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Rida

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Posted: 10 years ago

#21

Originally posted by: payal_diya
Awesome post. And the quotes..Aahh..!!
No one can understand him better than you. Your words for Manik and his actionsmakes me believe that he is not just a fictional character. You take him to that level which makes us fall for him again n again irrelevant of what CVs try to portray.
Tbh in love with your words. :) <3

Aww THANKYOU SO MUCH <33 I try.😳
this be so sweet of you! Thankyou so so much! i be so glad and humbled that you agree with whatever i've to say about him.😳
AGAIN🤗

It's all Manik

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Rida

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Posted: 10 years ago

#22

Originally posted by: moonstonespirit
Awesome post!!!
It left me tears...

The boy has a heart of gold. He can never hurt her without hurting himself for her every pain is his to bear... He lived in a illusion for years and now that he has found something so real in life, he is scared to embrace it fully. He can neither hold on nor let it go...
He knows what it feels like to have her in this life and he wants it so badly too... but poor bacha is scared of getting hurt in her love, of losing control. More than that he is afraid of hurting her with his monstrosity...

All his life he has been controlled in someway or another. He knows the power and control she has over him and he is afraid to give in completely for the second time.

Thankyou <33🤗

^^ WORD TO THAT!! you summed it so perfectly. He loves her so much but all the emotional abuse, the torment, the scars of his past, all the atrocities he's went through, wouldn't let him know how to love. He loves her, but he doesn't even know how to show it or conceal it. It bleeds through his actions, speaks in the tautness of his jaw when his face's hurting with the pain of the tears he tries hard to stop. Without her he's a breathing carcass. With her he's so complete he fears bursting or tainting her or himself. He cannot find his identity and the dark is so beckoning. Only this time he can't make it back to the darkness no matter how hard he wants to. She's standing in the way.

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amisuv

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Posted: 10 years ago

#23

' The fact that he loves her beyond the point of return and that there's even a 0.0001% chance of being incapable of winning her complete trust, is driving him crazy. He wants to do it. He wants to get on his knees, bend his head and cry out and tell her that he needs her belief, he needs her solace, he needs her to trust him to emerge from the storm and find himself, because nobody has ever thought he could, because he'd never known if he would, because if she doesn't give him that, he'll be lost, he'll be consumed, he'll be thrown apart. "

Words.. Beautiful yet powerful enough to make us emotional... Thanks Rida 👏

He who never faced defeat, is now on the verge of giving up this facade. He has lost the will to fight with her, he is at the point of surrender. To this boundless love, her love... He was never the monster... An Illusionist as you rightly said.

Edited by amisuv - 10 years ago

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Rida

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Posted: 10 years ago

#24

Originally posted by: -sylph-
Rida, this was amazing. So well written. ❤️
You just made me cry more now for Manik, despite the nice ice cream Manan scene, all i could think of was about Manik , his pain, his loneliness and how no one not even one person gets the real him, or tends to his wounds. The way each and every member of fab4 speak about him, none know him. The life he was living all these years and how much Nyonika and his father have scarred this boy, no one to care for him and love him or be humane to him. 😭😭

This boy loves like no other, i just cannot get over how he least bothered about his own pain and just rushed to make her feel better and just the gesture of bringing in so many flavors and keeping in check with her likes and dislikes.

All i can do is now, quote chachi words to nandu, "Sach main Manik hi hai woh, samabhal kar rakhna use". I can only hope and wish Nandu gives him so much TLC that he starts healing and gets happiness.

P.s: kamini, nice to know you be zinda still. 😵

PINKSSS!!🤗

How many years has it been? 19? NINETEEN YEARS OF A LIFE LIKE THIS.

All those hours of complete darkness, of loneliness, those long hours when the first time he went to Nyonika seeking warmth and a mother and he shrewdly taught him she won't give anything for free. Give and take. Those long hours of being dejected and hurt and emotionally hungry and abused, of abandonment, of need, of inferiority, of nothing, vacant dark times, of being locked up in rooms, of being so so helpless.
Of having friends but being unable to open up to anyone, of fearing vulnerability so much. Of weaving illusions and never letting anyone see him, so much that when he's finally ready he himself is unable of completely untangling himself from the web he's created. Of fearing the monster, of showing himself to her and fearing her not seeing all of it. Of not knowing where to find the missing pieces of his soul.

and yet being brave enough to love her like a complete madman. This is him. This is his pain and his journey and he'll find his way back to her because he can and because he's worth fighting for!
word to everything you said!!

HAHAA I DEFFO AM ALIVEE!🤣 Missed me?

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Rida

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Posted: 10 years ago

#25

Originally posted by: eveline
You start with those famous Tolkein words...engraved on my heart!! Rida...Rida...where were you?? Missed you during these famous or should I say infamous Manik times. This man child so needed your understanding and advocacy and insight ...you would have won him kingdoms which his sword of aggression denies and your pen of wisdom effortlessly invades!!

