o xodhne nahi tumhare sath jab tak hum napauche... so acche se jana n practice kara lena, hum aate hey ...(with big smile)

me:ok

I went to the main door when door is unlocked cold wind touched my face n I closed my eyes immediately

thought): kiyun yeh hawa ka jahaka mujhe tumhare yehsas dira rah hey ...

kiu lagrah hey tum yehi kahi ho mere pass...mujhe pata hey tum yeha nahi ho ,iss country meh hi nahi ho phir tumhara hone ka yehsas mujhe kiu horah hey...,

I knw my story is so boring but I'll try my best.

I knw I knw aaj bhi manik ki entry nahi hui ..Hero ki entry toh last mehi hota haina hehhhe

Do comment gys plz plz

Awesome...story its nt at all boring...

Loved th e jhatka of nandu and abhi...

I guess...yeh sab manik ke baare mein soch rahi hai nandu...

Loved the parts

Continue soon


LOVE
SANJANA

awesome update...

loved it so much...

its very interesting not boring at all...

a bit surprised that nandu is married to abhi...

maybe all of them are planning to bring manan together...with the concert and all...

abhi ellis her to wear red and the mention of london and her surprise...

can't wait to see what happens next...

keep up the good work and continue soon...

Awesome!
Amazin'
fantastic
fabulous story
loved it
it's very interesting
continue soon

Interstng n differnt concpt
Ye toh jhatka mil gea nandu n abhi...
I think wo manik ke baare mein soch rhi thi aur iske saath manik hi hoga jo perform krega...
Lovd it
Continue soon

Originally posted by: Cutesanjana1008

Awesome...story its nt at all boring...

Loved th e jhatka of nandu and abhi...

I guess...yeh sab manik ke baare mein soch rahi hai nandu...

Loved the parts

Continue soon


LOVE
SANJANA

Originally posted by: sharon.babu

awesome update...

loved it so much...

its very interesting not boring at all...

a bit surprised that nandu is married to abhi...

maybe all of them are planning to bring manan together...with the concert and all...

abhi ellis her to wear red and the mention of london and her surprise...

can't wait to see what happens next...

keep up the good work and continue soon...

thank u soo much for ur comment
i hope ur guess will be true
but kya hoga kisiko pata nahi khud mujhe bhi!!
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