JOJA ff ~HUMESHA TUMKO CHAHA~ new thread link on pg 1 - Page 80

Chapter 17

After a week:

Jodha is recovering fine...ammijaan is right now taking care of her. Jalal got 2 week leave to take care of her...

Today she wants to sit outside humayun teach drawing to all the childrens. She saw humayun walking from one children to another and pointing their mistakes or help hem in drawing a cat which was draw on the black board. Hamida was there with her,

On the other side...

Jalal was going out from the kitchen having Jodha's Milk , while going out he suddenly hear a small soung coming from the corridor. He went that side. Going there he saw Mirza facing his back and some kissing sound coming from there.

For a second jalal thought Mirza really kissing someone. But the moment he went there he saw mirza turn around sideways.

"mmmuuuaaahhh...shivani baby u know na bhabi ki tabbiyat naasaz hai, ab is waqt to tumse milne nahi aa skta to socha jo kaam practically nhi kar paa rha hu woh yehi se kar lu? Kya khayal hai janeman?

Jalal arch his one eyebrw in astornishment. wah mirza to flirt karta hai janta tha. Woh itna seriously flirt karta hai yeh to pata nhi tha.' Jalal thought.

"shivani, ek sach baat bolu. College ke bad naukri milte hi sabse pehle ammi ko humare bareme batana chahta hu. But main chahta hu yeh kaam meri bhabi kare. Cz woh to meri best frnd hai na. Bhaijaan ki haalat dekhi nahi jati. Bujh se gaye hai. Pyaar itna zaalim kyu hai pata nahi. Unhone kabhi kisiko dard nahi dia. Bas bhabijaan se dil-o-jaan se mohobbat ki. Fir bhi yehi saza mili unko. Bhabi ko to abhi yaad bhi nahi hai ke jis bhaijaan ko woh mil rahi hai. Woh apni humsafarke lie tadap rahe hai."

Jalal's eye cant stop the tears. Mirza's word again reminds him the thing which he want to forget. He needs jodha like he needs air. "no jalal you cant broke down like this. She is your's let her realise it." Jalal thought.

"Mirza, Yeh Shivani Kaun Hai?"

With the voice Mirza turn back and saw his dearest Bhaijaan standing there with a grin.

"woo...woo... koi nahi..."

"accha koi nahi? To tumne apne phone ka naam rakhha hai Shivani'?"

Mirza fumble with his words. He knows his bhaijan this time got him. Still he wants to try for the last time to safeguard himself.

"nahi bhaijan jaisa aap soch rahe hai waisa kuch nahi." Mirza closed his eyes.

"accha? Tumhe aise pata ke main kaise soch raha hu?"

Now mirza know he was dead!!! He sheepishly smiled to Jalal and then drop down his eyes.

"koun hai yeh mohotarma?"

Mirza slowly said, "mere college ki hai friend hai bhaijaaan??"

"accha friend hai?" jalal look towards him with a fake anger. Mirza saw his eyes and instantly lower his eyes. He is just a Rat in front of a lion!

"ji bhaijaan."

"ohhoo...kya naya treand chaloo hui hai aajkal dekho mirza...log apne frnds ko phone pe kiss dete hai...I LOVE YOU bolte hai..babu...shona...jaanu...darling...pata nahi kaise ajeeb ajeeb naam se bulate hai...tauba tauba..."

Mirza horrifiedly look to jalal who was still masking his face wth a fake anger. In heart he was just cant stop laughing on his younge brother's plight.

"i am sorry bhaijaan" mirza surrendered. "she is a girl and i...we...we love each other." Saying this Mirza immediately trun around.

He looked up and saw jalal wasa silently watching him. Jalal closet his both hand near his chest and said, "Shahid ho gaye??? De diya na wicket apna??

"he he he..." mirza smiled cheekily

"ammijaan ko bataya?" jalal asked.

"nahi abhi nahi...main chahta hu bhabhi jaan bole ammijaan ko."

His eyes moisten with his views. Suddenly a very sweet voice come from garden side. Mirza look at jalal and the both walk towards Garden area.

Let's start at the very beginning

A very good place to start

All the small kids sat gathering near her chair. Hamida was not there. Humayun sat near the blackboard. Its a soothing morning.

When you read you begin with

The kids chorus with held their hand in the sky

A-B-C

The Jodha sing again

When you sing you begin with do-re-mi

Do-re-mi,

The kids chorus

do-re-mi

Jalal and mirza saw the the beautiful sight by standing next to humayun. Their daughter, wife, sister-in law is singing. That too with so many childrens. Its a delightful sight.

Do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti

Jodha look at the children. All are lookining each other. Then jodha with sdden joyfull started.

Doe, a deer, a female deer

Ray, a drop of golden sun

Me, a name I call myself

Far, a long, long way to run

Sew, a needle pulling thread

La, a note to follow Sew

Tea, a drink with jam and bread

That will bring us back to Do

All children delighted with the notes.

