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hey everyone...i am here with another OS on sidni, it's related to the upcoming track, it starts after insults all his guest for saying such cheap things about roshni as we saw in the segment... have no idea about how it is as i myself was confuse kn few points but whatever it is, as i wrote it so i want to post it...scroll down plz
SIDNI OS "ONE LAST CHANCE"
Sid's anger knew no bound as he heard such shameless comments on roshni by his relatives...he shouted on all of them and told them proudly that how much he trust roshni, and then not wanting to give anyone present there any importance otherthan roshni he held her hand and walked towards his room
'siddhart, please listen to me' roshni said as he closed the door behind them 'roshni please, i don't want to listen anything no explanation nothing...please' he requested si'ddhart please, don't say like that, i know outside you supported me because you didnt wanted them to insult me but i also know that you also may have some doubts about whatever happened, i just want to clear it, i just want to tell you that there is absolutely no...' he cut her off in the mid 'roshni, listen...i don't want any explanations roshni, i did'nt supported you because i couldn't bear there words against you but i did that because i know that you can't do such thing...because i trust you...yeah, i am aware of the fact that after our divorce you and yash will be together' he said with a hint of pain in it but didn't let his emotions took over him
'but i also know that you can never do such thing,you respect my family and cares for them and you are staying in my house as my wife even just for three months but because we are still in this relation i know you will not do anything because of which we have to face all these humiliation...' he added 'thank you for trusting me siddhart but still i need to say something' she said holding his hands requesting him to listen to her
'roshni please, don't...let it be, i trust you and it's enough, i don't want to hear any explanation in fact roshni will you listen to me if i will ask you something?' he asked and she nodded please 'stay away from yash' he said 'i am not saying because i am insecure or something i am saying because it's me who understands you but not the world, they will point fingers over you, insult you, humiliate you and i can't tolerate any of it...please do this to save yourself from further humiliation, because right now i am here to support you and i wil keep supporting you in front of my family and the rest of the world until you are my wife and i have right over you, but roshni the day we will take divorce, i won't have this right anymore...so please try to not to meet him until we are living together as husband wife and as soon as you are free from this forceful relation you can do whatever you think is right but right now please listen to me...will you?' he added
'i will...i promise i will maintain distance from yash' she said making him relief 'thank you...i know that it's difficult for you to trust me but i am glad you did...' he said chuckling over his own comment 'no sid, it's not like that, i trust you' she tried to convince him 'roshni please, don't say such thing which will make me remind the accusation you did on me...i am having a hard time forgetting it...please just let it go because you and me, we both know what the truth is and why are we in this situation..' he said hiding his pain behind his smile saying all this but his smile betrayed him that moment, his pain was clear to roshni and she realized what a grave sin she committed by accusing him, by not trusting him... 'and yeah because now beeji know the truth i think we shall stop pretending that we are comfortable with eachother and i guess you should shift in guest room now...' 'bu...' 'and i am going outside, i need some fresh air till then you can shift your luggage there...' he said not giving her any chance to speak and walk out closing the door behind him, she placed her hand on the door and rested her head on it 'at least listen to what i want to say...just once...' she whispered as tears roll down her cheeks
'i know that you want to say something to me, i don't know what it is but i can't take a risk by listening to it, it's already getting really difficult for me and i don't want the situation to get worst for me' sid thought as soon as he closed the door and walked away
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After sometime
In beeji's room
Sid was lying in beeji's lap, sharing his feelings and she was running her fingers in his hair 'no one except dad, beeji, no one understood me, my emotions , no one thought about me, my feelings, neither mom nor roshni, none of them realized that how much they had hurt me, beeji mom was never like this, there was a time when for her my happiness was the most important thing in this world, she did everything for me, for my happiness but then it all changed, now her ego, her revenge matters her the most..why beeji why everyone did this to me? Mom betrayed me, roshni accused me..why? What did i do to deserve this? Yes i lied but it was never to harm them, i did because i wanted to set everything right in roshni's life...where did i went wrong beeji...why did i got this punishment...my mom, her love for me is not the same neither roshni...she don't trust me beeji and you tell me that can two people live together without one not trusting the other..? That's why beeji i decided to set roshni free, to let her go because i felt like a criminal who had kept her in such a relation which she don't want...' he was crying, in past one month, he was hurt, he was emotionally weak but never cried but today he is crying
'no, my son, don't cry...i know simmi and roshni had hurt you a lot, but you can't cry, you can't show them that there foolishness had made you weak, you can't and i am here na, i trust you, i know that you can't do anything to harm roshni, that you love her so much and i don't know that now you believe it or not but roshni loves you too, she must be confused but it doesn't mean that she don't love you...' beeji said trying to console him 'no beeji she don't, if she still love me na then she never had accused me for committing such crime...i have no hopes left now beeji..it's all over' he said wiping another fresh tear which rolled down his cheeks 'sid, what if she herself tell you that she was wrong and she need another chance..then what will you do?' she asked once again, he looked up at her and then stood up from her bed 'i don't think it will happen beeji because i am not that lucky because if i was then all this never had happened...' 'ohkay just leave it puttar, don't stress yourself too much just go to your room and sleep...' ji beeji...good night ' gud night '
