Just stay with me, cause I don't wanna know what its without u ch-3 - Page 6

Originally posted by: Monucute

Awesome start Ana...
Just lovely
Owwiiee my poor joja
Thanks for the pm
Update soon

thanks Neetu.
will update soon

Originally posted by: lovespari

Nice updt ana..
gud strt dear..
poor jo badly tricked n traped by tht idiot stupid haider n benazir..ughh..hate thm.
but y the hell ja mrrying benazir...didnt he say tht he still love hr n trust her but wnt proof...thn all of suddn wht the hell happn tht he going to mrry tht prsn..whm he n jo think tht she trickd thm..oohh i m really confused..
really feeling sad fr jo...
precap is intrsting but i m also afraid of ja reaction hope he behav nice with jo n nt hurt her...
waiting fr nxt updt dear..
updt soon n thanks fr pm

THanks 4 d cmnt Pari.
Ur queries will be answered in the next chappy

Silence prevailed in the room; I know he does not have the answer. I know I'm a fool asking him the same question again and again for the past two months but I want assurance. Assurance which no one can give me I know that which no one gives me except my Jalal. Yet! I don't know why I try my level best to find the assurance in others. I whisper saying I'm sorry. He kisses on my head and says- It's ok Jodha, I know it's too hard. Know have your pill? I know he knows about my pain better than anyone else, but I'm not strong as he is and I believe I can never be. I reluctantly take pill and put in my mouth, teddy hands me the glass of water and I forcibly gulp the medicine down the throat. He smiles at me and says- Good girl and then he says- I have to go to the office I've some important meeting, sorry Jodha. I give him a reassuring smile, yet a dead one and I say- it's ok, no need to say sorry, Bye take care teddy and he leaves. Around after 10 minutes later I hear the door bell ring. I wait for our maid to open the door, but again the bell rings I unwillingly drag myself out of the bed, and wear my slippers and I unfold my shirt which had folded and then I run my finger through my hair and then I begin walking correction dragging myself through the hallway to the door. I open the door see the postman he stares at me, I know I looked like a person who had been mourning for years but that's rude to stare like that. I say- excuse me. He says sorry you have card. I sign the register and shut the door and again drag myself to my room and I sit and begin opening the card thinking who might have send it. It's a wedding card. The contents of the letter shock me; it is Jalal's and Benazir wedding card. A lone tear feel on the card. I rubbed my eyes trying to control the abundant supply of tears from my eyes. How could he? How could he break his promise? How could he think of giving her my place to that wh*ore? I need answers. Now I can wait no more. I stand up and open my wardrobe and take out my jeans I go to the washroom and put them on, I leave my top on I don't care how look cause I know I'm looking like a mad woman right know. I'm Mad with agony and rage. I open the drawer near my study table hunting for my car keys and finally I find it. I stomp outside the house into my car. I'm driving after two months. Oh! Kanah it seems like centuries since I've held a steering wheel. I put the keys in the key hole and the car's engine roars with life and so does my heart begin to beat at a fast pace. I have to head to South Delhi that is where Jalal lives; I don't care how long it takes.

