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eveline

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Posted: 10 years ago

And these words...uttered in sheer helpless pain...the gist of Manik Malhotra!!

Manik's words...didn't surprise those who knew him!! He blames himself...like always...he is responsible. He should have known, should have understood, should have guessed what was going in his friend's mind and heart!! He was at fault cause he was lost in his world...sigh!! What...what do we say to this man child now??? Any words??

But then, that's the essence of Manik. When it comes to his loved ones, selfless to the core. Neither pride nor arrogance...forget that, not even self respect!! No holding back...!! He is always the protector, the responsible one...always the one who needs to watch out for others. He cannot see any faults in them...he can forget and forgive all their mistakes (that is if he even thinks that they made mistakes)!!

And just imagine how does the world perceive this man?? Or should I say how does he portray himself in front of the others...such an illusionist!! Such a fraud!!

The pain in his eyes...his words...he had lost the most important thing!! And that rib crushing desperate hug he enveloped her in!! A man hanging on for dear life...his only support..his last hope!! All of his pain, his blind desperation, his rawness...engulfing her, enveloping her whole being...and she absorbed it all!! She soaked all his pain, and in return covered her man in comfort and understanding and hope!! Showered him in unconditional love!! And he deserves it..all!! Nandini today saw another facet of her Monster...the most vulnerable and the most lovable of all his sides!!

The hug...a tragedy in motion, a saga of passion in an instant, a simple expression of pure love that defies the complexities of an impure world!! Two bodies...one entity!!

His apology...simply shows one thing...its not acceptable to take out his anger on her...and a few days back some were discussing did he abuse Nandini in anger?? That one sorry should say it all...he respects her way too much!! She is too precious, too valuable to be mistreated!! He knows the true value of his girl..and never..in is wildest rages and the darkest moments...will he ever harm her...emotionally or physically!! Scarring her will never be an option...

How can he...when she brings him peace, calm!! Always...manages to soothe the turbulence...to ease the pain...to relieve the burn!! She tries to give him a smile ...a hope!! Even in the darkest hour, he acknowledges and appreciates her positivity...!! How does she do it?? Cause she is the ying to your yang...the light to your dark...the hope to your hopelessness...the positive to all the negative that has marred your life..Manik!! Her spirit..infectious...contagious...tainting Manik with the bright colors too!! He just cannot escape her positivity, he just cannot ignore her shine...

The pain in his eyes...when again Dhruv lets him down!! Parth...what an expression...wow!! Take a bow!! An amazing scene...yes Nandini...you are right in your positivity..but he knows this world too!! He knew exactly how his buddy would react..feel..think..act...!! The show stopper...he puts his misgivings on the side and listens to her. So Manik Malhotra...are the cars flying??

That vacant barren look in his eyes... is exactly how a soul feels when its pierced and seared with pain!! He takes it in...all in!! Hoping for a better tomorrow...and there will be...cause now he is not alone!!

Manik's impatience in the morning...so endearing!! So heart warming...!! His faith in his buddy...his desperation for all things to be set right...his wishful and wistful attitude and the sheer joy reflected on his face when Dhruv calls...and the way he shared his happiness with his best friend, philosopher, guide...his love...his life...Like a happy little child he drags her to show her his reason of joy...he wants her needs her by his side...he won't let go of her tiny hand...cause that's his anchor in this storm...

but..Life...kills...literally!!

Tomorrow one more shattering blow...tomorrow he faces another test of fire and faith...one more lesson of life awaits...one more sucker punch to be taken on the chin...well...he stands tall, with his strength right next to him!! He was always a fighter and a survivor with Nandini by his side...he is invincible!!

Manik Monster Malhotra...from all shades of black to gray to white...his journey continues..

P.S...Yes Cabir...she is with him..so now you can rest for a while and lighten the burden from your shoulders!! You see its not easy to step in Manik's shoes...And Mukti...OH GOD...no...this shouldn't happen to any girl!! When will this girl stop suffering...when...

