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Falash back ends
Hamida bano was looking at her husband... He was deep in his thoughts
She put her hand on her husband shoulder,
He didn't reply her yet
She wanted to know about his dream which was actually about her and her
child and humayu didn't tell her but his another wife
She pressed his shoulder lightly making him came out from his thoughts
" aap nae bataya nahi HAZoor "
Humayu smiled slightly
hold her hand and kissed on her palms...making her smile in shyness...
" bano agar aap ab kuch acha mahsoos kar rahi hae tau kuch der
bahar chahel kadmi kar lete hain ... Achi thandi hawa hae ...yaha
Kheme Mae kuch Ghutan ho rahai hae"
(chahal kadmi - walk, khema = tent)
He wanted to talk in open air ..
Hamida smiled ... She also wanted to spend time with him in open air
"Jaisa aap kahae... Hamey bhi khuli hawa Mae acha lage ga"
Humayu helped her in getting up... She has almost her full term... In her full
belly she was looking even more beautiful and angelic...he took his eyes
away from her
He has tears in his eyes... In this condition he can not give his queen any
thing...not a simple comfort...
Hamida felt it... She was very sensitive and sweet... She can sense his guilt
and sadness
"Kia soch ne lage aap"
She asked
Humayu headed towards tent entrance
"Chalye bano "
There was no guard outside their tent ...A Bandi was sitting outside near the
tent... She got up seeing Royal couple.
King nodded to her ...
Humayu was holding her hand and shoulder ... It was not easy to walk on
desert sand ... But sand was really soothing... Hameeda took off her slippers
and start walking bare foot... She was only 16... Looking like angel in moon
light ...
She noticed her hubby gaze on her face
"aise Kia Dekh rahe hain aap hamain
She asked shyly
Humayun moved his hands from her shoulder and surrounded her back
" Dekh rahe hae is chandni Raat Mae aap chand ka noor lag rahi
hae... Chand waha falak par hae ...par chandni ki kirne yaha hamare
phelu sae phoot rahi hain"
(falak = sky, chand ki kirnay = moon light, chandni,--- phely = side , photo = coming)
Hamida bano face was glowing in pleasure
" aap tau chandni raat Mae shayeri Karne lage"
..".yah tau hamare dil ki awas hae ...aap isko shayeri Kahti hain tau yahi
Sahi"
He was really feeling light
Hamida bano thinks to start again topic of that dream
" ab chorye HAZoor hame aur na banaeye ... "
"Hamari kia majal Jo ham aap ko banaye begum... Ap ko tau khuda
nae khud apne haath sae banaya hae ..."
Now he was in naughty mood
Hamida didnt get his mischief
"Matlab??"
she was pouting
" matlab yah Kay aap roothte hue aur bhi haseen lagti hai"
Now hamida got he was pulling her leg...
"Rehne dai bass ... "
She made more pouty face
"Itna ahem roya (dream in urdu/Persian) aur aap nae hamey batay
bhi nahi"
(ahem = important)
Humayu instantly got serious... He took long breath
"Khuab sae zyada ham usey kashf kahai gay... Hindal Mirzah aur
choti Ammi jaan ki taraf jatey hue hamara Kafila kuch der ko aram
Karney ruka tha... Ham 1 paer (tree) k neche sastaney ( to sit for rest
for a while) Kay lye ankhey moond kar behthe thae Kay "
(kashf) a kind if dream which comes ...when we are not in deep sleep .
..some times it's looks so real)
I(n the way of choti Ammi jaan and Mirzah Hindal ... We were halted for rest
and lunch)
He was for choosing proper words
"Ham ne dekha 1 noorani chehra Buzurg ... Unhu nae hamey 1
fazand (son)
ki basharat (divine pleasing news= prophecy) di aur..."
humayu looked at his wife meaningfully
" ...aur apna Naam ahmad jam bataya tha"
Hamida startled on this name ... now she got the hint god gave him was not
only for his son but their son.. ...
