FF: Jodha Hui Parayi.... Chapter 2 updated - Page 3

CHAPTER 2

Jodha is lying on the bed... Her mind is captured by many negative and positive thoughts... She confuse with her own feelings... Do I have feelings for Shenshah? Why it really hurt me... Why when he goes near to Benzir my heart shatter in to pieces? Why day and night I am thinking about him... He has insulted me in DWK... and many more time... and still I am thinking about him... Do I love him... My care for him is my love... Am I falling in love with him... Suddenly her heart said yes...and her glimmer with shine of happiness... Yes I am in love... I love Shenshah... But in a few second later... I have feelings for shenshah but does he feel the same way about me wait if he had feelings for me he with have not insulted me in front of that maid the way he did ... Why my heart is saying that he loves me and my mind doesn't want to accept his feelings... No He doesn't love me... In love you don't hurt your loved one... He has insulted me not only once but many times... again her mind started to think... may be he is really upset at me... he thinks I have rejected him... He thinks that I have pushed him purposely... He thinks that I have written letter to him and called him in my hojra... Her own thinking was giving her pain and peace at the same time... but more she was thinking her pain was increasing... she felt some one pinching on her heart... Her heart ache was extreme... Today she was feeling rejected by Jalal... his behavior made her feel that he hates her... Her heart shatter into tiny pieces has she recall the incident this morning how he insulted in front of that many people... she sat there on her bed crying her heart out when moti walked in with a plate of food . Seeing Jodha's condition... Moti felt really sad... She knows what is going on her mind... she tried to make her feel better but ...Jodha just refused to eat anything but moti keeps on insisting then Jodha with little anger orders Moti to leave ... Poor Moti felt helpless for her friend... she has no other choice so followed her order. Jodha is watching moti walking out of her room with sad face... Jodha realized little late...Why I screamed at moti she was just looking out for me... Nothing is right in my life... I am feeling suffocated in this room... I think i should just go for a walk outside I might feel better.

Jalal room

Jalal face is filled with immense pain... Every time he hurt Jodha... it hurts him more than her... but his ego was bigger than his love... Her mind was still captured by dakka night... Her rejection hurt him to core... When Jalal is completely lost in thoughts a guard walked in to inform that his friend Raja Veer Singh had arrived and wanted to see him . Jalal came out of his thought... A pleasant smiled spread on his face, he got up to welcome his friend himself... the two childhood friends greeted each other with a hug . Jalal asked with cheerful tone: Veer, how you are, it has been a long time... Veer responded; that's true Jalal it has been what 6 years and everything is fine what about you? Everything is well Jalal said with a fake smile and low tone ...Immediately Veer knew that his friend was hiding something from him .after a while of talking to Jalal asked Veer to rest as he must be tired after his long trip. He also informed him that he has planned a big Jashan in his honor tonight.

In the garden

Jodha was going for her walk when she ran into Rahim who was looking for someone to play with and Jodha agreed how she could not resist the cute face he makes when he wants something. They began playing, a blind folded Jodha tries to catch Rahim who is too quick for her no matter how many times she tries but yet she just can't seem to catch the little 6 year old she laughs at this. her sweet laughter echoes through the palace Raja Veer Singh who was going to his room passed through the garden stopped in his tracks hearing Jodha he just could not take his eyes of her . god she is beautiful her long hair that reached her waist ,he radiant complexion ,her spotless skin he said to himself as he stood there just staring at her . a guard standing nearby came up to Raja Veer Singh asking him if he needs anything Veer snaped out of the trance and said no he was fine .he looked towards the direction where Jodha was but she was gone . I have to find out who she is he smiled and left for his room.

Jodha finally had caught Rahim she had just took of the blind fold when she felt someone watching them she turned and there was this man who was staring at her like she was some art piece .she held Rahim's hand and took him away from there. Jodha took Rahim back to her room where she made him sleep when a maid enters with a message from Jalal saying that tonight a jashan will be held in honor of his friend .just as the maid left Salima enters she had come to take Rahim so Jodha could get ready for he jashan . but Jodha knew that Jalal with only insult her if she went so she told Salima that it was fine that she with look after Rahim as she was not going for the jashan .Salima tried to convince Jodha but Jodha did not budge . so Salima left for the jashan.

Veer room

The only thing he could think of was Jodha . Poor fellow mesmerized with Jodha's beauty... what if she is one of Jalal wives? If she is then I will surely see her at the jashen .oh god plz don't let her be one of Jalal's wives he prayed before leaving for the jashen .

At the jashen

Everyone has arrived and the jashen had started but everyone noticed that Jodha was missing... Jalal was mad, how dare she has not attend when I sent a maid to tell her about the jashen maybe she was to jealous of Benazir that is why she never come. He also recall early morning insult... and felt bad for her... His eyes were also looking for her... Even in his anger his mind and heart both wanted Jodha... He always find a way to keep her in front of his eyes... but today her absence was bothering him... He didn't know if he was angry at her or upset at himself...

Well one person made very happy with absence of Jodha... Raja Veer Singh... he was over the moon yes I can't see her here that means she is not one of Jalals wives ( he wanted to start jumping with joy but controlled himself ). Benazir dance was next all the men that are at the jashen were lost in her dance and her sexy lustful beauty... but the one person who she wanted to be lost in her dance Jalal was lost in his own world (Jodha land).

Jodha room

Jodha ran around the harem behind little yet very energetic Rahim who refused to eat until she caught him finally he got tired and she managed to catch him, if he only went on for a little longer she with collapsed .she took him back to her room feed him and finally made him sleep she wonders how Salima manages every night but watching Rahim sleep like a little angel she got her answer.

She changed into her night gown and lies down beside him in a matter of minutes she was fast asleep .

Precap: Jalal comes to Jodha's room after jashen little drunk and mesmerized seeing this sleeping beauty