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Hey guys.
I'm mostly a silent member and I rarely ever make myself known but i couldn't help myself this time.
This comments and posts i've read on the whole "Roshini Disappering on Sid" are quite intersting so here's my tid bit.
First off Roshini's words to Sid at the funeral. I personally think she was still in shock at the time. I mean really the girls been through hell of a ride over the past year or so. Let's recap a little bit.
Losing her father shortly after finding him, losing her child, losing her husband temporary due to her psychotic sister, then losing her memory and then the whole psycho Yash. Where first they were put through a sick game, then her adopted daughter is kidnaped and then her mother loses her memory and finally her life that too in front of her eyes.
Whew, that gave ME a whiplash!😲 Such drama honestly. 😆 I mean after all of this anyone would lose their mind.
Roshini was in shock at the time. I mean she did watch her mother fall to her death by slipping through her husbands hands and the first thing that was said to her right after were psycho Yash's psycho words. Things like this tend to stick to a person minds and the combination can make people believe or say things they don't really mean. I mean we so often end up saying things we don't mean or mean differently then how others interpret it.
I don't think she blames Sid for DD's death or the problems in her life even though Sid and his family thought of it that way. I think she holds herself responsible for it. She blames her love and by extension their love. It's messed up yes and it may not make sense but to a degree I can see where she's coming from. And as I said trauma messes up peoples minds. It blurs their idea of right and wrong, until everything becomes a hazy pile of mess in your head.
She clearly still loves him but she doesn't want to love him. Probably because he reminds her of what she's lost. In my opinion she blames and hates herself more than anyone else because Yash harmed her family, put Sid in that situation because of her. She may have left because she didn't want to hurt anyone anymore. (i.e. Sid)
This is of course one scenario, a more realistic one, but since this is a drama I don't know if the writers ever take that way. Simiran's involvement is a plausible theory too. I don't think she knows Roshini is alive but Its possible that Roshini came to apologize after the funeral and Simiran sent her away. That's why she never came back.
I also want to add that since Roshini is a made up character and writers tend to leave very large loopholes in characterization and plots, in the end the reason may turn out to be complete and utter garbage that will make no sense what so ever
I guess we have no choice but to hang on and wait to find out. Either way I can't wait for some kickass Sdi-Rosh scenes.
Cheers all and have a fantastic weekend
Em
Anupamaa
