~~FF~~Shah Nama ', The Admired-of-the-World ~ , new update pg 16 - Page 6

Originally posted by: greeshma014

sara, i updated my comment on page 5 yesterday itself..tumne dekha nai??

Originally posted by: smile.sara

I saw it my dearest friend...but I was in susral from two days... iPad ki screen cracked by your niece and nephew😭... So I had just my iph there ... Some time it's very hard to type from ph ...now came back ... Working on next ch... ...thanks a lot for your compliment ... Love u

Originally posted by: smile.sara

Thanx shreya ... I know U have shikayat with me tht i m ruku fan but you and every other will see I m not ruku fan nor Jo hater I only love jalal and hard core fan of our rajat

Thanx for once again

Originally posted by: munnirony

i dont have shikayat with anyone. evryone have their fav character. its just a diff of opinion.😆

Originally posted by: smile.sara

open means ?? It's on pg 4 ... Look again

Originally posted by: alapi

loved ur FF😊
jst take this frm me🤗reading it makes me feel like m ri8 there in 16th century nd witnessing the incidents taking place ri8 infront of my eyes😳
its lovely😳
ab to isse pdhne roz IF open krungi...
nd m sure ki ur Jalal will be the real JALAL...
my nly request is ki plz Ruqu ko bi positive nd ek loving queen ki tarah rkhna coz i really want to see her like Jalal's bestie nd life partner in every manner...
srry fr demanding too much😆bt u write the way u want to nd agr possble then make ruqu also an important one😊
plz pm me if possible...
nd thnx a lot fr this FF coz luking at the present scenario of the show it kind of SAVIOUR of PEACE of my MIND😆...

Originally posted by: iluvOriginals

Congratulations on ur first FF sara:-)

Read prologue and chaptr 1.. liked it:-) keep up the good work.

I'll continue reading aftr Ramadan

Originally posted by: varshaakulkarni

Loved the update sara ... btw waiting for jalal's birth desperately ... OMG so much of hardships humayun & hamida are facing ...😭 ... esp hamida ... god that to in that preggy state ..where their is scarcity of water , food & luxury ... 😭 ... I can literally imagine the actual state of humayun when he lost the war against sher shah suri 😡 ...

Thank u for showing & throwing the light on this part of jalal's life .. ie, pre birth life & hardships ... bravo sara ...👏

Chapter 3 ... continuation of last chapter

------------------------- HUMAYU AND HIS COMPANIONS were offering

isha (night time ) prayers ... hamida and bega begum were sharing tent

hamida bano thinking about fate of her baby... Bega begum was offering

namaz ...

hamida was so much in her thoughts she didnt see bega begum finished her

prayer...

"kin khiyalon mae gum hae bano aap"

"what are you thinking bano"

baiga begum asked while doing tasbeeh

hamida smiled

"soch rahe thae aap kitne hosle wali hain" (you r so courageous)...

"in this harsh time and condition you are taking care 0f all... specially

mine"

baiga beegum finished her tasbeeh, recited ayat al kursi and blow towards

hamida belly...

"arey bano begum aap zayada sochiye matt ..yah samjhae kay ham

apne mustakbil (future) kay shahnsha ki khidmat kar rahe hain"

hamida was very amused with this

"acha!! how do u know this little angel is a boy"

Bega became quite... it was like she knew some thing

hamida bano also noticed it

"kia hua begum sahiba"

she asked worriedly

baiga begum was looking in delima

"hamida bano ...aaj hamra dil aap ko 1 baat Batana chah raha hae"

She thought for a moment to recall

before reaching to alwar at hindal mirza place one night shahansha saw a

dream ... in dream aala hazrat was in very bad condition he saw a saint ...

and asked him to pray for him ... saint gave him news of a son soon ... in

dream he told him tht he lost every thing... saint told him tht he will find

double with the the golrious fate of his son"

("hindal mirza k haan anay sae phele ala hazrat nae 1 khuaab dekha

tha "khuab mae 1 noornani buzurg inko dikhain... jab sultan nae dua

ki darkhuast ki tau buzurg nae basharat di k jald hi 1 beta hoga ")

Shahnsha nae kaha k ham apna sab kuch kho chukain hain tau

buzurg nae farmaya k shahzade k naseeb sae sab dugna kar kay

wapas pao gay"

hamida bano was stunned

"did shahshsha know thth saint"

hamida asked curiously

baiga begum seemed uneasy

"inhu nae hamain itna hi btaya ... ap sae shayad islye zikar na kia ho

..kay kahi aap yah gumaan na karain k he wants only boy"

baiga smiled nervously

a bandi asked permission to enter in tent room

"baigam sahiba !!, hazoor ala hazrat tashreef laa rahe hain"

