Originally posted by: maankigeet4ever
think i said in a post once that Manik forgives no one for hurting his Nandini, especially himself. And he forgets nothing ! He knows how much pain she suffered initially, how many countless tears she has shed because of him ? And imagine a man who couldn't even say sorry before, he had to be scolded to say sorry, is now kneeling down in front that same woman with his head bowed asking her to share his life with him but not before he apologizes for all his past mistakes. Manik Maltorta's honesty is going to freaking break my heart..cause of all the joy his words bring to it. "You changed my life forever." We all know of the beautiful change Nandini has brought to Manik's life , we all see, the world sees it, Nandini sees it too but when a man confesses openly, You have changed my life, you have made it beautiful, you have taught me how to life. That kind of honesty really has a way of making a girl fall even more madly in love with such a man Like i said..the PHEELS..and like Twinkie: May our heartbeats RIP on the actual confession day.
"I can live without you..even for one second he says". To not be able to live without a person, to need them to breathe and be alive. I remember talking about it as a lifelong need on the day Manik made that contradicting claim of not being able to live with her and not being able to live without her. And now all the confusion is cleared because there was never any to begin with. it was just his twisted mind and his battered heart battling it out. Now the heart has won and now he can be honest and say it: I can't live without you, you are the very oxygen i need to breathe, your smile has to be the reason for being, your laughter is the most beautiful sound and i need to hear it everyday, i need to be reason for your joys and happiness, your positivity, i need it to shine into my life. I just need you, all of you, i need all of you. And his eyes, his goddamn beautiful eyes speak of the same truth. They are telling her too, they can't live without the sight of her everyday. The eyes, they are the window to one's soul and Manik has laid it out there for her to see him today, no veils, no masks. THAT LOOK, yes that look. SWP, i know exactly what look you are talking about. The way he looks at her, with adoration, with love. His eyes shining so clearly with all the love he has for her, the remorse he still feels over his past mistakes. OMG my poor heart.
I gotta stop..like i gotta stop cause i need to save words for the real episode and here i am going off like a crazy person.
- Twinkie's Sunny and SWPs ReyRey <3
p.s this signing business is getting kinda tough with all the names we have going around..lol.