Mohammad Mansion

I'm Jalal, my Jodha's Jalal. I'm sitting on the floor staring at her photo. This is a part of my routine life. In fact the most important part of my life which helps me to keep moving on in life. I stare at my favorite photograph of my Jodha. Her beautiful doe shaped eyes are shining with happiness and Ya Allah! Her smile can make me go weak on my knees. Her angelic face, her pouty lips and her cute nose everything so perfect. She is goddess. She is an epitome of beauty, an enchantress. But the best part about her is heart which has tons of love for me. Every day I remember the moments we spend together that what I have left of her. Memories right only memories millions of beautiful memories we had made in a short period of time. I miss her more than words can define. Every day I relive our last meeting all the while cursing myself, I ruined everything, whatever we had. I know she still loves me and so do I, but I'm afraid to approach her. All I remember the day earlier my fight with Benazir shouting that my Jodha has an extra- marital affair what am I'm saying no one's knows that I'm married to Jodha she's my wife but only Ammi, Abbu( that's what I refer to as Jodha's dad) and Jodha. Our marriage wasn't official. All of this is because of me. Ammi's dead and Jodha and Abbu will never open their mouth I can guarantee that. Everyone thought and they still believe that Jodha was my girlfriend and now ex- girlfriend. That's what Benazir thought so she came up to me saying Jodha my girlfriend has an affair with her brother. I was shocked beyond words, I didn't trust her cause the woman whom I loved and, made love with could never ever be unfaithful, me. But for a fact has Benazir's brother has he ever seen himself in the mirror he is far from handsomeness' that I knew for sure and I knew Jodha loves my heart not my looks so I went with Benazir to reassure my faith, but the scene I saw shook me to the core. I saw Azad the oaf and my Jodha together on the bed. I just desired that before I witnessed the scene the earth should had swallowed me up? I stared at her but she herself seemed too shocked and there was a fear in her beautiful orbs fear of what I thought? But the next day when she left me I realized we both had the same fear of losing each other and we lost each other. I left for the bar immediately without even waiting for her. Because the room was suffocating me. I know I should have waited for her how could I do that? I drove to the nearest bar and got drunk I had promised I'll drink as less as possible but that day I broke all my limits. I don't remember anything what happened that night but when in the morning I got up I felt bad not to find her next to me. She tried to talk to me but I kept mum I also badly wanted that all the misunderstanding should be cleared but.. I don't know why on earth I wanted her to know that I'm upset not because of what happened yesterday but for not finding her in the bed next to me but she misunderstood me. Then suddenly anger engulfed me the memories of yesterday became clear. My anguish took the form of anger. I showed her the text messages Benazir had shown which weren't true I knew she threw the phone in anger. I told her what I had said to Benazir when I saw those messages. She said it was all trick and I knew it was. But I was angry on her for going to Benazir's house when only Azad was there. So I asked her to get the proof of her innocence. I regretted the moment I spoke this line but I couldn't take back the words, I couldn't. I cursed myself. I wanted some time, few days maybe to comprehend what I want so I turned my back towards her again she misunderstood me she came and embraced me from behind and I felt relieved. I spoke in a loud tone but again she thought I'm going to threaten her but then I was touched by the faith she had in me. And that is true I can never hurt her not even in my dreams, but today I'm doing it deliberately. Tears flowed down my checks I knew I was losing her unwillingly and so was she. I didn't know why but I said something after which she had no other option but to leave. I told her if she loves me then she has to go. If she...? Had I lost it then? If.. She had always loved me and still loves me I can guarantee that. I caressed her hand cherishing our last moment together. She left me. Taking away a part of me and ripping my heart away. I know I broke her beautiful heart into pieces when I said her if you love me leave and she left without saying a word. What I had said was all spur of the moment I never meant those words. After she left I broke down and all I could say is - Jodha please come back. I wanted to run after her and stop her but I couldn't see in those pain filled eyes. She is still waiting for me as she had said - I always wait for you. What am I doing now all her hopes will be broken when she will come to know I'm marrying Benazir. She will be again heartbroken. In these past two months I thought about a million times in a day to call her and know how is she doing? Because I want to hear her melodious voice, I've even pressed the call button million of times but I always cut the phone before it dialed thinking what will I say? I knew I'm totally wrong in asking her proof for her innocence. I'm a goddamn oaf. I've to marry Benazir to protect her but how could I explain this to her? Or could I ever explain this to her? I know I took an extra long time to comprehend things. I know she will be more than upset because I had promised her no matter what I will never give her place to anyone, and now I'm breaking my promise. But I'll keep one promise that I will never give my heart to anyone. Benazir can be my wife but she can never ever take my Jodha's place. Jodha resides in my heart and Benazir resides miles away from my heart. Jodha is someone whom I can never forgot even though I forgot who I am. She is a part of me, my other half of me no matter what. She's my wife and will always remain, I don't care whom the world considers my wife as I'll always consider and accept Jodha as my wife. She has always known me as a man of words how will she feel? Allah! Please take care of her. Yes, I did come to know about Azad and I did trash him for trying to degrade her in front of me, But Benazir's innocent, she a nice girl and after she learned about the truth she broke her relation with him. I know you are waiting for me but sorry for disappointing you, we can't be together. I'm sorry. I'm more apologetic than I can express. It's too late but I'll always love her. I just hug her photo and let my tears of anguish and helplessness flow. I meet the counselor weekly once for anger management problem the counselor says I take out my pain in the form of anger, she says it will soon take worse form. I'm already in the worst state I had ever been how worse I could be now. Only if she had slapped when I asked her the proof of her innocence, only if she could reciprocate the pain I had given her. Things could have been different. The if's ruined my life. Fate which had luckily been on our side has became our loves rival.

Zarrot

Benazir's mansion

She heard the door bell and she sees Azad and hugs him saying- Bhai. He comes in and says I told you nothing will go wrong. The laugh off thinking what had happened, Benazir just had to act as if she had been molested, and then she acted as if she is going to take her life as nobody is ever going to accept her, Jalal comes in the nick of the time and saves her, she tells him the whole incident Jalal promises that he will find suitable bride groom but declines saying she only trusts him only live if he agrees to marry her, and he had no other option rather than agreeing for the marriage. She had also sent the marriage card to provoke Jodha. Azad says- He's trapped. Benazir replies- totally, Azad leaves before anyone could catch him, red handed.

Promo- Jo, ja confortation

I've changed Benazir's brothers name to Azad plzz note .Soli 4 d errors. plzz do leave ur cmnt. Criticisms r welcome. Thanks 4 reading., love Ana

Nice chapter ...poor Jo ...hate Benezir ... looking forward to next chapter ..😊

Awesome update dear... ooo god even jalal is facing so much trouble like jodha only... that love each other to d core but r running away from each other. ... this Benazir is so low... waiting for next part dear update it soon nd thanks for pm...

benz-haider tricked jj...ja for twice...last chapi u described jo's love..in this chapi ja's love...interesting precap hope jo will be succeded in putting some sense in ja dumb brain...continue soon nd pls do pm

awsum dr

poor ja & jo

hate benz

dont let ja marry benz

let ja know the truth

update asap

NYC ch
cheap benz.
JJ both r suffering just because of the trap of Benz...I just hate her.kabab me haddi...
interesting precap
update soon
eagerly waiting
n thnx fr 4

vry vry nice story...
its sooo amazing...
plzz update asap...

Awesome update
Jj both are going through so much pain
This benazir and her brother both are so cheap
Interesting precap
Waiting for the update
Update soon