Maid inform them while bowing

baiga begum about to stand up, humayun entered in the tent and did salam

to his both wife then asked hamida

"bano beugm kaisa mahsoos kr rhi hain aap"

"Allah ka fazal aur aap ki inayat sae bohat behtar hain aali jaa"

hamida bano said while looking gratefully to baiga begum

"begam sahiba nae bhi hamari temardari mae koi kasar nhi utha

rakhi... hamain maa, behan kisi ki kami mahsoos nhi honay deti yah"

humayu looked affectionately towards his first wife

bega smilled embarrassedly

"Hamida begum tau aise hi bass... Yah khud Bohat himmat wali hain

..."

Bega noticed, her husband tired face ... he was looking defeated

"hazoor aap kuch der araam farma ley ...ham zara dusrey logo ki

kahiryat drayaft kar lain" (daryaft = know, ask)

humayu noded with smile...he knew well his first wife wants him to spend

some time with his new wife who is carrying his child ...he knew every one

has expectations, every one has their own rights and sentiments...he knew

very well...

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humayu sat on bed ... he was looking very sad

"bano aap bhi sochti hongi kis naam kay shahnsha say shadi karli?

... bakhuda dil rota hae hamara aap ko is haal mae itni takleef uthatey"

hamida put her head on his shoulder

"aap aisa kiun sochtain hain mere shahnsha"

humayu was looking very tired and helpless

"ham nae aap ko samjhaya tha begum ...CHOTI AMMI jaan KAY saath

GAZNI chali jaye ..abhi aap ki zachgi bass shuru hi hui thi..."

(zachgi= pregnancy)

hamida hold his hand tightly to consoul him

"nahi begum !!"

humayu stressed

"aap nhi jaanti choti ammi jaan ko hikmat mae bohat kamal hasil hae"

----"woh aap ki achi khayal dari karti... aur phir gawar begum aur

hamari dukhtar bakhshi bano bhi Lahore sae wahi arahi hae"

(hikmat= medicine, dukhter= beti)

Hamida sighed

"haam jantey hain aala hazrat ...yah rasta ham nae khud chuna tha "...

hamida said seriously while trying to sit straight

"ham yah bhi bohat achi trha jantey hain kay aaliya hazrat dildar

begum hamara bohat zyada khayal rakhti ...waha hamay har trha ka

araam milta"

hamida quite for a while, look at her worried husband, take his face in her

palms and turn him towards her

"par yah tau sochiyah aap kay bina haam kitnna tanha rah jatay..."

humayu hold her hand ...and kissed them effectionately... he was carsing her

face lovingly

"hamain aap kay saath sae zyada aap ka araam ka khayal hae jaan e

humayu"

"aur hamay aap ka saath ka!!..."

Hanimada bano stressed

" hazar mushkilat bhi manzoor hae mere sartaaj agar hamsafer aap

hau ... hamara shahzada is dunya mae yae aur un kay abba hazoor ki

koi khabar na ho... aise araam ka kia faida "

humayu kissed her fore head and keep his lips on her beloved forhead for a

while... ..like trrying to get all her pain , all her worries... he was praying for

his wife and his child safety and health

"aye malik e do jahan ... hamrey bachay aur uski walida ki hifazat

farma... hamraye aamalo ki saza in masoom jano ko na daye Mere

rabb.."

hamida waited patiently ... humayu finished his prayer and open his

eyes...he was so involve in his prayer tht he litteraly forget tht he is still

holding hamida and his lips are still on her forehead... he left her face with

little embarasement ... put his head on head board of bed...

hamida bano also layed down and put her head in his lap... she can sense

his sorrow and helpesness. she can see he was tired realy tired but the

dream of humayu which bega begum told her, was still in her mind

... "agar nagawar na guzrey tau 1 baat phoochay hazoor?... (if u don't

mind)

hamida asked her husband hesitently

humayu noded

"hmm"

"bega begum aap k kisi khuwab ka zikar kar rhi thi ... kay ...kisi

buzurg nae roya mae aap ko farzand ki basharat di thi...??/ "

