Akdha SS FeeLingS!!!!! #4 {closed} new link added - Page 87

"from where these things get inside your mind, don't you believe your maa? beta he is not that bad, it's just you don't know him well" said hamida as she made her young daughter-in-law seated in-front of her.

"acha...this is also my mistake that i don't know him, right?" mocked jodha as she turned her head, how much she is hating this jalal.

"how can you judge him, you don't even know him well"

"i know him, he is rude, arrogant, selfish and a big egoistic" saying this, she was about to move but hamida held her hand and again made her sit.

"he is not like this, he is very emotional, caring, understanding, and a bit different, that's why his actions are a little weird, he don't know how to express himself" hamida looked at jodha, examining her expressions, she could say that she was not yet accepting it...her stubborn daughter in law.

"i still remember when his father died, he locked himself in his room and cried for the whole day, and the next day, he behaved like nothing happened, i was happy that he was helping me and was managing everything by himself, but in between all this he lost himself, you know he plays guitar very well, but it's nearly 3 years now, i haven't saw him with his guitar" wiping off the wetness from her corner of her eyes, hamida looked at jodha...who was still lost.

"i know, he is not perfect but you aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfect if you will accuse him, he isn't going to quote poetry for you, he is not thinking about you every moment but i know he will one day, surely give you a part of him that he knows you could break, don't expect more than he can give, don't analyse, smile when he tries to make you happy, yell when he makes you mad and miss him when he is not there. Hold on him, know him, trust him because perfect guys don't exist, but there's always one guy that is perfect for you...you know your khan uncle always wanted to see you as jalal's bride that's why it was his last wish to jalal to marry you, he used to speak that he gifted heaven to jalal" chuckled hamida caressing jodha's cheek.

"ohk...i got it, so jalal's that perfect guy who is just for me?" asked jodha to which hamida laughed.

"yea...he is that perfect guy and now you can't find someone else, because he will love you more than anyone" kissed hamida on jodha's forehead.

"by the way, where's that guitar?" asked jodha as she was about to leave the room.

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"i don't understand that saying 'you are what you eat', because i don't remember eating a sexy beast this morning" said mirza as he looked at the mirror.

"that means i ate a princess today?" asked jodha

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i am confused for this chapter, i really don't know that how to proceed this story, will be waiting for your reviews and ideas