OK before I start my rant ... can I just say HOW MUCH I loved the Samjhaawan sequence ? Yaar CVs ... I love u bass. The MaNan I loved SO much is BACK ... PHEEELz ki toh matlab LAVA eruption ho raha hai. And NITI ... you precious precious child ... ajaaa mai tujhe sonay se bandhwa doon ... Yeh ITNI si bachi ... does these crying scenes SO well, maaai kasam ache ache senior seasoned actresses ki chutti kar deti hai.
The way Nandu cried today ... with helpless abandon ... sobs racking her entire body ... and the way she placed her head on his chest and the tears rolled off her cheeks onto his hand ... it was all just so BEAUTIFULLY done. SO beautifully. I am khushi se SPEECHLESS.
Waise I can ONLY imagine sleepyhead zombie Parth's beinteha KHUSHI with this hospital track š¤£. MAZZAY mein so rahaa hai banda letay parhe while Niti sobs, sobs and SOBS. Array sharm karle Bijli ke khambe ... itni si 2 by 2 bachi ke kandhein pe bandook rakh ke goliyaan chala raha hai -_- š
Waise suna thaa pyaar andha hai. Kya pyaar BEWAKUF bhi hai ? š
Matlab wahan mera Baba aise bimar letaa parhaa hai jaise haath mein infection naa ho, pulmonary oedima ho gaya ho ... and yahaan is Nandu ke kandhe sacrificial bhoot chad gayi hai. I have to go away from you. Arrayy bache ki jaaan legi kya KARAMJALI š”š ?!
TOXIC for each other ?! HEIN ?! š²š 17 saal ke bachi and ITNI badi badi BAATEIN ?! Teenagers and their overdramatic streak I swear. Ek nikamma nithalla BABA hai jo Dhruv ke crush ke wastay Nandu ke feelings ko hi crushhh kar diya ... aur eik yeh Mahaanta ki Devi , Parvati ki pratima ...Nandu madam ... wants to let him go cuz she thinks it's HER fault Manik's a bull headed stubborn idjit who's only purpose in life is to get some Nandu-lovin' . HADDH hai š³.
Matlab these two ARE a match made in (Fool's) heaven. Manik ko toh hum gadha bolte thei .. ab pata chal raha hai ke gadha toh gadha , gadhay ki boti bhi CLASS Gadhi !! -__-
Matlab jiss tarha yeh siskiyaan le le ke royi , itna toh Kal Ho Naa Ho mein Preity Zinta bhi nahin royi ... aur wahaan toh bandaa marne ko chal basaa thaa . So WHAT makes this Gadhi think she can walk away from him at THIS juncture ? Ro ro ke ankhein sunjh gayi , saath mein BRAIN bhi swell ho gaya tera ?! Science mein toh 100 mila tha .. bada seena taan ke bolti thi ... zara psychology ka paper toh batao gudiya-raani hum bhi toh dekhe .. ke sirf ANDA mila yaa saath mein MINUS bhi -_-
Till now we have seen Baba chasing Laddoo to the ends of the Earth like a love struck fool ... kabhi creepy stalkerish harkaton se , toh kabhi junoooni zidd se. Kabhi Monster Manik ki threats se toh kabhi MAJNU manik ki tenderness se ... but chase her he did and to WHAT ends. Na time dekha banday ne na place. Even when he let her go , he somehow found his way back to her. And so far we were under the impression that Manik is SO standing in the deeper end of the pool. But today's episode totally negates that ... and we get to see that bachi is JUST as much in love with her gadha. MY PHEEELz . UFF. These bache be the death of me.
Today we FINALLY get to see her side of it all and Samjhaawan playing in the background as heart-wrenching sobs rise from within to rack her tiny tiny frame ... it all just adds up. That glow in her eyes everytime she looks up at him, the way her cheeks have crimson risin' up like nobody's business when he teases her ... that soft look in her eyes when she holds his hand (I swear this bachi LOVES her gadha precious HANDS. So now I dunno yeh Manik ke liye ro rahi hai ya HAATH ke liye š). Yup, madam ke dil ka kaam tamaam. nd psycho Baba be ALL over it.
Ok jokes apart, I mean I get that she thinks back to the time when she egged him on to get his hand looked at and he kept deferring because to him getting her to accept his apology was more important than having a mamuli si kharoch checked out. And she feels guilty for not pushing him ... for letting the apology scene drag till the infection spread to his shoulders. But does the girl not see how DESPERATELY the boy wants her affection and attention? It just goes on to show us something we tend to forget every now and then. That Nandini is a young girl of 17. Nandini only sees the fact that she's the one who put him on that bed, and it's all her fault, While the bigger picture is that Manik is there on that bed BECAUSE of just how much she means to him, and because how much her not accepting his apology affects him, to the ends of making him TOTALLY oblivious to his own deteriorating condition and single-mindedly try to appease her till she gives in. So the enormity of what might happen to him if she leaves him, doesn't really sink in for her. She is basing her decisions on his current condition, but had she been older and of wiser years, his current condition would have been the very reason she would have been unable to leave his side. Manik will go into debilitating self-destruction mode without her and perhaps way too close to the edge. And then it is going to be just so VERY hard for Nandini to bring him back from that.
There was something torturously composite about their these two that drew me to them in the first place. Nothing really is as it seemed with these two. Beneath Nandu's calm exteriors is a fiery streak which while not stubborn or aggressive is EXTREMELY assertive that would show itself in moments of extreme emotional exertions. And just when you think she is all mature and grown up and has everything under control like an adult, her faith wavers, like that of any young girl's, seeing the boy she likes so very much, in such pain and she rethinks all her decisions and starts doubting the viability of their relationship. Similarly Manik was never your regular cocky punk of a bad boy ... beneath his brazen, overbearing devil-may-care attitude exteriors is a warm, sensitive boy of 19, with his fair share of hopes, dreams and insecurities of failing there off . And while he may come off as immature and juvenile about his ways, he loves Nandini with the conviction of a grown man.
There are LAYER after LAYER and SHADE after SHADE to them and each revealing itself in ways and times that are completely unthinkable. They heal each other as much as they hurt. Unfortunately, togetherness is something Manik at this point cannot for the life of him convince Nandini for .. but luckily distancing herself from Manik is something Nandini, try as hard as she does, just cannot afford to. Two ppl who's destinies are so inherently intertwined ... two people who are just so meant to be, that time and place would tip itself over to make it happen. So when that moment of absolute finality and surrender to the ways of fate and that of love arrives .. what happens ?
Will Nandini's doubts undo what Manik's perseverance has made this relationship to be so far? Will it be that easy for her to walk away ? Or will providence show that its plans are SO much bigger than a young girl of her years can ever imagine ?
Today's Samjhawaan sequence was not only beautiful to watch but also VERY significant. In showing us that this is a love that runs as deep as it hurts. And only the passage of time will fix the mess these two have created for themselves in a heady irrationality that can only be blamed on their youth. And that just as Manik found his attempts at driving her away so she could be happier with someone else, to be no dice, Nandini too will realize the futility of trying to walk away from him.
P.S.: Jo bhi res karraha hai. If you do not edit ur res, Remember I WILL hunt you down ... and pee in your favourite mug/ cereal bowl š³