Humayu continued
"Kiun k hamari koi begum bhi hamarey saath nahi thi... Bega begum
apne gham sae behaal thi ... Is kashf (a kind if dream which comes
...when we are not in deep sleep ...some times it's looks so real) ko
ham mehez khuab samjh kar Bohol Gaye... "
(mehez= only, mere)
He looked towards his wife And smiled fondly
" magar phir jab aap ko dekha tau dil Mae 1 kasak jagi"
(kasak = wish which is hard to be true)
Hamida didn't want to say but just couldn't stopped her
" tau yah kahain na HAZoor nae ham sae is wajha sae shadi ki "
She asked lightly
" nahi bhi or haan bhi"
Hamida didn't say any thing
"Sach bataye tau halat hamey 1 aur shadi ki ijazat nahi dete thae...
Bega begum ko bhi bura mahsoos hua jab ham nae unko bataya Kay
ham aap sae Nikah Kay khuahish mand hai "
"Tabhi aap nae unko bataya Hamay nahi..."
She seemed little disappointed
Humayu knows very well how to make balance btw wifes ...he was in
polygamous relationship from his youth
"Bega begum hamari sab sae pheli bwi hain hamari Mamoo zaad...
UN Kay baad ham nae aur bhi Nikah ki ye ... Bega begam nae sda
hamre faislo Mae hamara saath dia... Magar is waqt ...Zara alag baat
thi...ham hakoomat kho chuke hain, hamari aur bega begam ki bachi
... Hamari aqeeqa sultan bhi ham sae bichar gae..."
sda = always)
This made him very sad... His voice became teary This was unbearable
trauma for him
Hamida bano can feel his pain ...she put her one hand on his shoulder...
Now they were sitting on a small mound...
Humayu composed himself
"Is baar bhi jab ham nae unko is roya Kay baray Mae bataya...tau phir
se sabar aur hoslay say hamara saath dia... "
Then he added
" aap say is baat Ka zikr ham nae is layer nahi kia Kay aap yah na
khayaal karay Kay ham nae waris Kay lye aap sae shadi ki ... Sach
maniye Aap hamy Bohat Azeez hain bano... "
(azeez = dear)
hamida also had tear in her eyes ... She smiled with teary eyes...
" ham jaantey hain mere shahnsha... Aap kis takleef sae guzar rahae hain ham samjh sakte hain "
He didn't reply
Now they were sitting there quietly .
Talking with Each other in silence...
... Door tak bass ... Registaan ki hawa ki halki halki awaz... Humayu aur
hamida khamoshi ki zuban mae batay kar rahae thae... (zuban = language)
All of sudden hamida asked him to recite some poetry for her
She loved poetry specially from his sad voice
Humayu thought for a while
"Sun ye"
Hamida made her comfortable and l slightly laid back on him... Humayu
embraced her
" Chand nikle tau mera jism mehek uthta hae
Rooh Mae uthti taza mohbbat ki trha
Teri khatir tau koi jaan bhi le sakta hu
Mae nae chaha hae tujhe GAOn ki izzat ki tarha
Khul rahi hae mere dereena masail ki girah
Mere mahol Mae utra hae woh barkat ki tarha
Ab tere Hijr Mae koi lutf nahi hae baki
Ab tujhe yaad bhi karte hae tau Adat ki tarha
Tum meri pheli mohabat tau nhi hau lekin!!
Mae nae chaha hae tumhae pheli mohabat ki tarha
Mere dil Mae koi masoom sa bacha hae wasi
Jo tujhe SOCHTa rehta hae shararat ki tarha
Hamida didn't say any thing...she was mesmerized in the poem ...
"Kaisi lagi bano" "Bohat khubsurat Bohat pyari ."
"Ab ham kuch sunain"
She asked playfully
..."zaroor irshad"
hamida start reciting in his melodic voice
Yeh Kaamyabiyan Izzat Yeh Naam Tum Se Hai
Khuda Ne Jo Bhi Diya Hai Maqam Tum Se Hai
Tumhare Dam Se Hain Mere Lahoo Mai Khilte Gulaab
Mere Wujood Ka Saara Nizam Tum Se Hai
Kahan Bisaat-E-Jahan Aur Mai Kamsin Aur Nadaan
Yeh Meri Jeet Ka Sab Ahtemam Tum Se Hai
Jahan Jahan Hai Meri Dushmani Sabab Mai Hoon
Jahan Jahan Hai Mera ahteraam tum se hai
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