The mind vs the Heart! - Thread - I need You! (Day 17); pg 28

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maankigeet4ever

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Posted: 10 years ago

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DAY 12! - Colour and run!

Nandini: waise...toh...yeh sab tumne mere liye kiya?

Manik : yes... Actually I did this because...

Nandini: Because?

Manik: Because...

Nandini Because...?

Manik: Because I love to see you angry!

Oh Manik my dearest Manik...perhaps that's not exactly what you wanted to say. Perhaps you added an extra word in there and what you were actually supposed to say was; "Because I love to see you!" Or maybe that's not it either. Maybe there is in fact more than one word that is unnecessarily used in this sentence. I bet what you actually wanted to say was; "Because I love you!"

Oh goodness gracious me. Just what a beautiful feeling love is. And when two love birds can see nothing beyond their need for each other, it enhances the emotion to such an extent that even the mind forgets how it's meant to function and the heart forgets why it's meant to beat. You only remember the name of that loved one. Their essence flows with every blood drop in your body and their memories flood every inch of your soul. Such is the beautiful bond of my Manan.

I would warn you all before you progress with this post any further. Beware of falling in love with the feeling of love! Beware of falling in love with Manik. Beware of falling in love with Nandini. Beware of falling in love with Manan!

So many questions were asked by her today. And he didn't stumble upon any of them. He answered all of them. If not with words... Then gestures completed his answers. "Nandini, this is just the start up... You have no idea." Oh just how eagerly my baby wanted to tell her that he did all of this, just for her. He left her to solve a riddle at this point. Was he really referring to colours? Because if that's what she thought. Our nandu was missing our Manik's real intentions today. He didn't want to shower her with just colours today. He wanted to drench her in the rain of his love. He wanted her to experience his love. True love. The same true love that she claimed Mukhbi to be really lucky to have. The same true love that she had indirectly asked for him to return into her life. Into their lives. And here he was today. Fulfilling every wish of hers. Fulfilling every promise that he had ever made to her. The promise of always protecting her. And so he did when she first entered the pool. The promise of never letting her fall, and so he did by scooping her up in his arms whilst exiting the pool. The promise of never making her cry, and so far he had only seen sparkles of trust, faith, love, care, worry and happiness in her eyes. No tears.

When we refer to traditions, we often think of them being irreversible. Unchangeable. Permanent. But mind you, ever since Manik Malhotra had his first encounter with his lady love, it's sort of become a tradition of him to break all the previously indented traditions. It started off by breaking the tradition of always coming to college late. All Nandini needed to do was flaunt her most precious smile for him and we saw him turning up to college at 7:30am sharp to discuss the rather forgotten case of Dhruv and Rishab's attacks. (I sincerely hope they concentrate on this in the future actually). Next came the tradition of begging for forgiveness. There was once a time where no matter whose fault it was, the fear of Manik would compel the other person to fearfully stutter a sorry. But when Nandini decided to turn her back onto him after the sacrifice revelation, his need of forgiveness awoke like never before.

And here we are today, witnessing another tradition that has been faltered.

"Manik... What reason do you have to break a twelve-year long tradition of having holi party at SPACE and organising it here...at home?" Ummm Nyonika, isn't it the same reason why you quite slyly manipulated your own son's life a few days ago? Nandini. His reason was, is and always will be Nandini. His love is such that no tradition, no custom can ever obstruct his path of fulfilling his every promise to her. His care is such that if and when pain makes its way towards Nandini, he will go to any extent to destruction that even pain will fear its return near his love. His passion is such that if someone tells him that true love means sacrifice, he will happily sacrifice his existence for her. He felt no need to justify his actions to Nyonika. He felt no need to even talk to her anymore. There may have been a time where out of formality he would have spoken a few words with her but not today. Not anymore. She was the reason of all his pains. She was the reason of all of his Nandini's tears. She was the real culprit of the distanced amidst them. And today he had promises to fill. The promises he had made to her and himself. That he'd always keep her safe. Keep her smiling.

I bet his heart melted just as mine did when she asked him with such innocence if she could drench him in water. It was so endearing to see her testing to see if he would abruptly burst at her. The way she cautiously, step by step positions herself in the most effective position for the prank she was just about to play. Her heart already apologizing for the action she was going to perform. And then she fired! He let her wholeheartedly drench him knowing he'll get his share of fun later. And then once his eyes fluttered open, he realized she was no naive. If he played holi dirty... She played it smart. It'll be unfair of me to not quote that love was in fact in the air today. She ran in the hope that he'll catch her and he followed in the hope that she'll stop for him.

And indeed she stopped for him too, and he caught her as well. At that moment, time seemed to have dozed off. No nose remained except for the music of their heartbeats, no views remained apart from the depths of their love they could see in each others' eyes. The way he so rightfully wipes off the colour of his face with her chunni made her heartbeat quicker. He just knew the perfect ways of claiming his right on her commodities, her heart and simply her. She knew he had her now and it would be difficult to escape once he locked her in his arms. But she tried anyway. And as expected, she was unsuccessful. There was no way he was done with her just yet. He had just shown a glimpse of his love yet. The mystery of the depth of this love was yet still to be unveiled. And for that he needed her to be as close to him as possible. So he bound her to himself with the same chunni which was colored in their love. He knew that knot was the strongest. It was unbreakable. The scene that followed soon after was my utmost favourite. Their conversation. Today there was no mind vs heart battle. Today it was just Nandini, Manik and their love. After what seems for ages my heart felt a sense of relief seeing my Manan converse like the old Manan. The Manan that knew there was an un-named feeling between them. The Manan who knew that living without each other wasn't just difficult but impossible. The Manan that knew that their hearts were no longer their own, but rather each other's.

His cockiness, that one raised eyebrow and that absolutely to-die-for grin, balanced with just the right amount of teasing from her behalf, along with her intelligent remarks and innocent eyes made it a perfect Manan moment. The way she rightfully claimed him to lie to her about coming here and with the ease he confesses to her that no in fact he only had to request to her chachi was just so...so... Heart melting? Like I don't even have the perfect words to describe it. There was no struggle from his behalf of whom to listen to and neither was she hesitant in expressing her right on him today. But like a bumpy road, even the road of love has speed breakers. And as for Manan's case, that speed-breaker is Nyonika. In fact her name is enough. I honestly won't try and express whether Nandini's act of mentioning Nyonika today held a valid point or not because I feel there was a bit of both. Yes, Nandini became the reason of Manik's anger once again. Wounds stung again, they perhaps even bled a little. But the pain didn't last long. My nandu knew how to calm him down as well as how to soothe the pain, And so she did kiss it better with the change of conversation. It was a cherishing moment to see Manik simulate the saying; 'let bygones be bygones.' It meant he has healed a little. And soon he was back to where he had started. Back to letting her experience the depth and intensity of his love.

