I spent quite a while thinking about him, trying to rationalize this strange attraction towards Armaan. So many answers kept coming to me, but they didn't succeed in clearing my confused thoughts, so i dismissed them just as quickly as they came.
Why Armaan and what in him???????
Armaan Suri,essayed wonderfully by Apoorva Agnihotri, is an out and out unpredictable character. It's just too difficult to compartmentalize him- neither as black nor as white. But the most intriguing aspect is that his grey shades are equally unpredictable . He is half-devil, half-saint, with absolutely no middle ground. Sometimes he is a a shrewd businessman, sometimes cruel and heartless, sometimes a sensitive human being, sometimes a passionate lover, sometimes a man and sometimes a child. Armaan is just too intense in all these phases, that i usually end up wondering whether this is the same Armaan who i knew or is it another man who physically resembles Armaan or has he mastered the art of masking his real personality to such an extent that i have ended up believing his mask to be his real character??... Now to love and admire a man who is so volatile... i know that it's sheer madness and can result in one getting hurt. It requires a strong minded woman and someone who is as passionate as Armaan, seriously, to understand him and handle his varying moods.
Armaan lives life by the edge, always a cliffhanger. He loves to break rules and usually leads an unconventional life with unconventional thoughts. Never ponders over anything, rather it has always been spontaneous.There has always been a rash streak in him, a tendency to exhibit dare-devilry.He is very passionate in his thoughts and actions and is quite a fighter, but in his own queer way. Always believes in what he does and adamantly refuses to be swayed by society's opinion.
Compared to Purab, who has been shown as a gentleman, as a thoughtful and mature person, controlled and never impulsive, very predictable in his mood changes and state of mind.
With Armaan, one's life can never be routine. Mundane day-to-day existence is simply out of question. Each day will surely be a new day, completley different from the previous... Sometimes it can be risky and, i am sure that there will be a frequent rush of adrenalin thru ones' veins. One can be loved as passionately and hated as intensely. Phew... must be spirited, iron-willed and must be real witty and sensible. Life will peak to extemes almost regularly and sometimes one might end up being bruised.
On the other hand, with Purab, life can be real effortless, no ups and no downs. Almost like the gentle flow of the river, with no diversions, very routine and regular. No bruises, no heart aches... Strong emotions- it will be unheard of....
Inspite of all this, why is it that gentle women, sensible and calm, end up falling for someone so volcanic like Armaan??Is it his casual arrogance, or the aura of mysteriousness surrounding him or his passionate nature?? Why is it that one starts disregarding the consequences and end up falling for him, hard? Why does one involuntarily follow the heart which says YES and ignore the warnings of the brain which says NO? Why do you get attracted to someone who is the exact opposite of you? Why does he stir the deepest and darkest desires in you which, until now was dormant? Why does your pulse race uncontrollably at a single thought of him, even when you hate his arrogance and impulsiveness?? Is it nature's way of providing balance??Why him????????
Questions, questions and questions???? But still, i have no answers.... am as confused as before or probably even more confused. I know that i sound very incoherent, vague and out of context... But hey, i am in a confused state, still trying desperately to understand the multifaceted nature of Armaan Suri. Or am i making a mistake?? maybe i shouldn't think when it comes to someone like Armaan, but just allow the heart to lead.....
[Guys, do comment and help me sort out my disorderd thoughts... Why Armaan and what in him???]