the writing was on the wall...none of us beleived that Apu would stay...he was too remote, unintrested...sur was also distant...as pro..they did a good patch up job...but otherwise the chemistry was dead, the passion buried and emotions dried....DK was killed brutally by shreya and kacon has sold her soul to ketktha...all left to say
so it comes as no surprise kacon goat wants to do a ketktha....stupid woman -😡 thinks she can compete with the leap year queen...😆chalegaa at least we can breathe a sigh of relief than bein tortured with goats this way...the very least we must demand them to give DK a beautiful farewell s they did their wedding and with lots of passion....for all their fans...to remember....😳😳
so i write this piece and hope...it works out like that....😛
monday -
DEv decides in his heart, he will leave kaju and go away something like he did with the accident...his antaratman argues saying - everybody makes mistakes...and the evidence was overhwleming - dev argues (better dev arguing with his own antaratman than goats 😆 ) but what happende to the trust, the faith i had in kaajjal...bass kissi gaair ne keh diya aur mein yakeen kiya....dammit....i committted a big crime...here pal..no excuses and continues to throw his lcothes in his suitcase randomly -(we migh see some mismatchde outfits soon 😆 ) to cut the story short his antaratamna wins, shows him the photo...of kaju smiling athim...dev closes his eys in pain...to live without hre...one min...was unthinkable...but to live with this burden...then his eyes sparkle with a strange intensity - i will tell her the truth....verything...yes...then let her decide...mein usse sab sach kahoongaa...on that thought he pushes the suitcase back in the closet
meanwhile - kaju is in dreamland ...she comes home.looks for dev...he is in the room siting thre quietly she is feeling weak...but not that much...she goes and hugs him from behind...resting her head on his shoudlers...I love you..dev...where were you...
he closes his eyes in pain...she continues to gush her love...while he burns in bitter regret and guilt...keeping silent, his tense back to her...she thinks...he is still in shock...and decides...tonite i will be...there for him, a nice surprise...take the lead ...make his memories go away...she laughs softly at her naughty thoughts....
and yes,she does, and dev forgets his worries that night at least - another passionate encounter 😳 we can end the epi with the curtains blowing again 😆 😆 this time knowing what it was all about 😉 perhpas we might see kaju initiate their first kiss.😳..we can hope naa...😉
Tuesday -
Kaju wakes up alone, streches dreamily....at the memories of last..,nite...dev had left her a note and a rose stem...Meet me for lunch....important....love dev...she smiles bemusedly...lost in her thoughts....we can shift focus to our hero now...who is musing in the office how to broach the subject...he is snappy at everyone....and desparing at her reaction....btw looking g hot in his grey suit....and yes guessed right...pink shirt...😉
Kaju dresses up in that hot red sari again, deciding she will loook realy sexy for him😆...having missed out the beach house surprise....she even had his gift...she fondles it tenderly....she is dressed up ready to leave...
suddenly a courier arrives and pahua brings it up to her...pahua asks kyaa hai didi...Kaju smiles...maybe dev has taped another voiceover like he did when he was on london...she tells pahua..mere dev...ke pyaar ka saughat...she ruffles his hair...tum nahin samjhoge...pahua is sidappointed he cant see it...and leaves....she smiles it is a DVD...inserts it in her DVD player...devs...voice...comes on...but her smile is whipped away...when she hears those chilling words...she sits down suddenly her face ashen....
after a while, very slowly she comes down, her face mirroring the shell shocked look....mera dev...nahin...aise nahin..ho saktha...he couldnt be thinking of killing me...she is like a zombie....pale...deeply....wounded...almost...
at that point dev calls on her mobile...slowly she answers aand closes her eyes to the pain that rips thru her...as she sits down heavily on the stairs....he tells her softly did you get my note...her throat is frozen...but she manages to whisper...yesss...he sighs...deeply...his eyes reflecting his own pain....i will wait for you...his voice is husky....slowly sh forces herself to stand up on her trembling feet and move to the door...
but at the door...the lawyer arrives (see DPs in his preoccuations with masked zorro and shivs...forgets to inform the lawayer to cancel his divorse... 😆 )
the lawyer hands her the papers and said it is from dev..but does not waitt to explain...kaju glances at her watch.slowly....she was running late already how DPS was a stickler for time.....her mind is still numb...she goes and sit in the car still clutching the papers....episode ends here
wednesday -
but she finally opens the packet and gets a deeper shock the blood draining from her face ...her head falls back on the car seat, tears flowing down her eyes...devastated....not only he wanted to kill her ...but divorse....and cause...he thought she and adi....she opens her eyes....remembreeing his strange behaviour...his anger...his sarcasm...so this is what all about..her lips twist bitterly her eyes....pouring out the pain...and slowly rising anger....tooh yehi pyaar...ka naam hai...ruswaayi...once again///her raajkumaar proves he has feet of clay.....