No no wait I'm not yet finished. There is still a few points that I actually 'aweee'd at during the episode. The fab 5's surprise for Mukti was really and truly beautiful. The really are each other's biggest strengths and we hope they remain that way for the time to come. And omg cavya! Like cabir smeared totally with green and navya with her green chunni... Now that's definitely cute. And the way they made their entry at the party was such a hilarious treat. She really knows how get her work done lol. But honestly, I'm glad for their friendship. It's just so pure and joy-spreading. I still haven't been unable to exactly decode that look of panditji's when he sees Manan running around. But yeh like I had said in my earlier post. It just seems his guardianship seems to be kicking in for nandini seeing that he has some sort of a connection with her grandmother.

And as for the promo, it screamed more masti, more holi, more water and undoubtedly more love!

Here i am..no risk taking today. On from the lappy ( stolen from bro..lol)

We start with everyone else first and then go to Manan. We should never question the bond Fab 5 have, no matter who comes in their life, no matter what issues they are dealing, they can never forget each other. Because they are family. Their surprise to Mukti proves that she had no reason to worry about what they would think of her realtionship with Abhi, when it comes to your family, they always accept. (Thou, i don't get certain people ( ahem alya) that have issues with accepting Nandini as Manik's girlfriend( that's me putting it lightly for lower IQ people to understand, thou we know they are soulmates ). I guess Manik really listened to Nandini when she requested: Let her experience love. And Manik and Fab3 hatched a sweet surprise for their best friend.

Cavya: Navya was the best thing to happen to my Cabs. If he was straight, i would be daydreaming of them being together not that itself friendship is not beautiful enough. They always bring a smile to my face..lol. Navs coloring Cabs green so they become the matching green duo..awww. and my Cabs, he would have picked up those tiffins anyway...but him mimicking Navya was cuteness..lol

Now we go to my Manan. Yesterday at the hospital, she asked him for something: Let her experience love. As i said in yesterday's post, she may be talking about Mukti but she was also talking about herself. Yesterday, Nandini asked her Manik for something and could he ever deny her ? Today on the day of holi, he means to colour her, drench her in red..Red and only red. He is giving her what she asked for: His Love. To experience his love. And for that, everyone and all traditions be damned ! When it comes to his Nandini, no 12 year old tradition can hold him back from giving his girl the happiness she has asked for.

Thou the Nyo and Manik verbal spat was fun to watch.I always love it when he gives it back it to Nyo with the sassiness only Manik Maltorta can manage.

Holi has brought a beautiful change. It has brought Manik's playful nature back, thou Nandini worked at that herself but I feel like Holi is really giving him a reason to let loose. Holi is such a fun festival anyway, where one should let bygones be bygones and Manik seemed to have, at least for today.

So when she very cutely asks if she can drench him in water, will he say no ? Of course not ! he just doesn't know that his girl plays holi smartly ( as you have said). Thou i feel even if had knows that there was colour on his head, he still wouldn't have denied her, not when she smiled so playfully. And then comes my beautiful moment comes ! Manik chasing Nandini, you described it so beautifully. She runs knowing he will catch her, he chases her knowing she wants him to catch him, she will always just want him. And it was my beautiul moment bevause today manan seemed to be back ! after all this angst, pain and distance they went through in the last couple of days (weeks for us) but today they were a couple in love, just in deep, true, everlasting love with each other.

for a girl who claims to hate holi, Nandu sure played a lot of it with him. Once again, red was their colour. And he steals her duppatta to wipe his face, and then they are tied together but hat very same duppatta coloured with their love. And did Manik lean for a kiss ? ahem ahem. okay fine, he wanted her distracted so he could attack but still.

Bceause, because, I love. Pause, to see you angry ! Ha, maybe so Manik because your girl looks darn cute angry but i doubt you went through so effort just to see her angry. You did it because you love her, your happiness means the world to you. She deserves to experience the joy of your love, you love mixed with the colours of holi.

I was pleasantly surprised when despite his happy mood evaporating at the mention of Nyo, he was able to shake it off, thou Nandini very smartly redirected the conversation. I still feel as thou Manik made the ultimate choice to let it be, at least for today. Today is all about letting his girl feel the love !

Pandit. I wrote about him yesterday and then forgot about him in the 2nd attempt. See I like him as the role in serving right now: as a mentor to Manan. I do believe there is a Ams-Pandit connection and hence he is interested in Nandu in a parental/guardian sense. But let's see.

Is Holi gonna last the whole week ? cause i aint gonna complain. Looking foward to more romance and fun filled Holi

edited...wait i have to add something. Sheesh, i forgot too many of my points as i write nowadays..i gotta start making an outline first..lol. I would like to agree with you on the CVs refocusing on rishab/dhruv's attacks. Their significance/connection was never explored by the Cvs. And it may be more important than ever because Alya and Dhruv have somewhat of a relationship. I still stand on the fact that these two made much better friends than they are as lovers but yeah. It will be interesting to see Alya having to cooperate with Nandini because she wants to help Dhruv. And Alya and Dhruv might actually emotionally bond for a change cause nowadays, these two are always pissed at each other but still lock lips..lol. *faceplam*

Lovely as always my love.

- Reya aka Your Sunny <3

Edited by maankigeet4ever - 10 years ago

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Preeshaxo

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Posted: 10 years ago

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Yaaay you've posted, was waiting for your post!

Ok first things first, how awesome was the first scene? It has to be my favourite scene yet.

The way Manik couldn't take his eyes of Nandini and the pure happiness of just seeing her smiling and having a good time made him happy. However I do think you're right, seeing her smiling, safe and infront of his eyes is just how Manik wants it!

How could he not find the opportunity to mess with his lady love again so he got the hose and gave her a soaking, who came to the rescue. None other then our Cabir That scene was pure bliss, the way he came walking over just to hand over the plate 😆 Even Manik was like C'mon Yaar😆

The pool scene is just too awesome for words, they're the only couple who don't talk yet express so much through their eyes😳 He couldn't take her eyes off her and was hoping she'd jump in the pool too, the shall I come out or you come in was just ahhh!!!! My babies are so god damn cute

Oh Panditji, what a battle you have chosen to take part off. I truly feel sorry for you. Today was just a small glimpse of Manik's sassiness, you wait for the main course😆

How he wanted to get involved in the conversation, even offering a drink. Manik will always be there Pandit, right behind his Nandini. You can try all you want getting her alone for a 5 o'clock session but Manik will also be present.

I loved this line ' The war is on. And this time, Manik's true love will fight the battle. His mind and heart will have to join hands to protect the one who is more valuable than his own life'.

I couldn't agree more with that. This will be the ultimate test of Manik's love and boy is it going to be a treat to watch. He won't let the same mistake happen twice, Nandini fell into Nyonika's trap because he wasn't there, this time he is and he will not let anything happen to Nandini again because they'll have to go through him first.