Doe, jodha sing

a deer, a female deer childen shouted

Ray...

A drop of golden sun

Me

A name i call my self

Far

a long, long way to run

Sew

a needle pulling thread

La

a note to follow Sew

Tea

a drink with jam and bread

That will bring us back to Do

No body cannot say what was Jalal feeling on the scene. His wife...singing... after so many days.

The song continues...Jalal walk through the corridor to her room. Its time to gave her medicine. He took the tablets and a glass of water to outside.

Do . . . So Do

Re . . . La Fa

Mi . . . Mi Do

Fa . . . Re

So . . . So Do

La . . . La Fa

Ti . . . La So Fa Mi Re

Ti Do - oh - oh Ti Do -- So Do

The song seems to be end. He called her. She look back. Its jalal. "take the med jodha."

"eeewww" she make disgusting faces. "i hate this Jalal. Ammijaan used to give me...eeewww so much bitter."

Ha ha ha ha...Mirza started to laugh out loud watching her expression.

"what is so funny, mirza? Why r u laughing? Jodha aksed geting a bit angry.

"it looks so funny...ur expression bhab..."

Mirza stopped before uttering the word and look to jalal from the corner of the eyes. Jalal was stilled listening to his talks spclly his incompete word.

Bhabijaan...he mokingly laugh in his heart. Don't know when he will listen this word from Mirza again...he only could wish..cant force.

Jodha got astornished by the changing of the climate between them.

She noticed that mirza stopped by saying smthing and looked towards jalal. By his glance she could guess that its something about jalal and its not very pleasent.

Her heart started doubting about the thing which they trying to hide from her.

what happened? Why all off you got saoo serious.??" She look to all of them. All of them came into the world with her words.

Hamida try to make the atmosphere light, "nothing jodha. Its just a mare memory." Jalal look at her mother. She assured him with her eyes.

"abbujaan, can i talk to you?" jalal said looking towards his father.

Humayun left his seat meaningfully looking to Hamida.

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Jodha was sitting on her bed reading a Femina magazine. She didn't sleep as she just have her medicine.

Suddenly a faint Piano sound came in her ears. She don't know from where it coming. She tried to listen what is it.

Rojaa jaan e man
Tuu hii mera dil
Tujh bin tarase naina

She could tell the voice singing was in severe pain. She try to stand up by supporting the bed stand

Dil se na jaati hain
Yaaden tumhari
Kaise tum bin jeena

A hand playing on the Victorian style piano in the attic. The eyes flowing tears. Its unbearable. Truly unbearable. He had been playing piano after ages.

Today he want to flow out his agony...his failiur by playing it.

Today again mirza's word pointed out his failiur. He lost her. May be not fully. But she is unaware of the reality. Unaware of her being his wife unaware of being his heartbeat, his breath, being meaning of his exsistance

Aankhon mein tu hain
Aansoo mein tu hain
Aankhen band kar lun to
Man mein bhi tu hain
Khwabon mein tuu
Sanson mein tu roja

Jodha cant stand but she feel that beautiful music of piano and painfull voice pulling her. Very difficultly she cross the corridor. Her legs have wounds. But she cant stop.

Chhu ke yuun chali
Hava jaise chhu gae ho tum
Phool jo khile the v
Shul ban gae hain kyon

He can't forget the moment he saw his jodha on the pull of blood. God didn't have mercy on him that day. He makes him part her just for a minute to give her a water bottle. She was standing on the side of the road. Just the mment she was away and god snatch her from him. A car collides with her delicate body to push her from him fro ever.

His eyes again flowing...his fingers are playing on the keys of the piano. But he cant get week. He have to make her realise about her exsistance in his life.

Jii raha hu is liye
Dil mein pyar hain tera
Zulm sah rahaa hoon
Kyon intazar hain tera

"u have to be mine again jodha she look at the icture in front of her on the notation ezel of the piano.

While another pair of eyes watching him from the doorstep. She can't help but cry. Till now she can feel something jalal lost. Something realated to his heart.

Tumase mile bina jaan
Bhii na jaaegii
Qayamat se pahale
Saamane tuu aaegi
Kahan hain tuu
Kaisi hain tuu roja

Jalal stopped playing, and took the photograph. Jodha could see this. She thought that photograph is the reason of his pain. Now she got desparate to know about it.

"i love u...i love you. Please come back. I am dying day by day. Pls come and heal me from. Pls take me out of this hell. Mujhe is dard se azad kar do. Or jiya nahi jata tumhare bagair. Mar jayega ye jalal. Mar jayega tadap tadap ke. Wapas ajao. Tum to meri biwi ho. Khud hi kehti thi. Ek shouhar ko chore k biwi kabhi khush nahi rehti, to ab kya hua. Kyu chod gayi tum apne shouhar, apne jalal ko. Wapas ajao mere pass wapas ajao"

with this jalal broke down hugging the photo frame to his heart. Without know another soul standing out the door get a big shock of her life which could blow away both f their life now.

The storm has coming!!