EVEEE!!!! I be honored you be here kay!! Tolkein's words are so beautiful, so so beautiful and they just impact you and hit you straight in the heart Studies.🥺 days be so busy, i hardly get time to watch ky2 but i be stubborn and watch nonetheless.🤣 These be such infamous Manik days no? it's like he's shut a window to himself and he's hurting so much in the process. I really liked the last three episodes. AWWW HOW DO YOU WRITE SUCH BRILLIANT WORDS AND THAT TOO FOR ME? I be all on seventh heaven. HAHA you be so much love and i definitely do no such thing, it's all you being so humble cos your words are literally my light on this forum. i hunger for them and the great wisdom that lies in them and the beautiful way you talk about manik and nandini and explain everything <33

Once again what can I say...what can I add...you know Manik like no one else...not his creator nor its actor..sometime I wonder what would have happened if you were a part of the KY2 crew...now that would have been heaven on earth!!

WHY SO SWEET EVE? <33 They'll throw me out the first day cos I'll take pity on the boy's blue balls.🤣 🤣🤣🤣

Coming back...Manik...I love him cause he is flawed like me...imperfect like me...wrong and wronged...aggressor and the victim...he takes pain like no one and gives pain with equal relish...he knows life more than the sages and lives life like the kings!! He is a beacon for many but lost within himself. He leads and yet he pleads!! He loves to hide and yet is all out in the open!! He protects and seeks protection himself. He has never known love all his life, yet the way he loves few have learned in this world. He has always suffered the wrongs, yet he has always kept faith in the rights!!

SAME ^ Manik is me. SO ME. Flawed, so flawed, oblivious of clarity at times, struggling but giving his best, trying again and again and emerging through storms of his life. I love him dearly and madly and that's because i see the scars he bears and his maddening fear and all I want to do is engulf him in such a big big hug. I'm in awe of him. He doesn't let his pain define him. He always emerges stronger. WORD TO ALL THOSE WORDS ^^^ AHH. he leads yet he's so lost, he needs, he wants it all so badly. He just wants a break and breathe properly, of have a life where his scars don't bleed and his actions don't come back to haunt him when he tries to get up on his feet. He's seen the ugliness of emotions all his life yet he found in himself the power and vulnerability to love so madly. Or maybe it's because for the first time in his life he found something so precious, something he wants to cherish with all of him, with all he is.

A soul full of contradictions and that's what makes him so real and adorable!! I believe all of us are a mass of opposites...we re discover ourselves with every new turn in our lives...

I will never know whom do I love more...you or your Manik!!

P.S...can you be a bit more regular than the winter snow storms...😆!! Please...its a request...

That makes him so human, so us, so ordinary yet inordinary, and that makes him deserving of chances and a life that's not just a life, but a life of springs and summers of glowing lights and shining stars and colors. He's a ball of conflicts and contraries but within him is a resolve that's resolved to resolve, all of it and the resolution to come out even better than he was. Every new hurdle is humble enough to teach him a new lesson he'd carry with the man it'll make him. A better, wiser, more thankful one.

HAHA when it comes to Manik i'll let him win only because.😆 YOU BE SO SWEET KAY.
Thankyou so much for such sweet words, they're just everything to me and so humbling indeed. HAHA🤣 Man studies are real cruel to me. Way more than Nyonika ever was to Manik.🤣 Imma try my best though.😳

THAANKYOU AGAIN. LOVESS YOUSS!🤗

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Rida

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Posted: 10 years ago

#26

Originally posted by: -mehr-
My hopeless romantic friend, you pen gracefully 😳

If you were asked "what is love", would you imagine it first then pen it or would you live it...

MEEEHRRR Thankyou! i'm a very pathetic hopeless romantic, but i'm one nonetheless🤣

If I'm asked what is love I'll just smile and say 'family' because how can love ever be defined? each of us love differently, love what we have and what we can and how we know to. it's universal, can be anything and everything. All consuming.
For me love is my family and all that it entails. Every little detail about them, especially their flaws. Because they make me realize that while they can be a little too much at times, my love's unchanged, doesn't give a damn. They're life.

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Rida

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Posted: 10 years ago

#27

Originally posted by: amisuv
' The fact that he loves her beyond the point of return and that there's even a 0.0001% chance of being incapable of winning her complete trust, is driving him crazy. He wants to do it. He wants to get on his knees, bend his head and cry out and tell her that he needs her belief, he needs her solace, he needs her to trust him to emerge from the storm and find himself, because nobody has ever thought he could, because he'd never known if he would, because if she doesn't give him that, he'll be lost, he'll be consumed, he'll be thrown apart. "

Words.. Beautiful yet powerful enough to make us emotional... Thanks Rida 👏

He who never faced defeat, is now on the verge of giving up this facade. He has lost the will to fight with her, he is at the point of surrender. To this boundless love, her love... He was never the monster... An Illusionist as you rightly said.

Thankyou so much!! i be so glad you feel so.😳

^^^ ahh these words. He's powerless in the face of her steely resolution, her all consuming love. He wants to now bring the monster and use it and push her away because when she's near its too much, hes unable to take it, unable to stay away any longer, but the monster doesn't work, not with her, she gulps his pain from his own mouth, and when she hurts his pain doubles. He's so so helpless and so in love that he's lost and he's breaking, all at the same time.