The last scene was just a treat, watching Nandini laugh so freely after so long was so cute, especially at Manik's expense. But he wouldn't let another opportunity slip to get close to his lady love especially as she didn't join him in the pool earlier 😆 As you said holi has come to and end, he was the first one to apply colour to her and he will be the last to apply colour on her. There is no other way he'd have it!!!!!

Lastly moving onto Dhruv quickly, I think this outburst is needed. He's had a lot bottled up for a while and it's time he lets everything out. I'm disappointed in the way he see's Manik now especially after everything Manik's done for him. Its high time Dhruv has some home truth's hit at him and I really hope someone gives it to him... I'm expecting this to come from Cabir, now he knows about Dhruliya.

P.s have you seen the new promo?

I heard Pandit is replacing Manik with Dhruv? What's going on? 😕

Will Nyonika let this happen? Heck will Nandini let this happen?

I know everyones saying Nandini is innocent, she can't see what's going on around her but is this track to help her realise Pandit's intentions?

I know she's a little slow but if she realised what Soha was upto what makes you think she wont realise what Pandit's doing?

I'm still expecting MaNan to be the end game for this concert, I've got such high expectations for the performances, CVs don't let us down

Love

Preesha

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anotheranfan

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Posted: 10 years ago

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Originally posted by: twinkle10
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Heya girl!

So finally ky2 will be back today and seeing the post about niti's twitter pics and all, looks like the announcement of manik being replaced will be made today. And I must say my heart is very anxious to see how this all turns out. We know this will drive manik that extra bit to realise that how important this whole concert is for him because of the hope that is attached with it. As per his challenge to nandini, if they survive till the end of the concert there is hope and we all know how desperately he wants to be able to experience that moment so it'll be interesting to watch how he tries to re-gain his position back into the concert? Also just a random thought, what if the panditji makes it a face-off between dhruv and manik and it'll be like; may the best one win, and the winner will be nandini's partner? I don't know.. it was just a random thought considering they are focusing so much on dhruv's growing frustration for manik. But let's see I guess and only time shall tell.

Also I rreally hope that panditji's prime reason of keeping manik away from the concert and nandini is only because he wants nandini to grow in music and he wants to see her succeed... really hoping that we don't see his romantic but not-so-romantic intentions taking over him here. That will be reallly disappointing because a part of me still wants him to become the reason behind nandini's focus for her music.

I agree with your WH comment. The first episode even I was quite disappointed and there was just like no flow to it. I felt like these weren't really the Fab 5 we knew all along. It was more of just a guess appearance so it was a let down episode but I guess yesterday's episode for me wasn't too bad. No doubt that even yuesterday's episode wasn't executed well because again there wasn't much of a focus on Fab 5 and their history the explanation as to why they are the way they are but to some extent, we got to see an indirect sense of realisation from manik's behalf about his careless attitude towards relationships and love in the early days of his life. I was glad they showed the flashback of V and Manik's friendship and there was a respect from my behalf toward's V's character because she seems to be the reason that Manik found and realised true love today. She was mature enough to reject him as he said because she knew that there was and could only be friendship between the two and that love wasn't just a feeling that you feel when you're attracted to someone or just because you've been hanging around someone for the whole of your childhood doesn't mean they are the one. So yeh... it was good to see manik realise that he was stubborn and his definition of what he thought love was, was never actually applicable. I liked when he accepts that he was always wrong and she was right and how he says but now I have changed, time has changed me. There was that essence that his time with Nandini and just her presence in his life has made him realise of the true definition of love and that's why he was glad for the decision V took so many years back about rejecting him because she was never the one for him anyway.

Oh and yehh I thought there were a few scenes missing from the first episode. I think it was the bit he crashes in the tree right? But I gave up on it haha

Did you watch yesterday's episode?

See you around!

Twinkle :)

Haha i liked your last times Manan discussion for later so i am going to do same :)

On WH, yes today's episode was better than yesterday's but i still felt like there was disconnect. What i saw missing was when V asks him if he is on same level as her and she is right, i would have liked to see some contemplation, some hesitation, some reminiscence of his time with nandini.. May be he was thinking about it on his way to WH after pandit's same question but i needed that to see that realization of true love in maanik. It isnt just his past talk with V that made him realise.. It is Nandini, her asking him to believe in it, asking him to see it in Mukti and Abhi's relation.. so i really needed to see that here for me to believe that Maanik has accepted that there exists *true love*. Offcourse i get what they wanted to show.. and i am not against V and Maanik friendship and Maanik's desire in past to be more than friends with her, infact i love that angle as it gives more glmpse in Maanik and his belief in love, relations etc which even you pointed out.. So all i felt was cheating from what was promised.. I thought of it more of WH episode rather than KYY episode.. Because shouldnt V have puzzled, confused, confronted Maanik who seems to be like very very good childhood friend to her and her being so mature about who the girl is that made him realise this.. Question his 180degree turn... So yeah my complaint from today's episode is more for KYY disconnect from merger than content.. (BTW i ignored race and other scenes because i really just couldnt connect with it.. And the WH student names are too spooky and too confusing for me to wrap my mind around actual episode:))

On bold in your comment.. That would be interesting to see... Would maanik chose to loose just to keep dhruv happy or win for nandini.. This would be test of his priorities.. Remember he had asked nandini(when he had kidnapped her) where does he fit in her priorities.. We really need to see him not repeat the mistake again.. and able to pass his own *trust test* And winning would mean more problems with dhruv and would be interesting to see how that will play out.. How Manan together would sort out problem with dhruv and help him... Wow now i cant think of any better way to get this track moving.. :) Hope cvs get as brilliant idea as yours :)

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maankigeet4ever

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OMGGG..no way !!

i had been hitting the refresh button and then i thought u weren't posting and i go to do something..and BAAM !!

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DAY 15! - The catch-up date!

"Ohh... I thought your heart.."

Finallyyy my manan are back and I can brag about them as much as I want! But I think before I move onto them, I would like to focus on some of the other aspects of today's episode!

