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CHAPTER 26:
Jodha pov:
Vaishu thanks for being my support...U are best best friend.. I am lucky to have u as my friend..
If u want me to marry jalal I will do.
But whatever u said is true Vaishu.. it will be very tough for me to accept him.. till today I remember my screaming my begging to him..but he didn't listen.. i lost a precious thing to u.. I am a girl jalal.. I lost everything.. do u know jalal how much u hurt me?? I worked till late hours only for little amount.. I used to stand for 20 hours in a day.. nobody knows it.. even Vaishu.. having salim inside me I worked.. nobody is there to fill my cravings... I lost all because of u..I deepened on Vaishu for small things also.. which I hate more..I don't want to depend on others.. when salim born I don't know how to lift a kid also.. but I learned everything.. nobody is there to pamper me & help me..but lucky me at least I have maa & Vaishu.. I started work after 1 month delivery.. do u know how much it hurts.. how much I felt pain in my abdomen.. true jalal I am exhausted physically & emotionally... not a even a single thing I spent on my self.. but thank god I was little stable after salim birth.. I hate u more &. More.. but I will marry u.. for my son.. my salim..for my parents & Vaishu... still I don't know how dad will react...god help me..plz...I don't know how can I lead my life with u.. but if salim is happy having u then I will marry u.. with this decision I may not happy but salim , amma, Vaishu , maa will be happy.. I sacrificed lot of things jalal.. y can't just this marriage.. jodha was already dead.. she is no more.. cries.. she was trying to not breakdown...but the old memories are hunting her.. she became like a stone.. it won't melt that easily.. she forget the word love completely.. it doesn't exist in her dictionary.. she is just stone & heartless girl... she don't have any emotions.. life is a compromise for her..
End of pov..
Jalal pov:
Sonu sorry is very small word for my crime. But I will make it for u..
I will wait for u.. I will give all happiness which u lost because of me.. I will never ask for my rights Sonu.. I want to marry u.. at least for salim marry me.. I will pamper u.. I will love u.. just love u.. I will do whatever u ask.. but plz don't leave me again... plz... cries very badly...
End of pov..
In the night dinner time...
Jodha: Vaishu when aunty & uncle will come??
Vaishu: mom & dad will come in 2 days jodhu.. cousin marriage na.. so takes time..
Jodha: ok vaisu...I want to go home tomorrow Vaishu...with salim..
Vaishu: what u decide Jodhu???
Jodha: about what???
Vaishu: u know what I am asking..
Maina is listening both friends talk..but she kept mum...she don't want to force her daughter..
Jodha takes a deep breath & says ok Vaishu.. I will marry him.. but I want time to settle..I don't want to depend on him.. I wanted to face dad alone.. i will take it whatever may be the consequences.. I will inform to atamma also to come tomorrow...
Vaishu: Jodhu u took right decision...I know he will come.. i have confidence on him. He loves u Jodhu..
Jodha: stop that Vaishu.. nobody loves me.. I don't have none.. only my son.. especially he don't love me.. i accepted for salim , amma , dad & maa & u.. that's it... for society.. gets up with angry..
Goes near washbasin keeps her plate & control her tears..
She felt bad on screaming Vaishu..
So she came again to dining table..
Jodha: side hugs Vaishu & says...sorry Vaishu... I didn't mean to scream on u..
Vaishu:.it's ok.. I can understand... should I call jalal tomorrow.. it's better u first talk with him..
Jodha: ok.. whatever u feel.. good night.. I am sleeping..
Good night Amma..
Goes to salim room.. where he is sleeping...
Maina came to jodha room after 1 hour.. she know jodha didn't sleep..
Maina:jodha are u sleeping?? Can I come in??
Jodha: Amma.. y u ask Amma..U can come Amma. U didn't sleep..
Y Amma?? R u thinking about tomorrow Amma... don't worry Amma...I will & I can face it.. I know dad will be angry on me... & attamma..ufff.. I can imagine tomorrow situation.. but u be confident Amma..plz.. don't support me Amma.. support dad.. I can manage Amma... but dad can't.. he will be shattered after knowing all this.. in starting he may feels upset on me..but don't worry he will understand later... but be support for dad.. U don't know how it feels when we don't have our loved ones with us.. so be with dad. I am really scared because u also hided about jalal with dad.. how dad will take it.. I really don't know...
Maina: hugs her.. I am also scared jodha..how dad will react.. for sure attamma will break relation with us.. I don't know how dad will take it.. jodha if dad scream on u plz don't hate him jodha..
Jodha: no Amma.. I deserve Dad screaming Amma.. I should tell to dad at that time... hmmm... don't worry.. plz.. sleep... don't think much Amma... everything will be good...tomorrow will be a long day...
Maina: ok but jodha y u work that much..U can ask dad or me for raising salim.. we are earning money only for u jodha..y u never asked me money after u went to USA??? Y jodha??
Jodha: Amma..I know if I ask u.. u will give.. but I don't want depend on dad Amma... I want to raise my son as my own.. so I never asked u money.. even for my ms fees also.. I am capable Amma... now I can earn & give better life to my son.. in future if i want I will ask u Amma...but not now...forget it Amma...Plz.. now I am happy...
Maina: can I ask u something??
Jodha:yes..what's it??
Maina: are u happy with marrying jalal??
Jodha: Amma.. actually I never felt good with this marriage topic.. at first I don't want marry abhi..but I accepted for dad.. now this jalal..this time also for salim.. I don't know y always I have to take decision for others sake..not for my sake...
Maina: jodha u always listened me whatever I said.. but this will be last time I am saying to do is marry jalal. I know time takes..but for sure u will love him one day.. I can see...
Jodha: Amma plz...Will u stop this topic now.. I am tooo exhausted with his topic..plz.. I want to sleep for some time...
Maina: ok..jodha... I called him..he will come tomorrow.. tell ur decision to him.. good night.. kisses on her forehead...Goes to her room...
Jodha says good night & locks her room...
Jodha sleeps while thinking.. she was really exhausted from morning.. in one day lot of things happened in her life.. she slepts hugging salim.. she just hopes her attamma won't break her relation with her dad.. she will follow what her dad tells..
Precap:
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