Part 7 TZR
Jalal leads her to the couch facing the fireplace and TV, he moved it a bit around so they were closer to the fireplace, draped a large blanket over it and sat down, looks up at her holding up his hand out to her "come" Jo shakes her head "Jalal, there's barely enough room for both of us, lets go to the bigger" he chuckles as the corner of his mouth pulls up with a sly smirk "that the point Jodha" she pouts "oh,... you... are you sure about this, I mean?" she hesitates "I am sure I can trust myself Jodha, don't over think lets just enjoy the moment, lets enjoy our baby together, ... are you having any doubts about your feeling maybe you can't trust your feelings for me is that why you are hesitating" She held his gaze for a few minutes slowly takes his hand, he guides her on to his lap, Jo felt awkward as she adjusted, then belatedly realizes Jalal was not wearing a shirt as he pulled the blanket around them, she was surprised at how easy and comfortable it felt being this close to him... They argue about what movie to watch and finally settle on watching TWO STATES' she settled comfortably resting her head in the crook of his neck, Jalal placed a hand on her knee securing her on his lap, wrapping his other arm around her, Jo tenses at the contact, she could not control her reactions to his touch and shivers "are you cold?" his voice was low, she nods, and slowly relaxes as she begins concentrating on the movie, Jalal was not interested in the movie, he could not relax, he was tired but he could not seem to fall asleep, he felt her muscles relax against him as she giggled ...feeling her body against his, her giggles, reminded him of the night he slept with her, the current of that energy was slowly seeping into him as he imagined getting her to moan his name, but it didn't feel as urgent, much as he wanted her physically, he wanted her willingly and he was willing to wait for her to be ready, his desire was slightly unbearable but it was manageable. Suddenly she tenses up and almost jumps up, he pulls her back, his eyes drift to the TV --- was a passionate lovemaking scene "Jodha, what's the big deal? It is just sex, I mean ... just two people getting their sexual needs met, I don't see anything wrong with that ...as along as they both want the same thing it should not matter should it?" she lets out a frustrated breath as she turns around rolls her eyes and looks at him in disbelief "um, Jodha, you are being unreasonable, they are two consenting adults and what they do with their life is their business don't you think?" Jalal moved closer wrapping his blanket around her, hugging her tighter as she tries to get out of his grasp "shouldn't that be the one thing that's sacred in any relationship Jalal?", she leans back against his chest resting her head on his shoulder, lowers her voice and continues "I couldn't be like the others Jalal, I value intimacy and the person I am intimate with will he the most important person in my life, if I'm going to be with someone like that, I want to feel like we're the only two people in the world and I am the only person in his mind" there was silence,

Thanks for reading, your likes and reviews, full chappy should follow by this weekend ...😊I have to admit I've been slacking in updating, I have given my excuses, once I get on the forum, there are so many other ffs SSs OSs I begin reading them and time flies ... we have so many wonderful writers ...and my net time is done .. and the excuses continue ... sorry Prema.
Edited by crystalwings - 9 years ago
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