Let's start with Cavya shall we. Well well... Cabir as Navya's "boyfriend"... not bad, not bad! haha But gosh I have to admit the look on Cabir's face was absolutely priceless when Navya's mum refers to him as her boyfriend. He really is such a fine actor and truly knows how to put life into the character of Cabir. So a little bit of a bad news... Navya's mum has found out about the baby and whilst I feel bad for Navya because she didn't get a chance to properly sit down and make her mum understand the whole situation, I feel it's better for her that the truth is out in the open now. It had to be revealed someday and I would say the earlier it happened, the better because it will give enough time for Navya to somewhat re-gather herself and fight for herself and her baby in this situation. If she had delayed it, I feel it would have been more stressful for her and the baby because at the back of her mind there would've been that constant guilt of not only committing this big of a blunder but also not having to tell her mum about it. Now that the truth is out, I feel there is enough time for Cavya's friendship to deepen and blossom too These early struggles will teach both of them to become independent in life as well as find a sense of belonging within the company of each other. We will also gradually get to see a sense of maturity and a realisation of responsibility from Navya's character which will assist in her journey of motherhood. I feel whilst 95% of Navya was ready to deliver and give birth to this baby, there still remained a 5% doubt purely because she didn't know how her parents and especially her mother would react. But now when the air will be cleared out, I find that even that 5% dilemma will be eliminated from her mind. She will be fully ready to give birth to this baby after this as she will have a clear idea that she needs and wants this baby for hers This baby, along with Cabir's friendship will becoming the new reason for her life, the definition of her happiness and the new means of a fresh start for Navya. She won't have to deal with the fear of society or her parents. Honestly, I beleive that while Cabir is a little nervous about having this baby being born in his house, this baby will in a way complete his life too. We can all understand his rather hilariously reluctant state-of-mind towards this baby but I can just foresee that during his journey with Navya through her pregnancy and afterwards, he will find that essence of happiness that somewhat lacks in his life. There will be the awakening of tremendous love for this baby in his heart which will introduce him to an altogether new blissful feeling. This journey is going to be very vital in terms of shaping both the characters into more matured, responsible and more sorted individuals. I look forward towards this growth of theirs.

Moving onto Mukhbi. To be honest I'm heartbroken for mukti. How I just wanted to tell her so badly that omg no please just look under the bed once, I really feel for the girl because whilst everyone seems to be making their way to shore in a slow and steady pace, she's still struggling with the high and low tides of her life. We were so happy for her last week and earlier this week because she had started believing in true love... she had started understanding the value of love and happiness and I was happy that she was experiencing it herself. But now I'm just heartbroken to see her back to feeling cheated and lied to. Obviously we don't know yet what Abhi has written in that letter and this story can go two ways now. One would be that he has just decided to leave the hospital because he knows chemo has stopped showing its effect and it's possible that he may have left an address or phone number for mukti. Or this can take on a totally opposite route where he has left with his final goodbye to her and doesn't want her to try and find him. Honestly at this stage I think it's too vague for me to make a final assumption because today's episode didn't explore their situation in too much depth. I guess we shall just see whether mukti gets hold of that note or not.

And now onto my final stopover before I move onto my beloved Manan. So Manik and Dhruv seemed to have had the chance to have a short-stop talk and there was both a good side and a bad side to it , in my opinion. It was quite disheartening to see Dhruv mock Manik about his fan-following and how he repeatedly scorned him for pre-booking the tickets. I actually had been thinking about this for the last few days and was rather disappointed towards Dhruv's absolute null reaction towards him and Nandini. I mean we all know that every member of the Fab 5 is aware of Manik's feelings towards Nandini and they do know to an extent that they share a bond so deep that they will eventually reunite. But I just feel that Dhruv has almost decided to pretend like he can see nothing and he can't hear a thing either. I understand that his frustration towards Aliya has seemed to trigger these volcanic eruptions towards Manik but I feel there is certain extend as to how much you can overlook the reality but at this stage, Dhruv seems to be in no mood to listen to anything in favour of Manik. Like seriously how can he just forget everything that Manik has done for him? Apart from the sacrifice, because he doesn't even know about that at this stage, Manik has always made sure to be Dhruv's shadow, his pillar of support and his ultimate protector so absolutely nothing can cause him any sort of pain. I find it rather daunting that how can Dhruv just overlook and simply forget all of that? He was that one person apart from Cabir of course, who I had actually hoped will help my Manik through this hard time and in fact motivate him to not give up on Nandini. But let alone share his sorrows, he didn't even try.*sigh* I wonder how many more test my Manik will have to go through. Well I guess that one thing good in their conversation was that when Manik tells Dhruv that they need to have a talk, Dhruv agrees to it. Chalo at least there is still some sort of a desire from his behalf to listen and converse with his friend otherwise I think we all know that Manik would've been heartbroken.

And now to the finale segment of my post. My manan! I've got to confess that when they paired up on-screen in today's episode, my heart found solace and my eyes finally discovered delight. The episode started and his car halted to a stop in front of her doorstep and I was happy. Then I saw him abandon the idea of hooting a horn and instead he smiled a small smile to himself thinking about how close he finally was to her and my grin grew. Then I witnessed his adoring care towards her when he says "must be sleeping"... my heart melted because today he was terminating and resisting the idea of meeting her because he didn't want to disturb her in anyway. He was willing to hold on to his need of seeing her, only and only so her sleep wasn't interrupted. But what happened next was the reason of my uncontrolled smile and overwhelming glee. To his disbelief she rocked up at his footsteps, knowing that he wouldn't have deprived her off just one glimpse of himself. She was confident and hence she had been waiting. She knew her hope, his hope, would drag him to the murthy's residence. His need to see her safe and protected, his specs of jealousy, his impatience of seeing just one glimpse of her, drew him to her window once again. And then he opened his eyes to what had been awaiting him for what seemed like an eternity for her. When he saw the lights of her excitement, when he saw the decor of her wait, when he felt the touch of her love; he knew he was home. He was tired but that just made the scene all so much more beautiful. His struggle with himself hardly lasted against his exhaustion. His heart was just too content to be with her. To see her. To hear her.

Manik: "You know I've had a long flight. And a very tiring one. So instead of coming here, I would've gone home."

Oh how just how he wanted to make it all too convincing to her but he forgot in the moment that perhaps he should've considered where he actually was standing.

Nandini: "Lekin, aaye tum yahaa"

She knew she had a clear win. Their hope had won again.

I just loved the way she made herself comfortable on the floor and straightaway started updating him about her day. Oh she really just knows him way too well. She knew his mind would restrict him to start with this catching-up session so she might as well do the honors. She knew the questions that were making errands all over in his mind. And so before he even had the chance to ask them... she answered it herself in a rather teasing manner. "And btw... before you ask about the panditji haan... unhone kuch nahi kiya... kuch bhi nahi". She knew she had sparked the burning a little. It effected him, it was the question that had been bothering him all-day long. And he had gotten his answers now. His smile assured us that.

He figured at that point there was no point arguing and denying her. There was no point denying himself. He had been longing for this alone time with her throughout the whole day so he might as well cherish the moments. His heart simply released his love, care and trust to flow in every vein of his and he again felt that heavenly homely feeling. I saw my manan being friends today. The friendship that was necessary for their love to bloom and grow to boundary-less extremities. He opened up to her about his whole day and she felt the warmth of being able to share his experiences. Of being able to share his happiness with him.