Edited by eveline - 10 years ago

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neelakshi.swain

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Posted: 10 years ago

Pain is equaliser...pain binds people...pain incapacitates...as relations warrant pain...but best steel is forged only in fires of hell...

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eveline

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Posted: 10 years ago

Originally posted by: neelakshi.swain
Pain is equaliser...pain binds people...pain incapacitates...as relations warrant pain...but best steel is forged only in most unpalatable situation ...

Agreed...pain is the true test of love and faith...the hands that hold you in your most painful time, are the hands you never let go of in life!!

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amisuv

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Posted: 10 years ago

" Bhai " " Hisaab rakh raha tha " " Most important "

The hurt, the pain, the tears... He was not able to word it. His tears giving him away. He had lost the most wonderful relation of his life. His best buddy walked away, leaving him all alone. Shattered.

But Manik, being Manik, blames himself for this fiasco. Are we surprised? Not at all. With his friends, Manik was always the care giver, the protector. As u said Eveline, no ego, no arrogance, no holding back...

But today he lost that title. His most precious relationship, that special bond broken and he is the accused, guilty party. He erred, that's what he wants to believe. But this boy still having no animosity for his buddy who pounced on him and made some tasteless allegations...

And then he breaks down. Weak, feeble, lifeless... But she was there to comfort him and relive him of all his pain. His clinging onto her, his desperation for her calmness.. Manik Malhotra finally let of of himself. No holding back, crying his heart out, all his frustrations, his sadness. Hugging her and losing himself...

The peace restored finally. It had to be her always, calming him down. How adorable that bench scene The sukoon on his face lying in her lap. His sorry, wow that was a first indeed Manik Malhotra 😃 and her face lighting up with that pleasant surprise. Forgot to mention his casual dialogue " but Maine toh kuch kiya hi nahi " ohh god Manik, toh hum bhi toh yehi Bol rahe hain, kuch toh karo 😆

Yes Eveline, Manik and his respect for his girl. The guy literally worships he and we term his anger as abuse 😕

The hope talk and him getting influenced with her positivity. He wants to believe again. He tries contacting Dhruv but alas buddy still in a bratty mood. Again accusing Manik to be selfish. " Mera kya " wow that was such awesome voice modulation Parth 👍🏼

Morning after. Her hope seems to be winning as Dhruv calls him. That instant happiness, that beaming infectious smile 😃 The need to share with her, this moment. Aww I loved that he never left her hand till he reached Dhruv in the Audi. His shining star right beside him.

But wait Manik, this was momentary. Dhruv not reciprocating his hug sending the message that things are still stalemate.

Tomorrow a new battle begins Dhruv being used as pawn by the Pandit. But as u righty said, he is a survivor, the invincible. He will come out even stronger from this and his faith in relationships will be restored.

Word to this wonderful team, a mid week episode generally a filler but not today. The story moving ahead at just the right pace, all characters being explored and actors giving their best shots ( maybe not all 😆 😉)

Parth carried on the great work from yesterday and what amazing restraint in the breakdown scene. And Niti complemented beautifully. Her smile while teasing him was so cute.

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maankigeet4ever

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Posted: 10 years ago

Beautiful..beautiful..beautiful..

Today's episode was another emotional roller coaster and you penned it beautifully.

Manik's pain and devastation brought tears to my eyes...and he blames himself ! i i feared that yesterday because that's just how this selfless this twisted soul. Somewhere he feels the fault lies in him and my heart aches for this soul.

Nandini is truly his companion, even in pain. She is there to catch him as he falls in utter defeat..for once..he doesn't have to be alone ! The bone crushing hugs...her tender care, her tears at his tears...all just brought tears to my eyes.

And in the morning..he is so hopeful to patch things up with his buddy. Shows the positive effect Nandini has had on his life..."your hope..always wins ?" This one sentence said so much for their relationship.

