Tum ho gham ko chupaye.
Main hoon sar ko jhukaye.
Tum bhi chup ho..
Main bhi chup hoon.
Kaun kisey samjhaye?
They say in pain lies healing. In night lies hope. Come to think of it, if there exists no night, there will be no hope.
Hope of another day. Hope for light.
For you to love someone like that, it is important for you to know what it is to love without them; for you to know the unbearable agony of not having them. For you to love someone like that, it is vital for you to know, a world without them is a world not worth living.
Manik has known what it is to be not loved. Manik has known what it is to love.
But Manik has never known what it is to love and then let go.
It is the most unbearable of agonies; a love lost, a love so ripe for the taking but given up.
She dawned upon him like a revelation; a blessing which symbolized light.
But maybe Nandini wasn't just his blessing.
Maybe she was his curse, too.
Maybe, the moment he saw her, he saw his own destruction.
His end, staring at him from the very beginning.
Maybe that's why he fought so hard and he fought so wild, to hate her, to feel nothing, to not love, to despise.
But in his endeavors of maintaining a faade, the monster didn't realize, his cape of falseness was falling apart.
Slowly.
Barely.
Rarely.
And then altogether.
She saw him for who he was.
No monster.
No leader.
An ordinary boy.
A flawed man.
A not so despicable human.
Sometimes you sit at night and count the stars. You think you've counted all the possible ones and then somehow, a glow fades in, an ivory light shimmering in the corner, and you realize, you'd never noticed that one.
Manik, is no different.
He has layers to the man he is.
He showed Nandini the monster. Nandini discovered the human.
But there, inside, is a little boy too.
Who wants her love. who doesn't want to be parted from her. Who wants the safe haven she'd promised, who wants the happiness he was deprived of, who needs her trust in all its forms, who wants to be her hero, who demands all that he was denied.
That simple boy cannot see her cry.
That simple boy cannot see her hate her fireflies.
That simple boy cannot let her believe that he was a liar.
That simple boy cannot let her believe that darkness is not a foe.
That simple boy won't let her think.
He won't let her think that every fiber of truth that defines his existence was a black lie.
He won't let her think that his depravity was a sham.
He won't let her believe.
He won't let her believe that the monster is truly, a monster.
Irredeemable.
Unforgiveable.
Inhuman.
Because that boy? He's not all that.
He can love.
He can care.
He wants to.
Hate me Nandini. Think me as the vilest of creatures. Loathe the sight of me.
For I'm all of that.
But never, never tell me I am not afraid of darkness.
Never tell me I do not like the stars.
Because, I've a soul Nandini.
I know it because it hurts every moment that is a moment apart from you.
Because I fear the darkness Nandini.
I fear it because you were my only light.
Because those stars seem so far away now my fingers simply can't reach.
Because for the first time in my life I've loved like that.
Even if I were never destined to have you.
Manik wants her to hate him. But Manik cannot bear the thought of her hatred.
Manic wants her to see him for the man he shows the world.
But he simply cannot bear the thought of her not seeing him anymore.
Manik loves Dhruv.
But he simply won't let her fireflies be his.
Those fireflies and Nandini belong to him.
He'll never let anyone else be the light to her.
Because she's only his light.
She'll always be.
Manik won't ever fall out of love.
And maybe, just maybe, he won't let her do that either.
Not without a fight.
RIDA
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