Paridhi was just fabulous today. đđđ
Jodha was not really there at all, it was all about a mother and son and the ruins their relationship lies in. The pain of betrayal and hurt the son carries and the love and guilt the mother carries. Still it belonged to only Jodha.
Cos ONLY Jodha could understand both and feel the pain of both. The stated without hope final wish of the mother and the letting go off bitterness the son needs to find to heal his hurts.
When MA poured out her heart to Jodha - it was only the mother - the Vazir was forgotten. At the end of her life all she wants is for her son to call her Badi Ammijaan one last time.
Jodha just listened and let her talk and still after the episode I only remember Jodha. When MA talked about loving Jalal and neglecting Adham the guilt about Adham that made her betray Jalal. It was just a mother-to be Jodha listening and empathizing with another mother.
MA did not beg but she indirectly pleaded with Jodha, cos in her proud but helpless state she still knows there is only one person who can bring her son Jalal back to her.
The wife Jodha who understands the pain and hurt her husband carries in his heart, the betrayal will stay with him always because he really loved the woman he put above his own mother.
Jodha did not try to put down anything MA did against Jalal, nor did she raise anything MA did for Jalal. She was just gently reminding Jalal that this was the time for the son to make peace with the dying MA forgetting the bitterness that was fighting the love inside him.
If he did not do this then the pain of the ruined relationship will always fester inside him.
MA at the end of her life finally found only the love for Jalal that had got buried under the blind greed for power, the arrogance of the influence she derived from him and the evil manipulations that came to be part of her being - cos the arrogance led her to believe she owned him. Now there is a slight hint of her crimes just to understand that she has left no rights on her son to even ask for him to call her mother one last time.
How much Jodha understood her pain and how much she realized that Jalal needed to see this - to call her Badi Ammi one last time - not for MA cos she will get her peace or not - but for Jalal. Cos the betrayal that is eating him inside, the hurt at the curses to his unborn babies that are consuming his thoughts will finally be let go.
Cos Jalal needs to see the mother he always loved one last time so he will not be left with any guilt, it was NEVER anything he did wrong - it was cos MA chose wrong.
Jodha was so loving so understanding of Jalal's pain, she knows that he does not deserve to be left with this pain all his life. Not for MA but for his sake he has to let go of the bitterness so he finds peace.
Jodha was not there at all but only she was. Cos the mother son are so lost that it was only Jodha who can find them. Jodha could understand both their pains cos it needs a pure large heart to do this.
When Jalal got tears in his eyes she felt his pain, when he walked away in tears Jodha cried for him. Cos she understands how much he is fighting the hurt inside which his tears are washing away. Jodha desperately wants Jalal to meet MA cos only then can he find peace.
It was only about mother and son but I only remember Jodha.
Paridhi, Rajat and Ashwini all were so super today. I hope they know how much we love them.
I love Paridhi's voice it is so soft and soothing. Today only Rajat's eyes spoke.