HI all... 🤗hehe i know,i know..you didn't expect this 😆but i have to fulfil a promise,i gave few months ago to my sweet heart minne aka MEERA meeramiss18 ❤️soo,here is it...another part of "the Reason to live"
She sat on floor while tears are trickling down from her eyes.it has been few months that she got him back to her from the death but her heart is still bleeding because of his behaviour.its not that he is behaving rude with her but its about the distance he try to make between them.she will welcome a stab happily rather than to be apart from from him.already she regret about her earliar behaviour with him.before to the marriage she was blind from the misunderstands about him and after the marriage she punished him for someone else's sin.but now,she has accepted by herself that the Shehenha Jalal uddin Mohomed isn't only the ruler of the india,but the ruler and the owner of her heart too.the one whom she wished to have.Once she almost lost him forever by the conspire of adham khan with mahamanga.but god gave her a chance again giving her life back to her through making him alive.she couldn't belive that the person who was behind the conspire is the one whom her shehensha trusted most and treat as the mother.how could any mother even think to kill her child.even she was going be a mother and the heartless criminals killed their unborn child too.after killing the innocent fetus they tried to snatch her husband away from her almost killing her.but her love for her shehensha is stronger than anything.now he is the only reason her to live further.because of her love and care he could get well soon.
Now he's doing his usual works but from the inside of his heart facing to a strom.it not a new thing him to batreyed by someone,and that too by his close and most trusted one.but now its enough to him.
She knew that he's shattered from the inside by the batriyal of the one who he thought as his mother.but it isn't the reason him to make a distance between them."Is this another conspire of someone whom want to see the separation of us?"her crying heart always asked this from herself.but no,no one can separate him from her nor snatch.she has vowed to herself for him.no matter what happened but now she don't let him to go away from her,even a bit.he's the breath of her life.now its enough to stay away from him.wipping her tears from the back of her palm,she got up with a determine.she called to mothi and asked her to give a massege to shehensha than she want to meet him at night.obeying to the queen's order mothi left from there for give the massege to sehensha.Meanwhile jodha headed to the kitchen to prepaire their dinner,specilay for him.her bleeding heart is now somehow healed with her determine and now its jumping with the ecxitment.
His heart too filled with joy and the exitement when he heared about her massage.but soon,the joy and the ecxitement covered by the uneasiness,pain and also fear.but he couldn't reject her request cum order.his eyes gleamed with a slight chukled at the word 'order' reminding how she used to order him when he reject to drink his medicines.no need to say,its her love which give him the life back but he's afraid to faceher love.its not because it made him uncomfortable but because he never have been loved by anyone.even from his mother because of his rough childhood.with a long breath he dicided to leave from her room as soon as possible after talk to her.
After prepairing their dinner she went for take a bath ordering maids to arrenge the foods in her room.her face is glowing even though she is a pain because now she's going to spent a beautiful moment with him.also today she's going to remove the distance between them not letting him go away from her forever.already her heart is beating fast and she could hear the lub-dub sound of her own heartbeat.
Finishing his every works in the court he too directcly went for take a bath to take some rest in the hot water.his mind is fill with her thoughts even though he tried to refuse them.how much he dreamed to get love from her but the fear of feel something what he never felt before stopped him from stepping to his heaven which has create from her pure love for him.he have made his heart to look her from a distance.
Wearing the green colour nightdress with open hair she waited for him impatiently.hearing the announsement of the guard about his arrival her heart skipped a beat.he entered to the room greeting her with his handsome simle making her heart skip a beat again.for a moment she lost in her hadsome husband.and no need to say that too couldn't stop himself losing in her seeing his beautiful wife,that too wearing his favourite colour nightdress.comming out from dream world she went near him and greeted him back taking him too from his dream world.
"Did you asked me to come here jodha begum..?"he asked looking around the room.
"Yes shehensha..come..let's have the dinner.."saying she hold his hand sending shivers in both their boddies.but he tried to take his hand away from her but she grab him to the table tightening the grip more.
"Ah i don't hungry jodha...you eat...and tell me the reason you called me hear.."
But without caring about his words she made him sit on the chair and she too sat closer to him.
"I called you because i want to spent time with you...you don't have time just for me.."she almost complained with a slight poute while he lost in her cute face.
"Sorry..i was busy in these days"he said looking at her who is busy while filling a glass with water.
"Hmm..its ok..but now..don't go anywhere..ok.."she almost commanded taking the plate to her hand.he chuckled a little and then he noticed that there is only one plate.
"Where is my plate.."the innocent of his voice when he asked it melted her heart like a ice cube.her lips curved in to a lovely smile.
"I'll feed you shehensha.."she softly said moving a piece of roti to his mouth.he hestantly eat it as he didn't have any other option.but it pinched her heart filling her eyes with unshed tears.
"Mm..I'll go now jodha begum.you.."he was about to say more but before he said anything she hold him by hand and grabbed near to the bed saying
"I told you shehensha..you'll not go anywhere..you are going to stay here..."he was about to protest but she made him sit on the bed and went for close the curtains.he didn't know what to do.his heart is enjoying the passing every minute with her.but the fear in his heart to feel her love warnned him always.he got up and was about go near to the coach but stopped by her.
"What happened shensha..where are you going.."
"Ah..I'll sleep on the coach.."he could see the pain in her eyes when he said it.
"You can sleep on the bed shehensha..why on the coach? "He couldn't find any answer.SEE BELOW :P
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