I can't just understand the magic by which this forum and JJKN make me get up at 3.00 am at night to read through this. This fictional characters some how relate with me even though the story doesn't make any sense any more. It is affecting my day to day life as well. Even at office, I am tempted to log in. When I get up, the first thing I do is logging in to IF. When I see a blooming Gulmohar on the road, I visualise the charming smile of Arman Suri, when I see a blue covered file in office, I think about Jassi, When I hear about some bad deeds, I think about Mallika, the lists goes on and on.
I am finding it difficult to differentiate between fiction and reality.
Am I crazy?