Originally posted by: deejagi
Ayushi, even though Jodha knows that her feelings fro Jalal have changed, she is not yet ready to lable them as LOVE. Moreover in the current scenario, how can she go to Jalal and say that even I love you shehenshah, when she has not cleared his doubt about the mystory person whom she ahd been meeting only during the night? Unless she comes clean with that, how will Jalal believe her words about love when he feels that she has a lover from her pasta nd all thse days she made full fledged arrangements so taht he will trust her blindly and only after that she will take revenge by sqashing his love, trust faith and what not????????
Also since she had promised on Sujamal (that means if she breaks her promise, Sujamal's life will be in danger or it is as good as he is dead), she was not ready to reveal the truth to Jalal and without her truth, Jalal will never allow her to stay in Agra, so she was planning to leave Agra on getting a confirmation on Sujamal's safety.
When one falls in love, they will fiorget all the hardship, humiliation they faced in the past and will not even be ready to think on that later as the memories will be clouded with sorrow.
But for her to accept her LOVE for Jalal (even to herself), she will have to start missing him and till then her feelings are as good as friedliness and nothing more.