(roya = dream, farzand = son, basharat = prophecy of good news news)

hamdia asked hesidently,...then added with little disapointment

"ham soch rahe thae hazoor nae ham sae is ka zkar nhi kia kabhi"

humayu didnt reply...hamida turned her head towards him but it seemed he

was else where ... far away in his thoughts

Flash back

IN the THISTLED WILDERNESS humayu was roaming aimlessly .. he was lost

"yah khuda yah musibaton ka imtehaan kab kahtam hoga... ab tau

khonay ko hamaray pass kuch bhi na rha mere malik ... kuch bhi nhi

raha"

he sat beside the nearly mound tired and broken

"utho jawan... "

a booming saintly voice came from above

"uTho jawan... yah waqt khonay ka nahi kuch panay ka hae"

Humayu stand up astonishingly dekha tau 1 buzurg noorani chehra ... is

sitting on mound doing prayers... from his face it was not looking that he just

talked ...his eyes was close... he was absolutely in his concentration

...humayu felt a fresh breez after looking at tht saint... he was feeling half of

his tirdness and worried alreadt washed away

"asslam o alikum ya hazrat"

baba was still busy in his prayrs...

"baba hamary lye dua karain...bohat mushkil ka waqt hae... kahi

roshni dikhayee nahi deti...har taraf bass andhera hi hae"

humayu requested despretedly...it was looking he found a ray of hope in this

devine face ...baba opened his eyes...

"himmat na haro ... umeed tumharau darwazay par hae... jald 1 baa-

naseeb beta tumhari khushkismati ka naya daur ban kar anay wala

hae" "

baba khandan bikhar gaya hae... kuch salamat nahi... "

baba didn't give say any thing on humayu uncertanity

"farzand ka naam jalau din rakhna...akbar woh khud ban jaega"

humayun smiled unbelieveably and wispered

"jalal u din mohammad akbar"

saint raised his voice

"NAHI"

"jalal u din moahammad" ...

"akabr banna us k apne haath mae hain... yah baat jab tak puri nahi

ho jati ...is zameen par bas 1 hi insaan ko maloom rah sakti hae...

dehaan rahe ...bass 1 hi admi ... aur is waqt woh 1 admi tum hoi

...TUM"

Humayu felt he was shivering ... it was cold really cold

"Aap kon hae hain baba"

He asked reluctantly

"Hamay ahmed jam kehte hain... hum tumhae sultan mirza hindal kay

thikaay par milain ge"

(Thikana = place)

""sultan - mirza - hindal --.."

Humayu repeated ubneleibably

"Aap ka qayam hindal mirza kay haan hae baba..??"

(Qayam = stay)

He was amazed , thinking what what a co incident he was also going to

meet his brother hindal mirza...

Baba didn't reply his query

"ayo dua kar lain"

humayu came out from his thoughts and rose his hand after hearing saint

voice... he involved so much in dua tht didnt realsie how much time have

passed... when he realised for his surprise no body was there...

"baba... BABA" -----------------------------------

He was calling the saint madly

"aaqa...aqaaa"

it was like some one calling him from far far away...BUT ...it was jauhar

voice...he was caaling him from his sleep... humayu opened his eyes... the he

realised it was dream ... he was sitting beside tree... they were was going to

meet mirza hindal at alwar ..which was also hindal territory ... ... Humyu cant

beleive it was a dream ... but tht dream left so much effect on him that he felt

he has no energy left. jauhar was still standing folding his hands respectfully

waiting for his master response

"aap ki tabyat tau theek hae na mere aaqa?"

his loyal friend was asking worrdly

humyu was not feeling good

"jauhar tum jao ... ham chand lamhe tanha rehna chahte hain... kuch

der mae khud hi tashreef le ayenge" ...

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when they reached to near alwar...alwar was bordering city of hindal

kingdom. these days hindal mirza was staying with his wife and and his

mother... dildar begum... the second chief queen of emperor babar and step

mother of humayu...she loveed humayu as her own children... sultan mirza

hindal, gulnar bano begum and gulbadan bano begum... they were also with

hindal and dildar begum with some other royal mughal ladies hindal mirza

met with respect but humayu can see ...that warmth was missing from his

dear and courageous brother style...his behavior was respectful yet cold..

he can see hindal mirza wasnot pleased with him ...he can see in the eyes of

mirza hindal...but humayu didnt say any thing to his brother nor hindal ...they

both were behaving normal ...

in the evening dildar begum invited humayu at evening feast to meet other

royal ladies..his unts, sisters, and cousin sisters.

