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Beautifully written as always. I missed your words this week. Your words give MaNan such depth that they become beyond magical to me. I loved Manik and nandini's thoughts you have penned. They were perfect.
She needs him. She feels nice when he is beside her. But now she is unable to recognize her need. She is not sure how she feels and what she wants. When she herself not sure of how she feels how can she ask him to follow her and be there for her. How can she smile for him and hug him and shine for him when she doubts her own actions and abilities. How can she feel his need for her when she can't understand her need for him. So she left so that she could sort out herself. So that she could recognize those overwhelmingly beautiful feelings she felt for him. She wanted to go back to being the girl he loved. The girl who would shine for him and not someone who made him burn. She wanted to make him smile and not be the reason for his guilt and sorrow. She wanted to be his guiding light not the reason to pull him back into the darkness she once rescued him from. She loved him enough to leave him so that she could come back to him as his shining star. U ff!!! Babies and their love.
While equality has been established between manan, it had mostly been Cabir who sustained the relation between cabir and raghav. He was turning the house upside down with hunger, but when saw his R the food lay forgotten at his feet. All the hurt and disappointment was forgotten at that moment as he hugged his love. His sorry didn't matter to him, the abandonment didn't hurt him as he embraced his love. This it was cabir and not manan who touched my heart today. I hope he would get his closure so that he could find someone who deserved him.
Again I can't tell you how much I missed your words!! But this was totally worth the wait.