Oh how my Manik had missed talking to his Nandu. Just the pure pleasure of being able to share endless and countless conversations. There was a part of him that wanted to open up more. He wanted to talk about V, his past, his memories, his dilemmas. Dhruv... Panditji... V. It was all building up on him. "I'm tired". The truth was he wasn't just physically exhausted but mentally drained out too. This whole mind vs heart struggle was raising all kind of questions within him. Who was he to Nandini? Why was he feeling this sense of discomfort seeing panditji around her? What had triggered Dhruv to think so wrongly of him? What is that unnamed bond that always brings them together at the end of every day? He was tried of himself and of all the questions existing inside him.

But then he felt the magic of her touch and the cyclone inside him seemed to calm down for sometime. He welcomed her fingers into his palm with the same ease that she had slipped them in with. It was exactly what he had needed at that point. The reassurance that she was there for him, with him. She waited for him yesterday, she waited for him today and will always wait for him at every step of life. She wanted him to know that no matter how tired he may be, she will always make him feel at home when he will return to her. She will never give up on him for even a single second. It was her way of promising that she missed him just as much as he missed her, if not more. And she will always continue to miss him whenever he leaves her again for a trip or visit like this. She was promising him that she will always remain his and he will always remain her despite all the joking and teasing. She was promising herself to him.

"I'm not angry. Gussa nahin hoon main... actually now it's not hurting that much." Her touch worked. Her balm of love and trust have almost healed him. I loved how just upon her one touch, he seemed to be feeling better. He seemed to be feeling calm about all of his inner-turmoils. He seemed to be confident that this time she won't let go of his hand again. And so he confessed that the pain and agony of betrayal had subsided. Again I felt the whole scene was much more beautiful with his half-denial when she teases him that she thought he was talking about his heart. "Hope karo... hope karti raho". He needed her to keep hoping because she was carrying his hope too. It almost seems that Manik has almost handed himself to his Nandu now. He is ready to go wherever she takes him, And why? Because he's started to realise that she had always trusted him. Her trust never wavered. So now he's begun to trust her trust again.

Now how can I absolutely end this response without talking about Manik's rather intensely aggressive side that surfaced today. She just loves pushing him to the edge doesn't she? And that's exactly what happened today. My manik flipped because his mind was still caught up in the words of panditji's question to him. His mind was going crazy thinking about the not-so-clear intentions of the panditji. "Waise... don't you think ki you're going to lose? Matlab... maan na padega, your hold on this game is slipping." Whilst she was referring to their hatred vs hope challenger here, he believed it to be in relation to panditji's challenge against him. While she talked about his hatred losing, he understood it as him losing her. While she meant it to be his grip on his anger loosening, he thought of it as him loosing her right on her. And hence the inner-volcano erupted. His hands pulled her towards him in the hope to make her realise that his firm on her is so strong that even if she herself wanted to loosen it, it was almost impossible. He wanted to make her realise that she wasn't some commodity that somebody could just win her over from him. She was a part of him and nobody without his permission could even touch her, let alone take her away from his life. His grip tightened today in the fear, the insecurity and the pain of losing her.

So as usual we have been left to witness the big announcement on Monday and I think I'm going to go crazy thinking about how he'll re-gain this position of his.

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This friday was like a Monday..Manan were back after two agonizing days !

And this was me ( really developing a love for animations..lol)

Cavya: Firstly, your section on Cavya was excellent. I doubt i can add anything, you did it too well. i have to say not the best way for the truth to be out but i am glad it's out there. Boyfriend ! lol, my poor Cabs. Loved his meeting with Navya's mother..haha. his fumbles, his stuttering..lol.But now Navya has learned not to jump to conclusions. She should have waited to see what exactly the conversation was about before she dropped the bomb. But i feel as thou she was so heavily weighted with the stress and guilt, that deep down even she is relieved. She is upset with Cabir, maybe she has a right to be but this happened for the betterment of them. But i am glad they didn't stretch it out. And you are right: now Navya can fully focus on bringing this child to the world. Cavya's friendship will be tested and they will definitely get stronger. I don't know if Cabs is about to become a 'boy-friend' to Navya in the eyes of Navya's mother and the father of Navya's child but i think that is what the mother shall think and Cavya might along with it. LOL. I see Hi-Larious written all over it..

Mukti: Damn, the poor girl ! Abhi despite his best intentions to stop hurting Mukti..he keeps hurting her. If she has chosen to stay with him till his last breath, then he can't walk away every time he wants to. Why ? Why ? Multi is right. Why is killing her in this way ? She doesn't deserve to be denied his presence until the end. He is being selfish and it's not fair. We will have to see which way their story goes according to the note but i am not liking the fact Abhi is dictating how their relationship runs. Bro, it's a two-way street, two people in a relationship and they make decisions together.

Dhruv and Manik: Okies, what's is this man's problem ? like just tell me what it is. I am sort of getting past of the point of trying to understand his problem with Manik. When you look through the world with a certain lens, you are bound to percieve in that manner. So negativity if all Dhruv is seeing. He is aloof with Manik, distancing himself and not giving a damn because he resents Manik. He so desperately wants to be like Manik that he is forgetting what a special friend, a brother Manik has been to him. I feel as thou if an attack would be triggered for Dhruv, it would help these two out. Their emotional bonding. But at least they have decided to talk about it. For now, Dhruv pisses me off..lol.

What a homecoming ! Manik's home is Nandini Murthy so when he claimed, he could have gone home, he lied. He did indeed come to his home. And her sweet catch up date touched him. The cousy, romantic atmosphere brought that tiny smile to his face. The feeling of a loved one waiting for him to return. Seeing how she spent her time awaiting his return: that's such a foregin feeling. Such a good foreign feeling.She knows him too well, he is becoming too predicable.lol. I am glad that thou in a teasing manner, she did clear up about the Pandit, knowing he would be want to know, that's it's bugging him. Quite thoughtful of our Nandu, the reassurance she gives him.

And he sits next to her, unwinds, shares about his day because he is past the point of denying himself the pleasure of her presence. I agree with you, he did seem mentally tired, a tad reluctant to share with Nandu, but the important sentence: " She is just a friend, now" So we shall take it as such. Honestly, i am not very interested in Manik's past ( his love life to be precise). The truth, the reality is that Nandini is his present as well as his future.

She brought him to watch the stars. And star gazing he did do indeed. "You can't resist the stars." So right you are Nandini, he simply can't resist you. He turns to face her, and stares at his own shining star with a look full of love, her smile brightening his life again, her presence bringing peace to his heart. She reaches out and takes hold of his hand, and his entire being comes to life. That little twitch, that's him coming back to life. Away from her, he just exists but with her,he lives. He is alive. She is his reason for everything. For preponing the tickets, for coming straight to her after a long tiring flight. She is the reason for everything he does.

They played a beautiful song for Manan today. Apt in every sense.