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As he walked in the room, he found no one, thinking she may had moved to guest room he went to wash room to change in to his night suit, when he came back she still didn't came and his last hope that she really will come and say and confess broke , he took few seconds to console himself and lied on bed to sleep but before he can close his eyes she came in front of him 'siddhart i want to talk to you ' she said, he looked at her confused why did you returned?' he asked finding nothing else to say that moment because of her sudden appearance 'i didn't even left on first place then there is no option to return...' 'roshni i am really tired so please can we talk later...please go for now ' 'i don't want to go...please...' she requested as a sob escaped her lips and tears rolled down her cheeks, he stood up abruptly and placed his hand on her shoulders 'roshni what happened? Why are you crying? Did mom said something to you?' he asked 'no..no one said nothing to me ' 'then why are you crying?' he asked confused 'because you are not listening to me...i am trying to talk to you but you are ignoring me...please sid listen to me...' he closed his eyes and sighed
'roshni look, i know everything is over but i have no stamina left in me to talk about everything once again, it's getting difficult for me...please don't talk about it, i know that you don't want to live here but please tolerate all this, this torture will end in two months..please ' he requested 'no, no...at least let me say something then it will be your choice to walk away or to listen everything...i won't utter a word if u will ask me not to...i promise...' she pleaded
He blinked his eyes twice asking her to continue with whatever she wants to say ' she smiled faintly and sat on the bed pulling him beside her, closing her eyes she took in a breath before she started 'siddhart...i...i know that the situation is really worst now, and it's me who had made it worse ..i know i am responsible for all this...i know i had hurt you so much by not showing my trust on you by just watching a MMS...you know you were right, you were very right that day when you said that my trust over you is really weak that anyone can break it easily...i know that i was wrong by thinking that my sid, who loves me so much can ever do such thing to me, can ever use me...i am sorry siddhart, i am sorry for all those accusation, for all those things i said to you and did to you...' she cried
She took his hands in her's 'i know that the crime i committed is unforgivable but still please please forgive me...please i am really sorry...i was so stupid to not to understand your intentions to not to understand your true love, it was like i took all the decision from mind after my heart was hurt by your truth...i even realized that situation would had been different if i had given us a little time before jumping to the conclusion...please say something siddhart please' 'what...what shall i say?' he whispered 'anything, if you want to insult me you can.., you can punish me however you want, i will not utter a word but please when you feel that i got my punishment and you aren't angry anymore then please forgive me...you can throw me out of this house, i will go anywhere, i will not show you my face until you yourself will ask me to..if you want then slap me the way i did that day..do whatever you want, say whatever you think but please at the end just forgive me...i don't want this divorce, i want to live as Roshni Siddhart Khurana and die as Ros...' 'stop it...' he interrupted her placing his hand on her lips
'don't you think that you speak so much unnecessary? If i am listening all this crap of yours doesn't mean that whatever you will say is acceptable...at least think before you speak...' she sobbed 'that means you want forgive me right...sid please, please don't hate me..please i just need one last chance please..' 'roshni, it's too much now, if you uttered another word i swear i won't talk to you ever ' her eyes widened and she nodded placing her index finger on her lips 'good...now what were you saying..i can insult you...how could you say that hmmm? You think this is what i want? Yes i am hurt with whatever you did but it doesn't mean that i will do such thing...you want me to throw you out of this house even when i very well know that you won't return at your mom's place...you think i will slap you...? You know before even thinking about such sin i will feel better to kill myself then raising my hand on you...you know till now i was hurt that you don't trust me moreover you hadn't realized that your opinion about me was wrong...but now when you had realized that i never ever wanted what you thought i want...i know i can never slap you, can't insult you, can't throw you out but i also don't know that can i accept this fact that everything will be the same'
His eyes moistened 'i don't think that you can ever trust me, that after whatever happened in past, we can stay together, that all those wounds which you gave me by not trusting me can ever be healed...' he said honestly staring at his lap, she cupped his cheeks and made him look up 'i know you had warned me to keep quite otherwise you won't talk to me but i think if i didn't said anything then you will definitely never talk to me...siddhart i know my crime is huge and unforgettable but i promise you that nothing of this sort will happen again...i know you are right if you think that i don't trust you but i know that you trust your roshni so please trust me one last time that now i trust you morethan myself, that not even i, myself can break my trust over you...i know it's difficult for those wounds which i gave you to heal but i promise i will heal them by my love for you...just one last chance...please siddhart...from the time we had met, you have always helped me, you have always brought smile on my face, please do it one more time, help me by giving me one last chance, please return me my smile by forgiving me...please...i promise i will rather die then hurting you again' she requested stopping herself from crying
'i promise that i will never see your face if you once again uttered such word for you...i promise ' 'i am sorry...' she said realizing that it hurted him... 'you must be..' he held both her hands 'you know if today i was told that i have to live without you and you are happy in your own life, i would had, thinking you are happy but if something ever had happened to you na then i would had died...roshni my life without your life is nothing, i am not happy if you are in problem...you know whenever you get hurt it pains me, whenever you cry,tears come out of my eyes...i am nothing without you roshni..i am absolutely nothing...promise me that you won't leave me ever again...' 'i won't...i won't...ever again i won't..' she said with her eyes filled with tears of happiness and hugged him tightly 'i am sorry...i am very sorry' she mumbled, he ran his hand through her hairs consoling her 'i love you roshni...please don't leave me ever again ' he whispered as she stopped crying 'i love you too siddhart and i won't leave you ever...we will be together for the rest of our life, no one in this world can separate us...no one...i love you..'
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ohkay so that's it...i hope it made sense, do share your views and please ignore my mistakes as i hadn't re read it...and yeah ofcourse criticism is most welcome... 😊
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