she worshipped him, apne man mandir ka devtha banaya...par unhonone...kabhi mujhse pyaar Kiya hi nahin...i was just something he wanted to possess at any cost...maybe...who knows...i had dented his ego so badly...a prt of her cries...no he lveod you...he really did...but with NT moms death..something must have died inside him...and when he saw you with adi...you were so horried to him too...dont forget....yes..but you loved him, and had a ML..but he loved you too...a voice whispered in her ears...over and again...as soon as he found out the truth he came to you....people make mistakes...sint that what love is all about to forgive...to forget....anyone can hate...it is easy...but to forgive is...great...kaju shakes her head...i am not great...only human....
and each time i made a mistake instead of forgiving me he...hurt me bad....she recalls his anger and hatred..😡..at NT moms demise...how he drove her over the brink....😭she closes her eyes.😭...her chest rsiing falling slwly....heavily...her heart ...bleeding...tremblingly no...dev.😭..not anymore..after today....not anymore😭...you will cease to have any powere over me...of hurt or love...😭
bass sss...ab aur nahin..😭..agar tum hara vishwaas ss itna kamzor hai ki tum...har modh par mera saath chhod sakthe ho...tooh phir kyaa faaydaa aise risthe kaa.😭..hum ajneedbhi hi acche the😭...kam se kam yeh brahm na toot tha😭your past, your dears, you lack of trust....i thought it as all over....but i was wrong...tum nahin badle...dev..tum nahin badal sakthe...aur mein ab thak gayee hoon..😭.tum he badalthe badlathe...mein...ab...aur nahin...seh sakthi...basss
meine sapnon ka rajkumaar chaha tha😭...pata nahin is mein kahin na kahin meri bhi galti hai😭...par itni badi sazaa..😭..ki tum mujhe maar sakthe ho apne haathon se😭...ya tum harei qaayartha tum he rokh rahi thi...beththar hotha tum mujhe maar dehe the uss raath...aakhir ye brahm naa toot tha...ye dil na toot tha.😭.. epi ends there
thrsday -
Dev is restless - he has set it up nicely but with a sinking heart....oh god...why do you keep testing me like this...why do i end up being so weak....each time when it feels i have found my love you take it away.
god - how could i have tried to kill her 😡- have i turned into some monster.😡..who is this person inside me ...who time and again knows olny hatred.😡..god...please give me another chaned to change😭....to be with kaajjal...please god.....😭
.bhootnis, we can concentrate on Apus acting, his facial expressions...his superb control...over his emotions..his eyes.😛...(as for teh charatcer - excuse me DPS everyone has a choice, god tests everybody...but you must have faith//..and challenges make us stronger not weak...love is giving and sacrifice not possessiveness and obsession...)
kaju comes in slowly..she had repaired the ravges of her tears, except for a dark shadow under her eyes and some puffiness it is OK...her face looks flushed...her eyes...glint with suppressed anger....she wants to see how the mockery of her marriage ends....chalo ye bhi aaj dekh hi lethe hain...pyaar kaise bikharr ke toot jaatha hai...😭😡
Dev...wants to desperately save the marriage....he is broken...but wants to have some hope...he hopes...against hope she will forgive him this last time...and then he wil love her so much...she will hopefully have an another ML (😆oops)something makes him look up as she stands at the door way...his heart skips a beat
he stands up slowlywith a soft smile, his eyes darken when he sees the sari...his eyes travleling down her ...but it leaves her cold...and he frowns something was not right....slowly she walks to him - with a cynical smile - softly - looking at him in the eye..here you are DEv - your belated birthday gift....i have signed it....then she puts the keys for the closets, bank vaults and his house on top of it., RC papers where shes surrendered her char position, everything he has given her.......her voice is harsh filled with pain...her eyes glittering with unsehd tears.....he freezes...kaajjal..it is a whisper...she also puts the DVD on the table and he goes ashen....kaajjal...he knows what that is...
she sees him look away and smiles...bitterly...goodbye dev...be happy if you can...i am leaving your city...this make belive world...of ours...back to my town..where there is love, lots of it...and just love...simple folks...no deceit...no lies...her voice trembles...but she turns her back and starts wlaking...DPS grabs her arm and pulls her back...some heads turn to look...his face inches from hers breathing hard hisses softly - i wont let you...go...dammit...listen to me...she resists....some part of her...wanting to sink in his arms...and forget everything....but a major part...hates her for wanting to...she tries to pull away angrily...but he holds her tight...
epi sode ends here
sammy😛
so folks, i will be back with the following week...too..as to how...DK can leave this world gracefuly😳