Tujhko jo paaya aha
Toh jeena aaya
Ab yeh lamha thehar jaaye tham jaaye bas jaaye hum dono ke darmiyaan haan

With you, i have learnt to live. In every sense, Nandini has taught him how to live, taught him how to look at look at life with positivity, taught him to see the goodness within himself. And this moment, the moment of lying together under his stars, he wants to be in this moment with her forever, because that's all he needs from life: just her. Their love doesn't have room for a third person. Pandit's question is still haunting him but we touch on that later. But what i want to say that while the question still lingers at the back of his mind..for now, his inner turmoil is quietened. He is where he belongs, right next to his love, his heart is content.

"Actually now, it's not hurting as much." The heart is indeed healing, his anger is nonexistent now. I loved the honesty of Manik Matltorta, how he always tells her the truth within his own lies. Because somewhere in his heart, he wants to tell her, "I am not angry anymore, i have forgiven you, our love is past all that, my trust in you is rebuilding." But he can't, not yet. The heart may want to, but maybe the mind isn't ready for it. So instead he tells her to hope. Because her hope is his hope and together as they hope, they shall find their way back to each other. Manan don't really need to confess their love as you have said. Moments like these, coming home to his love after a long day, lying together to talk, sharing and being with each other..That's love.

Now..onto the aggressive Manik Maltorta. Loved the way you described and explained his reason for lashing out in the way he did. Last night when he was with her, the questions, the tensions, all his mental stress he was able to shed. But today, everything is back full force. the inner turmoil is back. He rushes to the music room, slightly out of breath worried his Nandu being alone with 'that Pandit". Nandini was being playful, she enjoys his jealously but she isn't aware of what is plaguing his mind. And you said it: she pushed him to the edge and he erupted. She isn't aware of the war that has been declared between Pandit and Manik. So the 'hold' isn't about their hope vs.hatred game, that game has ended already in a way. As much as Manik hopes for heir hope to win and for them to perform together. This all goes past that. This hold about his Nandini. He is holding her so tightly, he loves her so much that he know no one should even think about stealing her away. His is his life and he will fight for her and he will protect her. So Pandit, i keep warning you and you aint listening: watch out, older generation guy. This younger generation lad is about to kick your ass (figuratively and eventually literally)

Okies...i think i am done..Such a joy to be able to write my essays again.lol. Awesome-sauce as always, written to beautiful perfection.

- Reya aka Your Sunny <3

Edited by maankigeet4ever - 10 years ago

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Zoya_09

@Zoya_09

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Posted: 10 years ago

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Thanks Twinkle 4 the beautiful analysis , may u always shine like our star .😊

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anotheranfan

@anotheranfan

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Posted: 10 years ago

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Btw i forgot to mention in earlier post, i dont see panditji looking at her with delight today or accidently touching her hand wierd at all.. as i say that touch was accidental and i would like to believe the smile was for the music she was playing.. The happiness that guru gets when his shishya excels... So except holi (the looks and remembering was creepy for sure that day atleast i remember feeling it that way then, havent watched it again since) i havent seen him tending towards creepiness yet.. Yes i am still being optimistic here.. I want pure student teacher relation that even nandu believes in

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maankigeet4ever

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Posted: 10 years ago

#47

an early res..not allowed i know but let's make an exception this time around..Just for the sake of my sanity..lol

i love you forever my twinkie bear

-Reya aka Your Sunny <3

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DAY 17! - I need you!

He's left alone. Ripped, torn, wrenched to the height of limits. The beginning of his journey has come to an end today. Fumbling feet. Screaming silence. Shattering soul. It's unfixable. Irreversible. It's terminal. "Breathe"; screamed the heart. "Blink"; demanded the eyes. "Weep"; they cried in union. He lost. What may you ask? "I lost... the most... the most important thing." "Thing". It was undefinable. It's been a part of him for as long as he can remember. He's been a part of him for as long as he's learnt how to remember. His friend, his brother, his family. Words needn't to be said when their guitars used to strum in harmony. Conversations weren't priority when hugs narrated the unspoken words. He just stood there today. Confused. Baffled. Defeated. His blood-red eyes staring in absolute no-space. Refusing to cry. Refusing to blink. Refusing to accept the harsh reality.

"What?" his whispers to himself, whilst his brother stood there accusing him, were only loud enough for him to hear. His tongue questioning his inner-voice as to where he failed. Where did he fail his brother, their brotherhood. His eyes looking around to search for the answers behind this anger, this sudden unleashing of bitter hatred. He tried to find the answers on his friend's face. Perhaps he would be his support one last time. Perhaps he would himself explain the unrevealed reasons of this loathing. Just one last time.

"Teri yeh help... tera yeh protection... mujhe suffocate kar raha hai". The words speared through his heart. The heart which had the strength to bear anything. After all the heart is the strongest muscle in the body. And Manik's heart. It was one of a kind. Pure, unselfish, selfless. It absolutely hated the worldly concept of a give and take relationship. And today, his brother had condemned him for the sin that his heart could never have even thought of doing. He was blamed for each and every one of those things that his heart never permitted him to do. He was being accused for taking away the peace, happiness, life and love from his brother's life. The heart which knew only how to shower, protect, fight and endlessly given to his loved ones... was today held guilty for taking away too.

"Aur haan... aisa nahi hai keh maina koshish nahi ki tere ehsaanon ko kum karne ke liye. I have covered up for you..." Another dagger speared through his bleeding heart. The concept of give and take was re-visited. He hated it because it was nyonika's favourite. A theory, an ideology, a perception that stole my Manik's innocent childhood before he had even begun to understand life. A continuously-arising speculation in the Malhtora household that dumped my manik's soul into a swamp of darkness. The evilest of all propositions that compelled my manik to seek companionship within emotions like anger, wrath and fury. It left him stunned, confounded, dejected. Was it always about give and take?

Blinded by his insecurities, deafened by his resentment, paralysed by his animosity; Dhruv ledged out every inch of hatred flowing within him for Manik. No words were left unsaid. No remarks were left unspoken. No accusations were left undeclared. From the smallest of his jealousies, to the biggest of his rancour; he wrapped his pinching words around the tip of his sarcastic arrows and shot them one after the other, to where it always hurts the most; the heart. And just when my Manik thought it was the last of his arrows, the rather unrecognisable figure spit out his final pain-filled, venomous words that left the mark of a cobra's bite on my Manik's heart. He might've said it to Aliya, but they became the reason for his tumbling world "Manik can have you!"