Manik suffers yet another hard hit tomorrow. Thou he will figure out the divide and rule game the Pandit is playing but that doesn't mean that it won't hurt..it will but i am so glad that he has his love, his partner, his companion standing next to him.

Lovely as always Eve, i happen to read all your daily posts just don't get to comment as often as i would like :)

- Reya <3

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Yashi

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Posted: 10 years ago

As usual ur post is the mirror of the inner turmoil of manik...u never fail to explain it with each and every detail..and the way u described nandu-manik bond is just amazing...👏

such a emotion filled episode...tears and smiles of Manik...hopes and positivity of nandini, Anger of Dhruv, concern of kabir for his friends and last but not the least vulnerability of Mukti😭

Today my heart goes to Mukti..that boys hostel scene was😭

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LIKEDMG

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Posted: 10 years ago

Waiting for ur post..true..Manan gave us feeling of one soul in 2 bodies..parth surpasses his own performance every day..I feel Utkarsh need some rehearsal..Bcoz hurting Manik isn't easy for Druv also even he is so insecure..I don't feel it from Druv side .. Writers shud give some scenes of druv's angle too..Charlie is better.. I always feel mukti is a char like Manik outside strong but inside hunger for love..Manik 's outlet is anger n mukti's sex...but Charlie never let me feel for the char.. Don't know why ..'..

Nice review..

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eveline

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Posted: 10 years ago

Originally posted by: maankigeet4ever
Beautiful..beautiful..beautiful..
Today's episode was another emotional roller coaster and you penned it beautifully.

Manik's pain and devastation brought tears to my eyes...and he blames himself ! i i feared that yesterday because that's just how this selfless this twisted soul. Somewhere he feels the fault lies in him and my heart aches for this soul.

Nandini is truly his companion, even in pain. She is there to catch him as he falls in utter defeat..for once..he doesn't have to be alone ! The bone crushing hugs...her tender care, her tears at his tears...all just brought tears to my eyes.

And in the morning..he is so hopeful to patch things up with his buddy. Shows the positive effect Nandini has had on his life..."your hope..always wins ?" This one sentence said so much for their relationship.

Manik suffers yet another hard hit tomorrow. Thou he will figure out the divide and rule game the Pandit is playing but that doesn't mean that it won't hurt..it will but i am so glad that he has his love, his partner, his companion standing next to him.

Lovely as always Eve, i happen to read all your daily posts just don't get to comment as often as i would like :)

It was...wasn't it?? So lovely...all the emotions in full glorious colors!! MaNan...they take my breath away!! So much of wisdom and maturity at such a tender age...but I guess this is exactly the age when most of the lessons of life are learnt..so no surprises there!!

He is as magnificent as she is superb!! They both such perfect creations of nature..one the answer to the other's quest...she brings him peace...he brings her spirit...she brings him calm...he brings her courage...she is his respite from battles and he teaches her how to fight...she teaches him control and he teaches her how to let go and be free...

Yes...tomorrow brings another story..but he is well equipped to deal with it!!

Thanks for your daily support...I appreciate you taking out time and effort ...hope you can share more!! 😊

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eveline

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Posted: 10 years ago

Originally posted by: --Yashi--
As usual ur post is the mirror of the inner turmoil of manik...u never fail to explain it with each and every detail..and the way u described nandu-manik bond is just amazing...👏

such a emotion filled episode...tears and smiles of Manik...hopes and positivity of nandini, Anger of Dhruv, concern of kabir for his friends and last but not the least vulnerability of Mukti😭

Today my heart goes to Mukti..that boys hostel scene was😭

My words just reflect their hard work...their performances...their expressions!!

Yes...it was such an emotional rollercoaster...the highs and the lows stealing our breaths...but then every cloud does have a silver lining...a rainbow follows rains...whether visible to our eye or not is a different story althogether...

...Mukti...how horrific...how shocking!!