I just cannot stop thinking about Jodha and Jalal so all this rambling thoughts.
What have CVs done to Jalal?!
I cannot get the scene of Jalal bending down to shout at his unborn babies out of my mind - that he could shout at his babies saying let them know what kind of mother they have got? It was absolutely the most pathetic scene, this action of Jalal's by CVs just sank him so low. Jodha absolutely never deserved this.
How could CVs give this dialogue to Jalal? How can this act of Jalal's be justified in any way? I just cannot believe Jalal is capable of this.
This Jalal for whom family means everything - who has been backstabbed so many times by those he loves so dearly, who craves the family that do not always stand by him. How many times has he forgiven them all just cos they are his family - starting from the one he kept on pedestal MA, Ruk faking pregnancy, SD and BB, AM, Nigar was just forgiven her horrific act of bringing AM's men to rape his wives and haram!
THIS Jalal who has craved for a waris for so long - he cried on Jodha's shoulder when he realized Ruk was not really pregnant - he was not going to be a father, who even when he knew Ruk was not pregnant so there was no apshagun kept thinking that it all happened because he pushed the empty cradle!
When Jalal is getting what he most wished for his entire life, he shouts at his babies? This scene has left me so disgusted. Even when Jalal was shown weak or gullible was he never ever shown so crass and horrific. Why would CVs do this? Why not they made Jalal stop at love declaration for Atifa? Wasn't that enough to cause agony to Jodha?!
Jodha did absolutely most foolish act. No matter she did it in such a weak moment where she lost her will to live also. What use of a plan, if Jalal is pretending - if that had made Jodha almost give up her life and made him lose Jodha and his waris?
Jalal seemed to regret his raging at Jodha when he tried to talk with Jodha, asked about her in DEK, but now that seems to have just vanished after Jodha's kidnapping. By her foolish act, he is so much in rage that he seems to have forgotten the harsh brutal words he said to her. So does that mean he now does not feel bad about his words?
I do not think Jalal is in love with Atifa - whether he thinks he is or he is pretending - still how can he do this to his babies? How can he be shown so callous as to not care about Jodha and his babies in this state?
Why do CVs think that if Jalal has to be shown fallen for Atifa he should be shown not caring about his babies? What is the connection between feeling love/attraction for a woman and love for his babies? Should not his babies be his first priority? Who would not understand that even if he fell for Atifa he can still be shown caring about his babies?
I wish Jodha had got a chance to tell him about her mental state when she went to the well and almost ended her life. That might make Jalal realize what a dangerous game he is playing. If he is doing this to protect Jodha and his babies then he almost already lost them!
Jodha did something so foolish that spiraled so out of control she herself came to losing her life and putting her babies at risk. Jalal is absolutely right in being upset with her.
However, Jodha has been absolutely true to form, did Jalal not acknowledge this to Maan Singh? Jalal trusts Jodha would not be standing alive in front of him - if Khyber had behaved indecently. Jalal knows Jodha - so why does he not know how much agony he is causing her by his words?
Jalal is questioning Jodha's trust on him, but has he trusted her if this is his plan? How much agony it caused him when she did not trust him about Sujamal - atleast Jodha was bound by vachan then, what is stopping Jalal now? Is his plan worth the risk if he ends up losing Jodha and babies?
This is no MU cos MU just needs for facts to come to light for things to get back to normal.
Jalal had promised to take care of Jodha when she got pregnant, so far we have not seen him doing any such thing. He asked Ruk to take care of Jodha? Really! Does Jalal not know Ruk at all?
I honestly don't care about Atifa, cos I do not think she is for Jalal - he might think he love her if there is no plan - but no Jalal cannot love Atifa. All I care about Jodha and Jalal getting together when she needs him, his love most.
Jodha seems to have got used to Jalal's rages! She felt things are sorted between them when he came for her. Jodha knows she did foolish thing and he is absolutely furious with her - but by declaring marriage with Atifa is he not going to make her feel more dejected and abandoned? So Jodha knows every word he raged at her he meant it?!
I want to see Jodha just detach herself from Jalal and concentrate on her babies. If Jalal does not trust her enough to share his plan with her, then he should not be talking about HER lack of trust! Jodha was against Jalal from the start about treatment and killing order of Khyber so it is not as if he did not know where she stood in this. Does Jodha know where he stands???
I want to see Jodha tell Jalal since he does not think she deserves his love, since he thinks loving her was a mistake, since he questions what she ever did for him (really??????????????) then you are free from my side to find love and what all you want from Atifa. Jodha should not show her hurt or her pain to him cos it does not seem to again matter to him now! Let him play his games while Jodha should make him free.
Why CVs have you made things so bad between Jalal and Jodha when they should be on best terms now when he could not keep his eyes off her in Jashna and be so happy about his babies. Why CVs have you turned everything so ugly?
I wonder how CVs can ever show things get back to normal. Jodha's foolish act was atleast true to her which even Jalal knows, but how can Jalal act like this for his babies? I just hope this track closing makes his actions seem somewhat justified - though I cannot EVER think shouting at babies can be justified for any reason.
