Originally posted by: umawanderer
My dear..
I really understand what you are going through.. seriously I do... When my friend was narrating her experience I really felt scared.. Her story would have turned more scary hadn't it for her memory and her boyfriend.. She had no money.. no mobile.. she was all alone.. she couldn't eat anything.. but then she remembered her boyfriend's number and borrowed a phone and informed him.. He quickly came for her aid...
And please don't feel bad about what I said about 'experience' ... What I meant was.. Of course you would have to cope up with current problems but with this knowledge you will be more cautious in future.. You can be of help when , in future, you meet a person who is experiencing what you experienced. You can form a group to spread awareness.. You can make the university do the necessary arrangements in the future..
And about GOD.. well my brother (who now turned into an atheist..) used to say that god is an emotionless energy.. It doesn't have any feelings.. It doesn't care what happens to you is good or bad, it just let's it happen..
I don't entirely agree with him but all I can say is... You are a wonderful person so you would surely figure a way out of this mess.. I am not saying this out of pity or something else.. I am calling you wonderful because you are not shy to express your feelings.. When you were in trouble you sought your friend's support.. online or offline.. you opened up.. From this I felt you were a confident young woman..
No matter how crappy your mood is right now.. or how helpless you feel.. I bet a 1000 that you will overcome it..
Hope you find the lost humanity somewhere..
P.S. btw... how are you surviving without money? Is there any other source of income? Are your friends supporting you? I am kinda worried...
You just reminded me I dont have a boyfriend 😲🤣
On a serious note, I understand dear, dint take you wrong.
My mood was completely shattered that day.
Couldn't think straight. Sorry if I offended you.
If I cannot help myself, how can I be of help to others?
Have to figure out a way for myself first.
I opened up because I dont have any other channel to express my feelings.
Noone was around at the university to help me out.
I needed someone to simply listen. Maybe you will learn from my experience.
I was stupid to live in this bubble that I'm safer here than in India.
Bubble burst, I'm more aware of reality now.
I'm living in the library, begged on streets for past 3 days to get money for food.
Looking for a job but they're all closed or open only to grad and citizens.
More than humanity, I'm not sure if I can even trust God anymore.
And I'm a heck religious person. I've never taken off my pendant and I've never asked him for anything. Just this one time, I deserve my stuff back, thats all I want.
Edited by Hey_Bhaggu - 9 years ago