The End

He broke the pure bond of brotherhood. And walked away as if no Manik ever existed. Like no best friend ever protected him. As if no brother ever nurtured him. Whilst it is understandable he was unable to trust his first lady love; Aliya because of her own confused sense of mind, but one would question him that can you not see it was never Aliya for him. It was never Aliya he craved the love of. For Manik it was always Nandini. Then why such bitterness? Why so much hatred? Why such detestation? Upon his exit, another set of steps followed. She was in no terms to reason today. Drowned and routed in her own painful tears. Slipping away in her own heart-broken dilemmas. Too hurt to think straight. Too hurt to walk straight. Next, a pair of heels followed the path out those doors. She needed to settle it with him for the very last time. "I need to talk to Dhruv." Enough of playing games. Enough of the physical drama. Enough of lame comments. It was either now or never. For she may not see it, I still blame her yet again for breaking this pure bond of brotherhood. The last set of feet showed reluctance to leave. They stood there in contemplation of whether to protect the one drowning in love's angst or whether to save the one burning in the flames of a broken friendship. But he reassured with a false smile that he will be alright. And so the last of the footsteps made their exit too.

But she stood there.

His shining star. His hope. His ultimate saviour. Maybe far from him, but never so close. The throbbing of his weeping heart, she could hear. The wounds of his bleeding heart, she could see. The tinge of his wounded heart she could feel. But pain is always meant to be shared. And so she followed his staggering footsteps. She followed his anguish frown. She followed those despaired eyes. She let him tread a few steps alone, only so he wouldn't dismiss her demand of letting her walk on the rest of the journey with him. She gave him his much-needed space, but only so he wouldn't space her out completely from his bubble.

"Jaao yahan se!" He rebuked himself. He hated himself. He wanted to punish himself. But he knew she wouldn't let him. He had promised himself to protect everyone. Everyone that were his life to him. But she. She was that sole one who vowed to protect him. Be it night, be it light. Be it rainfall, be it sunshine. She was his shield. His guardian. His protector. Any pain would have to seep through her veins before it even dare to sting his heart. "Manik, I know you need me!"

"No!" Shock overtook him once again. The pain was spreading like numbness through his body. He attempted to walk away once again. His stature resembled a zombie to be precise. Lifeless. Absolutely emotionless. But enough was enough! The alone time needed to end here. He either let her walk with him, or not a step would be taken. What once used to be his move to hinder her steps, was today her technique of locking him in place. Pushed against the wall, demanding the outburst of his feelings, his thoughts, his agony, his tears. "Shhh... don't... say a word!" She was scared. Scared for him. His silence was scaring her. His resistance was alarming. His hibernation, making her fearful for him. He was at a loss of words. Eyes rejecting every request to blink just once back to reality. Tears refusing to let go of the pupils. "It was Dhruv... my ... buddy...my..." A violent Manik was definitely better than a silent one. He needed to express if not talk. Yell, scream, break, punch, anything; but just no silence! Silence was dangerous. It meant he was falling in the well of utter darkness once again. It meant he wasn't safe for himself. It meant he was heading towards a dreadful dead end. She had to save him. She had to break his silence. And so she instigated him with her stubbornness. She swore to not utter a word and demanded he do the talking. But walking away was out of the question. "Talk to me!" And he let it all go. He let out the shrieking, painful cry of loss, defeat, loneliness. She was ready to bear it all. His anger, his frustration, his outburst, his violence. But just not silence. But before she could push him over the edge again, he shut her off and dejectedly walked off.

He continued to walk. Stoned. Despondent. Crushed. The words haunting his mind and heart. Making the pain unbearable. Intolerable. He loathed himself for the pain his brother was in. His world ripped apart. His life now meaningless, directionless. His heart. Which was on its last stage of recovery, now revealed tender, fresh wounds. The echoes of the hateful voice, increasing the pain minute by minute. It was becoming impossible to endure the spreading pain. His tears were becoming incontrollable. The reality was overpowering. He couldn't take it anymore. He needed her. And today, he wasn't going to lie.

"You were right! I need you."

The tear finally rolled down. The heart finally wept out a plea for help. The mind and the heart both begged for her to stop. He needed her soothing touch the most today. He needs her to protect him to the max today. The pieces have shattered everywhere today. But only she knows the correct placement. The heart's wounds won't stop bleeding. But her touch will heal them in no time. He's afraid darkness will envelope him and throw him into a never-ending black hole. But her presence will show him the light at the end of the tunnel. It's her time to shine today. Shine like she's never shone. It's her time to protect him in the cocoon of her arms. It's her time to balm his heart. It's her turn to fight for him.

Tomorrow she will assure him of her love. She will wipe his tears and kiss each of his wounds better. She will caress his forehead to put him off to a peaceful night's sleep. Tomorrow she will inch very close to making him a part of her once again. Because tomorrow, he will finally realise that he needs her not just today, but forever.

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Fudge Fudge fudge..fish sauce fish sauce..Damn...i typed like more than half my response and i hit the back space to fix something and BAAM !!! my words are gone...like i cannot explain how pissed i am. This response i genuinely struggled with. When i emotionally connect with a character...i just feel the emotions..i couldn't find the right words today...and i seriously struggled and now it's all gone. damn :( here goes attempt 2

First and foremost, please take a damn bow. This was not just your usual amazing but this...this is probably your best analysis yet. Honestly, i wanted to bold the entire analysis today. The episode was really a emotional one and your words...they just took me back to the heartbreak..like damn ! like i was re-experiencing the entire heartbreak all over again. Oh the emotions.

I actually like to start with Mukti. I was somewhat mentally prepared for Manik's heartbreak but Mukti, it ached my heart to see the old Mukti back, trying so desperately to conceal her broken heart. The dark, black makeup, the hookups, the alcohol, that's isn't Mukti anymore and you can tell how broken she is now. The widest smiles hide the saddest stories they say and Mutki is reverting to old self in a failed attempt to forget the man who broke her heart when he was the one to heal her, to teach her all about life, who taught her all about love and positivity..to taught how it felt like to smile an honest smile. Abhi, truly disappointed in him. He shouldn't let her come close if he wanted to walk away while he is much alive. Mukti already has abandonment issues, and Mukti has reenforced her beliefs: everyone she loves will walk away from her. Abhi had given wise advice to Nandu at the hospital, to not waste time playing games and unfortunately he didn't go by his words. In a way, he is playing a game, playing with the emotions of his girl's heart. Sighs..i want to go on but honestly, i can't because i will get emotional for Mukti all over again. I connect with her character, while half the time i don't agree with the way she treats Nandini or Manan's relationship, i have hope for her character..and today i connected with Mukti's heartbreak and wanted to punch Abhi in the face for bringing the old Mukti back, the old Mukti with a new heartbreak, one that will leave the most damage.

