In the night jodha asked from everyone let her alone for sometimes and they all went from there.she heared a announsement and he came to her room.she layid on the bed and closed her eyes whithout looking at him.he gazed at her for a moment sat on the couch for take some rest.anyone can see the deep pain of his swollen eyes.he took a long breath and called for a maid to order somef oods for her knowing that she didn't eat anything from yesterday as him.the foods arrived and he called to mothi for feed them to jodha but she refued and scolded to her.jalal signaled her to go and he slowly went near jodha with the food plate.she turned to otherside when he sat near her to show her protest secretly wipping her tears.he sadly smiled at her shutting his pain inside his heart.the pain which he feel like stabbing seeing the hate,rejection,disgust for him in the owner of his heart's eyes.the pain of a father who have lost his unborn child.the pain of being alone in the life journey even he don't have anyone to share his pain.he hesitantly moved his hand towered her shoulder while she tightly closed her eyes to hold her tears but he stoped and place the plate near her on the bed and went out from the room.she slowly turned and saw the plate.she slowly moved her hand toward it and caressed it from her fingers while a faint smile flashed in her lips.she sat on the bed properly and took the plate to her hand.she wiped her tears and was about to eat but something stuck in her mind.she thout for a moment and the plate on the table whithout eating anything.
After sometimes he again came to her room when she is in a deep sleep due to the tiredness.he too laid on the couch and soon fell to a DEEP SLEEP.
Few hours passed and she wanted to drink some water.she woke up and drank some water.she was about to lay on the bed but her eyes caught his sleeping figure.she slowly went near him and covered him with a blancket countinusly staring at his puffy eyes with her teary eyes.she moved her hand toward his hair then she was shock to the core when her fingers touched with his skin.she place her palm on his forehead and she immediately touched his body.her eyes widened and her hands began to shake.her heart beat began racing and she gulped her saliva down.his whole boddy is cold..like a dead boddy.
"Sh.shensha.."she whispered while patting on his cheek.but there are no movements of him.her heart filled the fear.tears are automaticly falling from her eyes.she again called him but he didn't responed.she looked at the door side and called the maids and demaded to bring the doctor controling her shakey voice.
"Shehensha.."she lovingly called him in her shaking voice.yes,the love,the immence love,the pure love which she didn't want to accept now came to out from the cage which was made by her with the fear of losing him.
"Shehensha..p.please..wake up.."she innocently begged taking his hands to her.her hot tears fell along on his hands.her heart knew that something bad have happened to him but her heart didn't accept it.soon the doctors arrived with hamida,ruqeiya,salima,bakshi and some of royal ladies.doctors took jalal to the bed and started their job.jodha's tears didn't stoped.she cried her heartout hugging hamida tightly making her surprised.not only hamida but ruqeiya,maham and salima as they know eveything about jodha and jalal's relation.but itsnt time to surprised they silently prayed for jalal's health.
'My queen..'the law voice of doctor took everyone's attention toward him.
'What happened doctor..?'seeing the facial expressions of the doctor,hamida's heart filled with fear about her son's life.
'Forgive me my queen..i think some poisons have mixed to shehensha's foods or drinks..'he reviled making everyone shock to the core.
'Forgive me my queen..we are already late..'
'What are you saying..can't you treate shehensha properly..don't waste our time..'ruqeiya shouted at him.
'Forgive me ruqeiya begum..i did my best..but..shehensha..shehensha no more..'he said hoping a tight slap from ruqeiya eveyones eyes widened.hearing it hamida became unconsciouse.but jodha she was numb.she looking at him.her world shattered to the pices same like her heart.there are no tears in her eyes.she don't know if she is breathing or no.
She slowly went near to the bed and sat closer to him without breaking her gaze on him.her shaky hand went toward his forehead and ran her shaky fingers lovingly in his hair.she bent toward him affectionately caressing his cheeks.his soft pink lips have become dry and pale lips.she lovingly caressed them from her thumb.she didn't feel his warm breathe to her fingers.this isn't the first time she stay so closer to him like this.onece they have bacame one from their body.but this the first time she didn't felt his warm breathe.she slowly placed her head on his chest wrapping her soft hand around him with immence love to feel the warm of his body which she badly missed and wanted.but there no warm in his body other than dead cold.she waited,waited to feel his warm,she waited thinking that he will wrap his hands around him taking her to his warm embrace which her heart earned since long.but it didn't happen.she tried to listnen to his heart beat but there is no beat of his heart.she closed her eyes and tight the hug even more.she dont want to accept that her love,her husband,her shehensha is no more.
"N.noo.."a whisher escape from her mouth.she is broken.broken to pices.still she could smell his frangance through his clothes.she inhaled them and kissed his near heart.his dress soaked from her tears.
"You can't leave me shehensha.."her heart screamed.she rose her head and placed her forehead on his.till now she cried whiout a sound but now the sound of her sob increased little by little finaly her sobs echoed in whole palace.see below
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