where he saw an angelic face of young girl... till tht day he really forgot tht

dream...most of his wifes were staying with their parents family ... he cant

take so many ladies and children with him every where ... he had only his

queen consort and first wife bega begum with him ... she just lost her

daughter ...she was not in good health and to be very honest thinking about

taking new wife was not his mind... but after loking this mahjabeen innocent

face...he coildnt stop himeslef asking curiously

(mahjabee = beautiful face=== mah = chand, moon,...jabeen = chehra,, face )

"madre meharbaan andhere ko ujalay mae badalnae wali yah sar-apa noor dosheeza kon thi"

(Madr = mother, meharbaan= gracious -- , ujala = roshni, light---, Saraapa = just like, whole , saraapa nor = just like glowing head to toe--, dosheeeza = young girl)

dildar begum who was noticing keenly her half son taking interest in girl

replied with smile

"yah hamida bano hain... mirza hindal kay ataliq aur musheer e khas mir baba dost ki dukhter ...aaj kal yah hamari hi khidmat aur sarparsti mae hain..."

humayu was thinking to ask about any ahmed jaami sahib in hindal court

.

dildar begum gave him food pltter to start meal... and added admirely

"ham sab is bachi kay ikhlaq sae boaht hi khush hain... asal mae is

ka khandan hamaray khandan ki 1 shaakh hae... tum nae suna hoga

... hazrat ahmad jami zinda peel ...bohat hi phonchay hue buzrg thae

..yah unhi ki chothi (4^th) nasal sae hae.

she is from forth generation of his direct decendents. there came spark of

excitement came on humayu face after hearing hamed jami name...he

stopped eating "ahmed -jami - zinda peel---" he repetead name deep

thinking

"ham nae bhi in kay kashaf aur karamat kay baray mae suana hae"

dildar begum nodded to nearly maid to serve king more...

"bohat hi ilm dost khandan hae...mard aurat sab hi ilm o fazal mae

mahir hain" (ilm =literature, education))

humayu raised his hand to excuse maid who was offering more food to

him...his full attention wason dildar beegum----

dildar begum pour some more sharbat in humayu glass

"hamida kay walid mir baba dost shansha babar kay achay doston

mae sae thae...un ka asal naam tau mir mohammad akbar jami

hae...magar firdause makkani aap k walid inko pyar sae mir baba

dost bulatay thae... mirza hindal inki bohat hi izzat kartay hain"

humayu was thinking .. should he tell to his mother about his dream... should

he actually have to think and take that dream seriously...??

dildar begum was looking him... she can see whats going in his mind... she

diverted his attaention to other ladies... "gulbadan bano aaka ko sheerini

pesh karay" humayu looked towards other ladies

"kaise mizaaj hain aap sab kay"

he asked his sisters and cousins... all were

smiling shyly ..only gulbadan bano replied ----

one of humayu aunt asked abt bega begum's health and his other wives

,humayu remembered his lost daughter

"chachi jaan ... bas kismat ki kharabi hamari phool si bachi hamari

aqeeqa sultan pata nhi mushkilat ki bheed mae kaha kho gae...bega

begum tau phir bhi maa hain... allah rehem karay unpr"

mahol became grieved ... humayu was informing them about his other wifes

and their daughters ... but looking distant so he took his leave from royal

ladies

Humayu came in his room... bega begum was sleeping ... he was thinking

before taking any decision...he should first share his dream and its

supposed interpretation to his wife ,..

bega was suffering from savior depression these days... He knew that this

was not first time when he was thinking of taking another wife...but this time

situation was different he him self was in dilemma , ...what to do ...??

He came in balcony adjacent to his room

Door kahi koi mugnia apne suro sae fiza ko gamgeen kar rhi thi

(a melodic female voice was making atmosphere sorrow,... mugnia = female

singer)

sulag raha hae yah sehra meri nawa ki tarha (sulag = burn, sehra = poetry,

nawa = story)

hae bay asar mera naala meri dua ki tarhha (bay asar = useless, naala =

grief, crying, .. dua = prayer

tere khayal teri justuju mae janae bahar

(khayal = thinking, justuju = search, jane bahar = beloved)

bhatak raha hu mae kab sae yuhi saba ki tarha (bhatak = wander, saba = wind)

yah intezar ki ghadiya tamaam kab hongi (intezaar = wait, ghdia = moment, tamam = end)

yah itezaar hae katil teeri adaa ki tarha (adaa = style)

sulag raha hae yah sehra meri nawa ki tarha

hae be asar mera naala meri dua ki tarha

Flash back ends

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