Dhruv..he lay it out all out today...that too selfishly. He already knew that Mukti needed Fab 5 today, she needed her friends..her family to take care of her broken soul but even then, he pulled a selfish move and lashed out at Manik today. The resentment and bitterness has been building up for so long now, that in a way i am glad he let it all today. Manik, he needed to stop living in the illusion what he thought their relationship still is...That relationship has been damaged. Alya has created a bitter man, she tried to redeem herself today, confessing her love in front of Fab5 in hopes of saving their relationship but a tad too late Miss. Mini Dress. She is giving Dhruv what he no longer cares for, she has a hand in creating this new Dhruv, one has gone too far, almost a point of no return. He stood there, stating the 'facts', dishing out bitter words of 'truth' that sliced through his best friend's heart. And the give and take ! he pulled a Nyionka and that hurt Manik so bad..that Dhruv gave a price tag to his years of love and friendship in exchange of keeping a secret..or so generously giving Alya up to Manik, how shallow Dhruv, how bloody shallow. Manik's heart, which only knows how to give love...to love selflessly, to protect the ones he loves. Dhruv, he is very much a part of Manik's existence..he has a corner in Manik's heart but he so easily broke that same heart he resides in. Dhruv blinded by his bitterness and resentment single handedly butchered the sacred relationship of friendship and brotherhood, inflicted permeant damage to it.

Manik. First i have to applaud Parth for his stellar performance today. Everyone acted wonderfully today but Parth, that man, he stole the show today. He was just in a state of shock today...in a daze..in disbelief. What ? What was his best friend saying ? Where ? Where is all of this coming from ? How ? How could his best friend say all the things he did ? He simply couldn't fathom how he best friend, his buddy, could feel this bitterness, this resentment, this hatred towards him. The boy he grew up, the one friend he found his initial years of love and solace and happiness with. The guy with who he found his love for music . All gone. He lost so much today..lost the most beautiful thing...lost the happiest part of his childhood, lost the reason for why he loves stars, lost the reason for his heart to always protect and love, lost his buddy...the loss was far too much to bear.

Everyone eventually walks away. Fab 5 are always there when they need each other but today, Dhruv's words divided them all. They all walked off...to nurse a heartbreak, to save a friend, to end a relationship..and how easily they left the stunned, broken boy there. Today, i saw a broken lost soul, saw a picture of how he grew up..All Alone ! He takes care of everyone, all the freaking time and the one time he is about to fall...his friends aren't there for him like he is for them but he isn't alone. His shining star silently stood there, tears being shed watching him suffer.. She watched..she stayed knowing he would need her, knowing that she would need to find a way to ease his pain, to share his sorrow.

He is so use to being alone..to fighting in the darkness alone that his natural reflex is fight ! to fight the help she wants to give. He isn't use to it, someone caring for him. He wants to be alone in his misery, to lash out when he finally registers the words that have been spoken and forever imprinted in his memory. When the pain hits, he wants to be alone. Anger is his only constant emotion..even as his heart is broken, he just wants to feel angry. He doesn't want to need her, he wants to need no one ! " I don't need you" I say, even in pain, they are companions. And today Nandini truly was his companion, refusing to leave him. Despite his denial, she knows just much he needs her. She rather that he lets it all out, she can bear all his anger, he can throw things around but this stoic, silent Manik, she can't bear it. She wants to hold him when he falls. And his heart...he needs her..it cries out "I need you.". His sorrow will shed in his tears tomorrow and he needs her more than ever.

Oh God, honestly speaking, the precap already brought tears to my eyes. Tomorrow, Manik Maltorta is going to fall to his knees in utter defeat and for once he doesn't have to be alone. She will gather her in his petite arms and become his strength...she promised when he would be too weak to go on, she would become his strength.

Okies..i think i am done..i am never happy with a attempt 2 but here it is.. You were fab today as you shall tomorrow..i can't wait for tomorrow analysis.

With love as always,

- Reya aka Your Sunny <3

Edited by maankigeet4ever - 10 years ago

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Preeshaxo

@Preeshaxo

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Posted: 10 years ago

#48

You've brought tears to my eyes!!!!!!!!
I've been waiting for your post since I've watched the episode.
You didn't disappoint, sheer brilliance this was! My favourite piece you've written! But wow twinkle this was beautiful
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How I'm meant to add any thoughts to what you've just wrote gets me but I will give it a try! We've been writing on how we thought this might go, what we think might happen but the episode excelled all expectations.

ManRuv showdown was something else. He finally got it out, everything's he's has bottled inside has exploded. Hit after hit he told him what he didn't like, and after each hit you could see Manik's face change. He really didn't hold back, he didn't realise the hurt he was causing Manik by the words he was saying. He thinks Manik's the strongest of them all, but he couldn't be more wrong. These words can't be taken back, does he realise that.
Everyone's always questioned why Manik sacrificed his love for Dhruv I think today everyone got their answer!!

Manik is truly broken, more then we've ever seen him. It's like a piece has been separated from his body. He walked lifelessly, numbness running through his body. Words ringing in his ears. It's Dhruv, it wasn't Cabir, Mukti, Alya. It was Dhruv. Oh the pain in his voice has he uttered those words. The disbelief in what's just happened, why has this all happened.

I loved Nandini today, she did everything that no one else could of done. She calmly tried to calm him down, when that didn't work she shouted, Talk to me, throw what you want but just don't keep quiet that still didn't work. He asked her to leave and she did no questions asked because she knew when the time was right he would come to her. And he did "You were right, I need you"
Oh the pain in his eyes, she could see it. He is totally broken. The only solace that can help heal his pain, the only person who he can show the real him without her judging him. He was ready to release what's inside knowing she will gather it all and take his pain and make its hers.
Remember when she said "Manik, tab tum thak jao, I will pick your battles. I will fight for you". And that's exactly what she'll do!!

Love
Preesha
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NushIsh

@NushIsh

Voyager

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Posted: 10 years ago

#49

Originally posted by: twinkle10
Totally agree with you here! The track is finally progressing in the direction we've all been waiting for. That fun and spice-filled, fiery manan relationship is just days few away now and it'll be quite interesting to see how they both will be able to resist each other, especially Manik.
I feel manik has finally given in to his fight of keeping her away from himself. Possibly a realisation since he can't send her away from his life he might as well keep her in front of his eyes and torture? But that will be the healing stage of their relationship.

Also, does anyone also feel that maybe just maybe he's decision of attending Panditji's class is so he can keep him away from nandini? After all, there is a battle going on inside him. And whilst he's words to nandini that "i'm not done with you yet" may be from the mind... he hasn't been able to express the true reason to nandini or himself. The heart's reason. We all know his heart can't see nandini with another guy so perhaps this is all an act done in the heat of insecurity... just a thought I got lol

Even i felt that maybe he goes to the class to keep an eye on Pandit and Nandu. Lets see

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Posted: 10 years ago

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I was thinking he might finds out pandit tried to keep nandu in college aswell so just to keep an eye on her he joins the class or maybe as he said he will torture her he joins the class so she cant concentrate and gets in trouble.

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